The White Wolf
Dog of the Sith
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This thread is a private spar between The White Wolf & Saiah so he may develop his personalized lightsaber form. However, others may post as spectators so long as they do not interfere with the spar/training itself unless given permission. Enjoy.
This was him...the end result that he had to live with no matter how much he wished to see himself change...anything that was left of his innocence was most likely lost in the fire along with the rest of him...burning and slowly faltering into nothing but ash and embers. Feral knew that all he could do was accept this thing he had become...he had to accept that others around him would hold him guilty for the monster he had become...He had given in to his darkest sins so he could fight again...and he would continue to fan these flames of hatred until his final breath if it meant one day he could be free of this wretched curse. Cornelia always taught him to ignore the thoughts and ridicule of others and yet no matter how good he was at utilizing the phrase 'sticks and stones' into his life it only got him so far...to be frank words hurt the blue eyed man far more than sticks and stones ever could...he knew he wasn't the only one who grew up this way.Surrounded by people who used to say that rhyme about sticks and stones. As if broken bones Hurt more than the names he got called day in and day out, day after wretched day and he got called them all. So he grew up believing no one would ever fall in love with him because of the things that made him weak... That he’d be lonely forever. So broken heart strings bled the blues as he tried to empty himself so he would feel nothing. No one on earth could tell him that hurts less than a broken bone. Feral closed his eyes and simply took a few deep breaths...filling his lungs to capacity before exhaling. Shaking his head as his eyes wandered over his distorted reflection.'Sticks and stones...' he thought to himself, his eyes narrowing intensely as he looked at his reflection...And seeing nothing but the monster he had become, in a fit of fury he took his and smashed it into the mirror...shattering the edges but leaving the middle cracked and loosely pressed inward creating a glass web.
Feral stood his full height...looking over his shoulder at his corrupted reflection...narrowing his eyes darkly at himself as he scoffed...turning his back on himself for a moment and sitting down...looking out into training room, his bright turquoise eyes focusing for a moment...this was the life...he was forced to live. Brought into a civilization he did not belong...being reprogrammed into some savage beast did that to you. And as the soldiers of the Sith moved and put his weaponry on the table outside the locker room he simply stood...And as his large fluffy tail swayed behind him he scoffed a bit...
The man walked out of the locker room wearing his tactical combat gear. His vision focused through his mask as he ran his fingers through his hair. Stepping out into training arena on the starship the Sith had provided ever since the main base for the Assassins got destroyed, Feral approached the table with his weapons on it and equipped his standard three burst pistol, and his turquoise lightsaber. Meanwhile, behind him another got ready for the training session as well...a young knight standing on the other end patiently waiting...
Feral was normally not one to display his training in the open but his resources had become limited. And he needed to test his new form on someone...The White Wolf had been working on a newer lightsaber form for a while now, and today was its first combat test on an opponent who was not a droid. And once he gathered his weapons Julius turned to face his opponent...walking slowly to the other side of the arena so he was on the opposite end of the room. Activating his lightsaber and pointing the tip towards the floor off to the side, Feral narrowed his eyes and took a breath...this is wear it began.
[member="Saiah"]