Grief & Rage


Gwyneira held the helmet in her hands, gazing upon it. She admired the craftsman, she adored the materials and design. This white helmet, this was no ordinary helmet. It was made of beskar, donated by the man who adopted her. Her father, her father made her a Mandalorian helmet. Her own buy'ce.
After a lifetime of being outcast, she belonged. After being rejected by her birth father and left to die, an adoptive father picked her up and took her. After a lifetime of being neglected, ignored, and shunned, she was starting to find her home. She... she was not a forsaken orphan anymore. She was the child of

In the cockpit of her ship, she continued to run her hands along the helmet. She traced her fingers on the T Visor with tears in her eyes. She had felt so jaded before, but she was starting to truly sense a feeling of belonging. She could dig roots in here.
After getting her ship, the Tauntaun, proper registered, she finally brought her baby to the Sundari Memorial Spaceport in Tor Valum, the capital of Kestri. From there on out, she waited for the person she had called to meet her here. Her lover and best friend,

The ups and downs of their relationship were lovely highs and bitter lows. A vast majority of those problems came from her previous status of aruetii, and how it forced Eliz to keep secrets from her. With that gap finally closed, Gwyneira truly hoped they could finally smooth out the dents and pursue their relationship deeper. She asked Eliz to join her in finding some kind of living space here in the underground city. Nothing fancy, nothing expensive unless Eliz wanted it. She just wanted a common quarters to return to, so they could sleep at night and have one on one interactions.
She continued to admire the helmet, in her ship docked in the hanger. She hoped he would meet her here. Now that she was a Foundling, and already had booked plans to continue her initiation, it was her hope that everything could finally be happy and good. No arguments, no secrets, no bitterness, just the sense of belonging and love she was just finally starting to taste after a lifetime of being alone. And she wanted Jac'Eli'Zirem there every second of it.