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Private Between Breath and Flame

Xian didn't move at first.


Not because she was uncertain, and not because his kiss had left her breathless — though it had, more than she would ever admit aloud — but because something inside her went very, very still when he spoke those words. Peace. He said she'd given him peace. He said it like he meant it, like it wasn't something fragile he was trying to cling to, but something solid he'd found in her of all people.

For a moment, she could only stare at him, her breath caught halfway between exhale and prayer.

The wind brushed along her back in a soft curl, as if urging her to breathe, to feel, to step into whatever this was becoming. And she did. Slowly, almost unconsciously, her hands slid up from where they'd pressed lightly against his chest and came to rest at the sides of his neck. Her thumb traced the edge of his jaw, feeling the warmth in his skin, the way his pulse jumped beneath her touch.

"Veyran…" she whispered, but the rest of the sentence didn't come. Not yet. Her voice wavered too much, her thoughts filled with him — with the sincerity in his eyes, with the quiet awe in his voice, with the way he held her like she wasn't something he expected to vanish.

Peace. He said she gave him peace. It struck her deeper than any kiss.

She leaned forward slightly, resting her forehead against his once more, her breath unsteady but warm as it mingled with his. For the first time, she wasn't trying to hide the tremble in her hands or the small, fragile hope blooming behind her ribs.

"You don't know what you're doing to me either," she murmured, her voice softer now, steadier despite the emotion thickening it. "You say those things and I… I don't know how to hold it all."

Her fingers curled lightly at the back of his neck, not pulling him closer, just grounding herself in the reality of him — warm, steady, unflinching in the way he looked at her.

"I've never mattered to someone like that before."
Her confession was barely more than a breath. "No one's ever said peace and meant me."

The wind stirred at her feet, a soft circling pattern, reflecting the quiet shift inside her — fear loosening its grip, replaced with something braver, something she wanted to protect even if she didn't fully understand it yet.

She lifted her head just enough to meet his eyes, really meet them, and for a moment she let him see everything she usually kept locked behind humor or temper or stubborn refusal to be vulnerable.

"You're not the only one who buried things," she said gently. "I did too. I thought… maybe it was safer that way."

Her hand slipped from his neck to his shoulder, warm and steady, and she stepped even closer into his embrace, feeling the slow, powerful way his body moved with his breath.

"But when you kiss me like that," she continued, her voice dropping to a softer, almost trembling whisper, "when you look at me like I'm not going to disappear… something in me starts to believe you."

She brushed her lips against his — not a kiss, just a touch, a promise, a quiet answer to everything he'd given her.

"I don't want to run," she whispered, her heartbeat quickening where her chest met his. "Not from this. Not from you."

She exhaled shakily, her breath warm against his mouth.

"And I'm not letting go either."

Her hand slid back to his chest, right over the steady beat of his heart, and she leaned into him again — not with fear, not with hesitation, but with a soft, deliberate certainty.

"If you're staying," she murmured, voice threaded with something tender and new and impossibly hopeful, "then…I'm staying too."

The wind curled around them like a vow.

Her thumb brushed slowly across his cheek again, and for a heartbeat she just looked at him — really looked — at the man who had kissed her like she was something worth staying for, who held her like he didn't expect her to shatter, who spoke to her like she wasn't a fleeting moment in anyone's life.

Her breath caught.
Her heart tightened.

"Veyran…" she whispered, softer this time, almost fragile.

The wind shifted with her, circling upward in a warm current that carried the truth rising too fast, too close to the surface. It pressed against her ribs, climbed her throat, burned behind her teeth.

"I—"
Her voice broke, just slightly. "I lo—"

The word stalled.

Fear flickered across her face — not of him, not of the moment, but of the enormity of what she'd almost said. Something raw and bright and terrifying. Something she wasn't ready to name aloud, not yet, not when she'd only just begun to believe she wouldn't lose him.

She swallowed hard, her forehead brushing his again.

