“Slow down!” he snapped. “You’re going too fast!”
Kriel clenched his teeth as a fresh bolt of pain ripped through his skull.
"I am not going too fast,” his teacher replied, keeping his voice even but stern. “You are going too slow. You must find a way to keep up.”
“I don’t understand how to keep the pain out. You’re not teaching me anything.”
Kriel had spirit. That had been clear from the moment of their first meeting. His teacher had recognized Kriel instantly for what he was: a potential Knight of Ren, sworn enemy of the Jedi, a servant of the Dark side. And he had shown no fear. He wasn’t yet certain why Kriel had been so eager to ally himself to the Knights of Ren. It could have been a simple act of desperation: Or maybe he saw the Dark side as a path to power and lusted to claim it as his own.
Whatever her true motivations, he had been more than willing to swear fealty to the Knights. However, it was neither his spirit nor his willingness that made him worthy of being his apprentice. He had chosen Kriel for one reason, and one reason only.
“You are strong in the Force,” he explained, his voice still betraying no hint of emotion. “You must learn to use it. To call on its power. To bend it to your purpose.”
He saw a flicker of doubt cross Kriel’s face. “I don’t know how to do that,” he muttered.
His teacher detected a hint of guilt in Kriel’s voice. He was disappointed, but hardly surprised. He was confused.
“Nothing just happens,” he insisted. “You have previously called upon the power of the Force. To manipulate people. Think back to how you did it. Think back to what happened.”
“You feel sorry for yourself.” The easy tone fell away quickly as his voice began to rise in both volume and intensity. “But this is a worthless emotion. It means nothing. What you need to feel is anger!”
He took a sudden step toward Kriel, his right fist clenched before him to punctuate his words. Kriel flinched at the unexpected movement, but didn’t retreat.
“Think back to what you felt when you unleashed your power against them,” he said, his voice now a soft, seductive whisper. “Think back to what you felt when you made them bend to your will.”
Kriel dropped his head, his eyes closed. For several seconds he was still and silent, forcing his mind to relive the moment. His teacher saw the emotions crossing his face: grief, sorrow, loss. Kriel trembled slightly. Then, slowly, he felt his anger begin to rise. And with it, the power of the Dark side.
When Kriel looked up again his eyes were open wide; they burned with a fierce intensity, a yellow sulphuric tint to the irises. “It felt good!”
“Good.” His teacher took a step back, the hint of a satisfied smile playing across his lips. “Feel the anger. Welcome it. Embrace it.”
He could sense the Dark side building within Kriel, growing in intensity until he could almost feel its heat.
“Only the strong survive, and the Force will make you strong.” As he turned away, he added, “Use it to keep up. If you fail again, I will discard you.”
“But you still haven’t told me what to do!” Kriel shouted.
His teacher didn’t reply. He’d given the answer, though the young man didn’t know it yet. If he was worthy of being a Disciple, he’d figure it out.
The Knight of Ren felt a sudden surge of power rushing toward him, concentrated on his mind. The old man had braced himself for some kind of reaction the moment he’d challeneged Kriel. He’d pushed the Disciple to the edge; he’d have been disappointed if he had done nothing. But he’d been expecting a broader, more basic assault – a wave of Dark side energy meant to hurl him to the ground. A focused strike against his mind was much more subtle. It showed intelligence and cunning, and though he was ready for it, the strength of the attack still surprised him.
Yet even with as much power and potential as Kriel had, he was no match for a Knight of Ren. The old man drew upon his own abilities in the Force to absorb the impact of the attack, catching it and amplifying its strength before firing it back at Kriel. The redirected blow struck the young Disciple in the chest, hard enough to knock him to the ground. A grunt of surprise escaped his lips as he landed hard on his backside.
He fixed his cold gaze on the young man still sitting on the hard stone floor.
Kriel glared back up at him, furious at the way he had been humiliated.
“A Knight of Ren knows when to unleash the fury of the Dark side,” he informed the Disciple, “And when to hold back. Patience can be a weapon if you know how to use it, and your anger can fuel the Dark side if you learn how to control it.”
Kriel was still fuming with rage, but he saw something else in the young man’s expression now: a guarded curiosity. Slowly the prone man nodded as the meaning of his teacher’s words became clear, and his expression softened. The Knight could still felt the power of the Dark side within Kriel; his anger was still there, but he had hidden it below the surface. He was nursing it, feeding it for a time when he could unleash it.
“Good. Very good.”