Two-Bit Con Artist
Curled on her side, Irajah dreamed.
As always, the kitchen of her childhood home was lit with warmth. Her mother sat near the window, her easel turned toward the light. As she painted, the glittering eyes of an amphistaff, Azi, peered out of her hair, watching as the brush stroked across the canvas. The biot's head moved in tandem with the woman's arm, perfectly comfortable and at ease.
Irajah, small, a child herself, sprawled on the floor. [member="Boo Chiyo"] sat on the kitchen table, a sign that she couldn't read, but nonetheless knew said 'No Girls Allowed', propped up. He played with toys she couldn't see, his back to her. He'd glance back, suspiciously every now and then, as if to make sure she wasn't sneaking up on him, before going back to his game.
The fact that she couldn't see what her mother was painting bothered her more than being left out of Boo's club. She stuck her tongue out at the back of his head and rolled over to look at the ceiling. The wooden beams shifted strangely, roiling in subtle movement as though something lurked within them. She frowned.
"Your friend is up there," came her mother's voice. Irajah turned her head.
"He's not my friend."
Her mother shrugged, and Azi curled a little more tightly around the woman's neck.
"He's not allowed in my club either!" Boo's voice drifted over. When she glanced in his direction though, the kitchen was too large- he was too far away. She frowned. Had the kitchen always been that big? At some point, the floor had changed from smooth wood to mud, but it seemed perfectly normal.
"I'm not going to be able to finish this painting in time," her mother said, sadly. "It won't be finished by the time your father gets home."
"Can I help?"
"Oh darling, no. You'd ruin it. Besides, you're in it. It's bad luck to see a painting you're in before it's finished."
Was it? That made sense. Her mother fell silent behind her.
She heard the door beside the window open, and she turned around. A figure stood in the doorway, and Irajah stood up.
"It's time Irajah."
"I don't want to dig the hole, papa."
Simon Ven stepped into the kitchen, a shovel slung over his shoulder. He smiled at her sadly.
"You're the only one left to do it."
She looked around. Her mother was gone, but Azi was still on the chair, curled around a cage. It was hard to see what was moving inside the cage, but something shifted and turned. The table with Boo on it was a tiny speck in the distance. He waved cheerfully, the table slowly sinking into the mud. She was trying to get to him, running unbearably slow through the mud, but the table sank long before she could reach it. Why couldn't she go faster?
Despite how far she had run, her father was still standing behind her. In one hand was the shovel, in the other, the painting. They weren't in the kitchen anymore. The mud stretched in all directions, but, somehow she knew they were in the front garden.
"Papa, it's not finished. It's bad luck."
"It doesn't matter anymore, lovely. You already have bad luck. It can't get any worse."
She looked at the painting, but all she saw was more mud. She frowned. She thought she was in the picture?
When she looked up, the shovel was in her hands. She stood, neck deep in a hole. Her father lay beside it. Unmoving, gaunt. Dead, his eyes staring at her.
"You have to finish the grave. We can't rest until you finish it."
"I can't!" She cried, "There's too many of you and the mud keeps filling the hole in!"
As the mud flowed, slow and thick from all sides, she shoveled as fast as she could- but it always seemed to be slower than the mud itself. Along with the mud, bodies started to slide in over the top.
"No, you have to wait! It's not finished! I'm sorry, I'm digging as fast as I can!"
She couldn't move her arms. The weight of the mud and bodies, all staring, all murmuring quietly, barely audible, immobilized her. She couldn't hear them, but she knew they were asking her to keep going, to keep digging.
"I can't," she whispered, the mud reaching her neck. She tilted her head up, trying to keep her mouth above it. It squeezed, forcing the air out of her lungs as she struggled to breath.
"I can't."
She closed her eyes as the mud covered her face, holding her breath as long as she could. But the mud was more patient than she was. Cold and wet, she gasped, lungs filling with unbreathable viscosity as she choked.
Irajah gasped, eyes flying open. For a moment, she didn't realize she was awake, the darkness of the room complete- it took a moment of ragged breathing to assure her lungs that she could, indeed, breath.
It took a moment to remember where she was, to banish the cold chill of the mud from her skin. There was a line of warmth a few inches from her, the impossibly smooth sheets wrapped around her legs, likely in the final moments of the nightmare. She tried to deliberately slow her breathing.
She didn't want him to wake up.
Slowly, carefully, she slipped across the expanse of the bed. Where had her clothes ended up? They hadn't paid any attention to details like that at the time. How much time had passed? How long had she been asleep? Her internal clock was skewed, and the pervasive darkness in the room didn't help. She moved gingerly, only in part to try not to wake him.
She had a basic idea of the layout of the room. The distance to the far wall. There was a sconce somewhere on it (well bolted to the wall). The location of a desk (she thought it was a desk, it had been sturdy enough). She'd only been vaguely aware of just how large the bed was though apparently, because it took a moment to find the edge.
After the heat, sitting perched on the edge of the bed was particularly chilly. But she needed to be dressed before he woke up- before the lights came on. She didn't think he'd buy whatever excuses she had for the bruises (though that one from the corner of the desk, well, he'd believe that one). She was certain there were other new bruises as well- they had not been gentle with each other, and she bruised easily. But most of them were obviously older than last night.
Whatever this was, it wasn't based on trust, on understanding. She'd only explained any of this, as something she was experiencing, to one person. And she didn't want to try to explain it to [member="Darth Prazutis"]. Not now. Better to leave the night as it had been, rather than sour it with that.
She shifted, about to slip off the bed in an attempt to find her clothes.
"I'm never going to find them all," she muttered under her breath. He was asleep. It was quiet enough that it wouldn't wake him up.....