"I…" She tried again, gentler this time, choosing something she could give without breaking. "I'm here. With you."

Her fingers curled into his shirt, tender and trembling.

"And I'm staying."

The wind softened around them, warm as a hand on her back, as if the Force itself understood exactly what she meant — and what she wasn't ready to say.

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"Xian…" he breathed, voice low and steady, "you don't have to say it before you're ready."

His forehead pressed to hers, his breath warm and slow, easing hers back into rhythm with him.

"You're here. You're staying." His voice softened even more. "That means more than any word you're afraid to speak."

Her fingers curled into his shirt again, fragile and fierce at once. The tremble in her hands wasn't weakness to him, it was trust, naked and unguarded.

He slid one hand down to the back of her neck, guiding her just a fraction closer until the air between them tightened with heat and gravity. The wind rose with it, spiraling warm and bright around their legs.

"You think I'd walk away?" he whispered against her lips. "After this? After you?"

He kissed her then, not gently and not carefully.

But with a deep, consuming passion that came from the hollowed places in him finally filling, from the hatred that had once gnawed at the edges of his soul melting under the warmth she gave him without realizing its power.

His mouth claimed hers with certainty, with hunger and devotion braided together. His tongue swept against hers in a slow, heated stroke that stole her breath and gave her something steadier in return. His hands anchored her, one at her waist pulling her firmly against him, the other cradling her jaw with reverence that contrasted the intensity of his kiss. When he finally broke the kiss slowly, reluctantly, he stayed close, their lips brushing with each breath.

His voice came out rough, warm, threaded with something so tender it shook him. "You don't have to say it," he murmured, thumb stroking her cheek. "I already feel it."
 
For a long moment after his kiss faded into breath, Xian stayed exactly where she was, her forehead resting against his, caught in the quiet gravity that seemed to pull the entire world into the space between them. Her hands loosened in his shirt—not pulling back, just settling, as though her body finally trusted she didn't need to hold so tightly to keep him from slipping away.

The trembling in her fingers softened, the tightness in her chest easing with the slow rise and fall of his breathing. The warmth of him, the steadiness of his voice, the way he didn't push for words she wasn't ready to give—each piece settled into her like something she hadn't realized she'd been starving for.

She opened her eyes slowly.

He was right there, close enough for her to see the softness he didn't show to anyone else, close enough to make her feel seen in a way that wasn't frightening anymore. A breath escaped her—quiet, uneven, but steadying.

"…Okay," she whispered.

It wasn't an answer to one thing. It was an answer to everything he'd said, everything he'd shown her. I'm here. I'm staying. To the way he held her like she wasn't something fragile waiting to break, to the gentleness behind a man who had every reason not to offer any.

Xian lifted her hands again, smoothing the fabric of his shirt where she had clenched it so desperately before. Her fingertips lingered over the steady beat beneath his chest, grounding herself in the rhythm of him, letting it draw her breath back into something even.

"Then… we start here," she said softly, the words gentle but sure. "Just this."

She rose onto her toes and pressed a small kiss to the corner of his mouth. Not rushed, not searching—simply warm, lingering, a quiet promise wrapped in something soft and real.

The wind reacted instantly, curling around them in a warm sweep before drifting outward through the ruins as if carrying the moment into the stones themselves.

She stepped back only slightly—not enough to break the connection, just enough to breathe without shaking. Her hand slid down along his until their fingers intertwined, fitting together with a natural ease that felt both new and inevitable.

When she looked up at him again, her expression held no fear this time—only warmth, steady and rooted.

"Walk me back?" she asked quietly.

Not because she needed protection.
Not because she didn't know the way.

But because ending this moment with him beside her felt right—an unspoken beginning rather than a closing.

Her fingers tightened gently around his, an invitation rather than a question.

"Come on," she murmured, a faint smile touching her lips. "Let's go home."

And together, with the wind following at their heels like a blessing, they began the slow, quiet walk back through the ruins—no longer alone, no longer unsure, simply choosing each other with every step.

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