In Rhan
Space Trucker
It'd been a wild couple of months. In's life hadn't been without excitement of course - the occasional pirate, a client trying to skip out on the bill, a malicious stowaway. You ran into all sorts of trouble when you were alone on the lanes. There was no accounting for the chaos that'd overtaken In's life when
Niysha
had come into it. While In had no doubt that her frizzy partner was utterly blameless in the cavalcade of absurdity that her life had become (and was as much a victim of it as she was,) there was no denying that In's life had stopped being any flavor of boring that day in Andros' sad, crummy diner.
Before going into business as a self-employed hauler, In had been a part-time driver and part-time dancer. In had had her mix of trouble. It came with the territory. She lived in a bad part of town. She'd come from a worse one. The rougher parts of the core had almost felt like home compared to growing up among a gang of pirates and mutineers trying to go legit in the ORC. Rough, but manageable. Her brief forays into the higher echelons of society - which at times felt like any society - had left her feeling like an outsider.
It was playing a game where nobody'd ever told her the rules, and they constantly changed. Opaque etiquette, sure. Everyone knew about that. But there were a dozen other things. Finances, keeping a place clean and presentable, ways of dressing yourself to fit in. The language people used to discuss the things they liked, or the people they didn't, all of it veiled and second nature to those who'd grown up adjacent to it. She'd struggled to adapt and had perhaps even managed at times. She still felt like an imposter.
In had been to Pantora three times. The first was as an infant - she didn't remember that time. The second had been in her late teens, after falling out with the remainder of the Seeker's crew. Just to be among her own kind, seeking some cosmic rationale or perceptive. It hadn't worked. No fanfare, no great realization about her place in things. Being on Pantora had been no different from being on Fondor or the Kathol Outback - it wasn't her place, they weren't her people. The third time was almost a decade later to unceremoniously drop off a load of frozen pies. She hadn't even bothered getting off her ship.
Her place, insofar as she had one, was The Dancer. She loved the ship. If something happened to it that didn't also end her life, In was pretty sure she'd be able to recover - but it wouldn't be the same. That quirky old Besaid-Class was her home. Her people were on the hyperlanes, mostly. Nomads, nobodies, and the voices in her radio. People who existed in a perpetual limnal state. People like Niysha, maybe. In was aware of the small tragedy that was feeling her strongest ties to other people through sonder, especially given how fleeting the Akala-Merril Time Theory made those 'connections'. Niysha felt like the real deal. A companion, a partner, a somebody she was growing more worried about letting slip away. In existed in a constant state of concern that Niysha was providing so much more to In's life than she was in return. One of those concerns she didn't dare voice. Niysha would likely be quite upset with it. But it was natural to be anxious, right? What else did In have besides her work helping other people's lives function? Maybe if she figured out more ways to accomodate Niysha's unique vision, found more moments to be romantic, maybe if they were successful enough that they could be happy and healthy without the danger, maybe Niysha would stick around. Or stay in touch. Or remember her if she left. If, maybe, someday.
Some people left their fingerprints on history. In figured she more put a little fog on the glass - completely transient. Someday when she parked her freighter for good, there might be two or six people to mark her passage through the Galaxy - and two of them would be whomever she disappointed by not completing that last delivery. In wasn't sure how she felt about that. A strange mix of pride and bitterness felt about as close as she could get to articulating it. A lonliness that Niysha couldn't solve, something core to her heart and who In was as a person. Expecting Niysha to try would be cruel. Insofar as they'd made each other's problems into their own problems, there was simply too much over too long a time to unravel - especially when it was so intrinsic to who she was.
Maybe once upon a time she might've claimed kinship with the Wardens. If they'd ever existed. If they existed now, she'd never seen one. Creator knew there'd been dozens of times she could have used one. The Hyperlanes and nowhere corners of the Galaxy could really use somebody looking out for the little guys and solos, In reflected. Wardens were a fairy tale, but it'd be nice if they weren't. Somebody aught to do something about that. Caught between massive military forces the Alliance, the Dairchy, the Mandos, the Sith could all bring to bear... very little of it extended outside of their precious boundaries save for occassional charity. Pirates were a personal misforune, and a personal problem until they got big enough to show up on a talley of nascent nation-states. The nobodys and nowheres of the Galaxy could use a couple heroes of their own.
In glanced up from her thoughtful fuge, pulled from unproductive pondering by the tugging of the fishing rod in her hands.
As lovely as Calimancha and the one city on it was, In made her way by hauling freight - and there was simply more credit to be made coreward. They'd loaded their berth up with algae and algae-based goods from Maratton's more receptive industries, and set off towards the Republic to find somebody to buy the stuff. The only fly in the ointment (aside from the massive stretches of nothing to cross the Dalonbian Sector) was that In's containment tanks weren't rated for the very excitable algae fermenting in them. This wasn't a problem per se, though it did create a gas surplus. Her life support could handle it for a few days at a time, but then an influx of fresh oxygen was needed - as well as a safe way to vent all the stinking algae gas somewhere. As a result, In and Niysha were camping.
