ERRANT HEIR
THE ORDER OF IMPERIAL KNIGHTS
DANTOOINE
Simon Meinrad
When she had received the message that she was to meet with a possible new mentor, nearly a
full year after Rafe’s death, she frowned. And at first, her thoughts were dismissive of it. She had gone
this long without the guidance of a senior knight, through grieving, assessments, and the accordance of the rank of Knight-Errant in the spring, along with a nigh-immediate assignment as an attaché to the 501st under
Kriegan Tavlar
, in the wake of Ilum.
Now it was autumn, and with the message staring her in the face aboard the NIV
Dissident Aggressor in the days following an interesting diplomatic assignment on Kestri, her thoughts relented, and reason prevailed. If the Order thought her still in need of guidance, who was she to question it? How could
she truly know that she was prepared for otherwise? She had never at any other point been anything other than an initiate, except when it came to her martial arts.
Of course, there was doubt - not from her, but them. Caution. Well deserved, she knew, from her past. A past that, as a child at the time, she had little control over. A thing that drove her to give others
no reason to doubt her in every way within her control.
She stood in the structure of a former Jedi Enclave on Dantooine, her silvered gaze not so much
fixed on the turned back of the man she was here to meet, as it was rested there, her thoughts thrown back to her first personal loss in her years with the Empire, and beyond, by the request that she speak of the late Rafael Therian.
Aerin was silent for a handful of moments while she gathered her thoughts on the man whom she had ruminated on less and less as time put distance between her and his passing.
“Knight-Commander Therian…” she started, pausing to take a slow breath; it was perhaps still uncomfortable - in a somewhat painful way - to crack the seal on the subject,
“...Rafael… Rafe was a good man.” Her brow knit faintly, as she continued,
“Compassionate. Firm. Perceptive. Zealous. Wise. Unforgiving, Uncompromising, when necessary.”
That had been her first experience of the late Imperial Knight, when he slew the…
thing that had torn her from her home and attempted, for four years, to warp her beyond recognition.
“I was…” she swallowed,
“...terrified of him in the first minutes that we met; he had just slain the Sith that called himself my Master, but at the same time I was relieved at being freed from that... cretin, and Rafe saw that,” she smiled, faintly,
“He was always able to see right through me.”
A necessary thing, in separating her from what had been done to her.
“I know all too well that I might have been dead if it had been any other Knight on that day,” she admitted.
"I'm... not sure what else to say."