Keira Priest
The Iron
Essien
Atin'yaim
Although the clones had only been with the Mandalorian Empire for roughly a week or so, nothing about their training regimen had changed in the time they had been separated from their commander. If anything it had just become more rigorous, but Keira was still able to keep pace, even without the Force. There was no doubt that she was out of practice when it came to the more formal military lifestyle, though she had readjusted quickly, once again finding that same discipline within herself. But she hadn't returned to holding herself as their commanding officer, because she didn't quite feel worthy of holding that title again, nor did they do anything within their own power to grant it. She was back to proving herself to them just as she had done in the beginning, and it would be a long road towards regaining their trust.Still, she felt that returning to regular drilling each morning had at least helped put up some facade of normalcy, and she could tell that at the very least a few of them were starting to warm up to her presence again. And some part of her hated that. They had no reason at all to even attempt to forgive her, or act kindly in the least, and she didn't want them to. Had they traded places she wouldn't have let anything go, though her ability to hold a grudge was otherworldly in its own right. She didn't want them to absolve this, because they shouldn't have, and they didn't need to. At the same time she was thankful for that fact, cautiously allowing herself to once more meld with the family they had created among themselves from day one. Maybe things would eventually return to normal, or maybe that was just wishful thinking. Either way, she would be satisfied.
Reaching up with one hand she pulled off her helmet, though Thalia continued speaking despite this, projecting her voice from the audio system, "...so hard on yourself. Give it time." She ran a hand through hair damp with sweat, not pausing once as she strode into her rather plain quarters, door sealing shut behind her. The helmet was placed on the table, and she began to methodically strip off her armor, arranging it carefully to be put away later. "And why shouldn't I be?" Finally she deigned to reply, pulling on a loose-fitting pair of ripped and worn jeans and a similarly fitting sleeveless shirt, adjusting the straps of her sports bra. "I don't deserve their forgiveness after what I did. Abandonment isn't something you exactly brush off, Thalia. Especially not when it comes to family." That seemed to silence the AI, at least for the moment.
She took the time to reapply deodorant and splash her face with cold water before leaving her room behind, miniature holprojector strapped to her left wrist and earpiece in her ear so she and Thalia were still able to communicate much the same, sans the convenience of an HUD. Her combat boots hit the floor at a measured, vaguely militaristic clip, and she made headway for the mess hall. The only form of nourishment she allotted herself for the time being was a bottle of water, and after taking a long drink she set it down on the table in front of her, Thalia finally manifesting from the projector, her voice projecting through it as well. "Perhaps you have a point. Time may not heal all wounds, but it can make them easier to deal with." "Like I didn't know that already."
[member="Marcus Itera"]