Darius Olar
Member
The peace and quiet was all that Darius needed. Well, truthfully speaking, it was all he ever got on the world of Ossus. The Temple was at times bustling and noisy from the sound of training, lightsabers clashing in friendly spars or competition, the honing of ones skill with the lightsaber blade, the voice of lecturers that would fill entire rooms on topics of the Force and diplomacy. Darius himself was often absent from these lectures and competitions, a lot had changed in his time since becoming the Padawan of Avalore Eden; the first thing to change was that, he was no longer her padawan by any means, they had parted for one reason or another. Meristali was also gone, perhaps from the Order altogether. All that he was familiar with, was gone, the hope of becoming a Jedi Knight, to see the galaxy in a much more stable place. It was perhaps but a dream, one he had allowed himself to become deluded with, maybe it was his skeptism that had pushed others away, or even his nervousness.
Alas, he was now stuck in limbo, now forced to become the caretaker of his own path and destiny, both of which he had very little guidance or understanding off. So he distanced himself from the Temple, he spent more days beyond the walls and out in the wild forests where nature was at its finest, a place where none would bother him, where none would lecture him. All he needed was time, and that time was sorely needed to just be to himself. There was little to worry or little to fear in the forests of Ossus, the predators kept their distance, Darius' own defensive stances were often enough to deter them, while he spent his time with the more docile herbivore, the gentle creatures that seemingly lived a far more simple existence. Eat, sleep and eventually pass away, whether through natural means or that of a predator. With only his lightsaber clipped upon his belt, a comm device and satchel of snacks, he had ventured deeper into the forests, into seclusion where meditation would come easy without the constant distraction of the Jedi Temple, and those that roamed it.
Darius had not forgotten the path of the Jedi, nor did he no longer aspire to become one; it was simply blurred. Deep down, he desired to become the Jedi Knight the galaxy sorely needed, yet, he lacked the faith that he could be able to become one, without a mentor, without a friend there to guide him, he was quite literally lost, as he was now in the forest, or so he thought. The Force had an amusing way of bringing people together, weaving meetings and events to allow for some sense of clarity, if one were to believe that the higher power was capable of doing so, if one believed the Force truly existed. It was in the small grove he frequented often that he had led himself to, it was peaceful and quiet, a few stone blocks were littered about, perhaps from the time when others had lived there, but Darius had assumed this was perhaps millennia ago. With that, he was able to sit himself down, legs crossed, his back straightened and his breathing now set into a calm rhythm, he could feel his mind at ease, this was only for a moment however.
The quiet hum of a starships' engine had filled his mind and ears, hovering close by before the gauges that were the landing equipment of the ship lowered with a hiss of the hydraulic mechanisms putting themselves into action. Eyes having shot open, a soft sigh escaped the young Jedi's lips. Perhaps it was too much for him to ask for a quiet moment, he had taken many of them, it was only right for someone, or something to have finally intervened it. He sorely needed that guidance, perhaps this was a sign as to what he needed. Despite often ignoring his own curiosity as per the teachings of the Jedi, he had pushed that particular segment of training to the back of his mind, he desired to explore, if he couldn't meditate in peace, he was going to at least confront the culprit responsible. Marching through the forest, his boots pressed heavily against the forest floor, twigs and debris of dying leaves crunching beneath his feet, his right, dominant hand now upon his lightsaber. It was hard to know as to whom was friend or foe, and whether or not, this mysterious visitor was the former or the latter.
Coming into the small forest clearing, he attempted to conceal himself beside the bushes, albeit, his white robes and black boots hardly allowed him the means to remain concealed for long. A brow quirked, he watched as the ships' ramp lowered, eagerly anticipating the man or woman, or a group perhaps, to exit from the ship. He was ready to pounce, his breathing had intensified just by a smidgen, his brow dripping beads of sweat. "Come on then, who are you?" He muttered to himself.
Alas, he was now stuck in limbo, now forced to become the caretaker of his own path and destiny, both of which he had very little guidance or understanding off. So he distanced himself from the Temple, he spent more days beyond the walls and out in the wild forests where nature was at its finest, a place where none would bother him, where none would lecture him. All he needed was time, and that time was sorely needed to just be to himself. There was little to worry or little to fear in the forests of Ossus, the predators kept their distance, Darius' own defensive stances were often enough to deter them, while he spent his time with the more docile herbivore, the gentle creatures that seemingly lived a far more simple existence. Eat, sleep and eventually pass away, whether through natural means or that of a predator. With only his lightsaber clipped upon his belt, a comm device and satchel of snacks, he had ventured deeper into the forests, into seclusion where meditation would come easy without the constant distraction of the Jedi Temple, and those that roamed it.
Darius had not forgotten the path of the Jedi, nor did he no longer aspire to become one; it was simply blurred. Deep down, he desired to become the Jedi Knight the galaxy sorely needed, yet, he lacked the faith that he could be able to become one, without a mentor, without a friend there to guide him, he was quite literally lost, as he was now in the forest, or so he thought. The Force had an amusing way of bringing people together, weaving meetings and events to allow for some sense of clarity, if one were to believe that the higher power was capable of doing so, if one believed the Force truly existed. It was in the small grove he frequented often that he had led himself to, it was peaceful and quiet, a few stone blocks were littered about, perhaps from the time when others had lived there, but Darius had assumed this was perhaps millennia ago. With that, he was able to sit himself down, legs crossed, his back straightened and his breathing now set into a calm rhythm, he could feel his mind at ease, this was only for a moment however.
The quiet hum of a starships' engine had filled his mind and ears, hovering close by before the gauges that were the landing equipment of the ship lowered with a hiss of the hydraulic mechanisms putting themselves into action. Eyes having shot open, a soft sigh escaped the young Jedi's lips. Perhaps it was too much for him to ask for a quiet moment, he had taken many of them, it was only right for someone, or something to have finally intervened it. He sorely needed that guidance, perhaps this was a sign as to what he needed. Despite often ignoring his own curiosity as per the teachings of the Jedi, he had pushed that particular segment of training to the back of his mind, he desired to explore, if he couldn't meditate in peace, he was going to at least confront the culprit responsible. Marching through the forest, his boots pressed heavily against the forest floor, twigs and debris of dying leaves crunching beneath his feet, his right, dominant hand now upon his lightsaber. It was hard to know as to whom was friend or foe, and whether or not, this mysterious visitor was the former or the latter.
Coming into the small forest clearing, he attempted to conceal himself beside the bushes, albeit, his white robes and black boots hardly allowed him the means to remain concealed for long. A brow quirked, he watched as the ships' ramp lowered, eagerly anticipating the man or woman, or a group perhaps, to exit from the ship. He was ready to pounce, his breathing had intensified just by a smidgen, his brow dripping beads of sweat. "Come on then, who are you?" He muttered to himself.