As always, the kitchen of her childhood home was lit with warmth. Her mother sat near the window, her easel turned toward the light. As she painted, the glittering eyes of an amphistaff, Azi, peered out of her hair, watching as the brush stroked across the canvas. The biot's head moved in tandem with the woman's arm, perfectly comfortable and at ease.
Irajah, small, a child herself, sprawled on the floor. [member="Boo Chiyo"] sat on the kitchen table, a sign that she couldn't read, but nonetheless knew said 'No Girls Allowed', propped up. He played with toys she couldn't see, his back to her. He'd glance back, suspiciously every now and then, as if to make sure she wasn't sneaking up on him, before going back to his game.
The fact that she couldn't see what her mother was painting bothered her more than being left out of Boo's club. She stuck her tongue out at the back of his head and rolled over to look at the ceiling. The wooden beams shifted strangely, roiling in subtle movement as though something lurked within them. She frowned.
"Your friend is up there," came her mother's voice. Irajah turned her head.
"He's not my friend."
Her mother shrugged, and Azi curled a little more tightly around the woman's neck.
"He's not allowed in my club either!" Boo's voice drifted over. When she glanced in his direction though, the kitchen was too large- he was too far away. She frowned. Had the kitchen always been that big? At some point, the floor had changed from smooth wood to mud, but it seemed perfectly normal.
"I'm not going to be able to finish this painting in time," her mother said, sadly. "It won't be finished by the time your father gets home."
"Can I help?"
"Oh darling, no. You'd ruin it. Besides, you're in it. It's bad luck to see a painting you're in before it's finished."
Was it? That made sense. Her mother fell silent behind her.
She heard the door beside the window open, and she turned around. A figure stood in the doorway, and Irajah stood up.
"It's time Irajah."
"I don't want to dig the hole, papa."
Simon Ven stepped into the kitchen, a shovel slung over his shoulder. He smiled at her sadly.
"You're the only one left to do it."
She looked around. Her mother was gone, but Azi was still on the chair, curled around a cage. It was hard to see what was moving inside the cage, but something shifted and turned. The table with Boo on it was a tiny speck in the distance. He waved cheerfully, the table slowly sinking into the mud. She was trying to get to him, running unbearably slow through the mud, but the table sank long before she could reach it. Why couldn't she go faster?
Despite how far she had run, her father was still standing behind her. In one hand was the shovel, in the other, the painting. They weren't in the kitchen anymore. The mud stretched in all directions, but, somehow she knew they were in the front garden.
"Papa, it's not finished. It's bad luck."
"It doesn't matter anymore, lovely. You already have bad luck. It can't get any worse."
She looked at the painting, but all she saw was more mud. She frowned. She thought she was in the picture?
When she looked up, the shovel was in her hands. She stood, neck deep in a hole. Her father lay beside it. Unmoving, gaunt. Dead, his eyes staring at her.
"You have to finish the grave. We can't rest until you finish it."
"I can't!" She cried, "There's too many of you and the mud keeps filling the hole in!"
As the mud flowed, slow and thick from all sides, she shoveled as fast as she could- but it always seemed to be slower than the mud itself. Along with the mud, bodies started to slide in over the top.
"No, you have to wait! It's not finished! I'm sorry, I'm digging as fast as I can!"
She couldn't move her arms. The weight of the mud and bodies, all staring, all murmuring quietly, barely audible, immobilized her. She couldn't hear them, but she knew they were asking her to keep going, to keep digging.
"I can't," she whispered, the mud reaching her neck. She tilted her head up, trying to keep her mouth above it. It squeezed, forcing the air out of her lungs as she struggled to breath.
"I can't."
She closed her eyes as the mud covered her face, holding her breath as long as she could. But the mud was more patient than she was. Cold and wet, she gasped, lungs filling with unbreathable viscosity as she choked.
Irajah gasped, eyes flying open. For a moment, she didn't realize she was awake, the darkness of the room complete- it took a moment of ragged breathing to assure her lungs that she could, indeed, breath.
It took a moment to remember where she was, to banish the cold chill of the mud from her skin. There was a line of warmth a few inches from her, the impossibly smooth sheets wrapped around her legs, likely in the final moments of the nightmare. She tried to deliberately slow her breathing.
She didn't want him to wake up.
Slowly, carefully, she slipped across the expanse of the bed. Where had her clothes ended up? They hadn't paid any attention to details like that at the time. How much time had passed? How long had she been asleep? Her internal clock was skewed, and the pervasive darkness in the room didn't help. She moved gingerly, only in part to try not to wake him.
She had a basic idea of the layout of the room. The distance to the far wall. There was a sconce somewhere on it (well bolted to the wall). The location of a desk (she thought it was a desk, it had been sturdy enough). She'd only been vaguely aware of just how large the bed was though apparently, because it took a moment to find the edge.
After the heat, sitting perched on the edge of the bed was particularly chilly. But she needed to be dressed before he woke up- before the lights came on. She didn't think he'd buy whatever excuses she had for the bruises (though that one from the corner of the desk, well, he'd believe that one). She was certain there were other new bruises as well- they had not been gentle with each other, and she bruised easily. But most of them were obviously older than last night.
Whatever this was, it wasn't based on trust, on understanding. She'd only explained any of this, as something she was experiencing, to one person. And she didn't want to try to explain it to [member="Darth Prazutis"]. Not now. Better to leave the night as it had been, rather than sour it with that.
She shifted, about to slip off the bed in an attempt to find her clothes.
"I'm never going to find them all," she muttered under her breath. He was asleep. It was quiet enough that it wouldn't wake him up.....