They'd found a little nowhere planet with a 'good enough' atmosphere and posted up by a freshwater lake with fish. The Dancer in Green was currently open - every port, every vent, and every acess panel had been left open to get some fresh air and let out the stink. Several plants had been brought out to enjoy the relatively nice weather as well, once In was sure none of them happened to be seeding or carrying parasites they might introduce to the local ecosystem.
There was a little fire going. In had her feet in the sand, quietly fishing while soft music played from The Dancer's loudspeaker. The music was as much for ambience as it was to scare off the apex predator of this no-name planet's largest landmass - a slinky, stinky little mustelid about as long as In's forearm. Alos, Niysha always slept better with music. In had noted this days into their being together. Any noise, but preferably music. She was nearby at that very moment, laying in a comfortable-looking hammock beneath an old blanket. She snored. It was cute.
There was nothing on the end of In's fishing line. The Pantoran woman reeled in and stuck her rod in the loamy sand, stepping over to the small pop-up table they'd set up near the campfire. Fishing had been a mental health break. Like always, the line between In's business and personal life didn't exist. Unlit cigarette dangling from her lip, she picked up a datapad and started working on the numbers. Freight costs, value-by-weight, and speculative notes on where they could start turning a surplus once again.
The wind blew gently through spiny conifers, bringing in a mildly chilly wind from a nearby mountain. The lake lapped and rippled, the fish that had escaped In playing beneath the surface. On this entire planetoid, to In's knowledge, there were exactly two beings capable of higher thought - and one of them was out cold. The sun was setting and In's ship serenaded an audience of bewildered weasels.
It was nice. A nice kind of loney.

Before going into business as a self-employed hauler, In had been a part-time driver and part-time dancer. In had had her mix of trouble. It came with the territory. She lived in a bad part of town. She'd come from a worse one. The rougher parts of the core had almost felt like home compared to growing up among a gang of pirates and mutineers trying to go legit in the ORC. Rough, but manageable. Her brief forays into the higher echelons of society - which at times felt like any society - had left her feeling like an outsider.
It was playing a game where nobody'd ever told her the rules, and they constantly changed. Opaque etiquette, sure. Everyone knew about that. But there were a dozen other things. Finances, keeping a place clean and presentable, ways of dressing yourself to fit in. The language people used to discuss the things they liked, or the people they didn't, all of it veiled and second nature to those who'd grown up adjacent to it. She'd struggled to adapt and had perhaps even managed at times. She still felt like an imposter.
In had been to Pantora three times. The first was as an infant - she didn't remember that time. The second had been in her late teens, after falling out with the remainder of the Seeker's crew. Just to be among her own kind, seeking some cosmic rationale or perceptive. It hadn't worked. No fanfare, no great realization about her place in things. Being on Pantora had been no different from being on Fondor or the Kathol Outback - it wasn't her place, they weren't her people. The third time was almost a decade later to unceremoniously drop off a load of frozen pies. She hadn't even bothered getting off her ship.
Her place, insofar as she had one, was The Dancer. She loved the ship. If something happened to it that didn't also end her life, In was pretty sure she'd be able to recover - but it wouldn't be the same. That quirky old Besaid-Class was her home. Her people were on the hyperlanes, mostly. Nomads, nobodies, and the voices in her radio. People who existed in a perpetual limnal state. People like Niysha, maybe. In was aware of the small tragedy that was feeling her strongest ties to other people through sonder, especially given how fleeting the Akala-Merril Time Theory made those 'connections'. Niysha felt like the real deal. A companion, a partner, a somebody she was growing more worried about letting slip away. In existed in a constant state of concern that Niysha was providing so much more to In's life than she was in return. One of those concerns she didn't dare voice. Niysha would likely be quite upset with it. But it was natural to be anxious, right? What else did In have besides her work helping other people's lives function? Maybe if she figured out more ways to accomodate Niysha's unique vision, found more moments to be romantic, maybe if they were successful enough that they could be happy and healthy without the danger, maybe Niysha would stick around. Or stay in touch. Or remember her if she left. If, maybe, someday.
Some people left their fingerprints on history. In figured she more put a little fog on the glass - completely transient. Someday when she parked her freighter for good, there might be two or six people to mark her passage through the Galaxy - and two of them would be whomever she disappointed by not completing that last delivery. In wasn't sure how she felt about that. A strange mix of pride and bitterness felt about as close as she could get to articulating it. A lonliness that Niysha couldn't solve, something core to her heart and who In was as a person. Expecting Niysha to try would be cruel. Insofar as they'd made each other's problems into their own problems, there was simply too much over too long a time to unravel - especially when it was so intrinsic to who she was.
Maybe once upon a time she might've claimed kinship with the Wardens. If they'd ever existed. If they existed now, she'd never seen one. Creator knew there'd been dozens of times she could have used one. The Hyperlanes and nowhere corners of the Galaxy could really use somebody looking out for the little guys and solos, In reflected. Wardens were a fairy tale, but it'd be nice if they weren't. Somebody aught to do something about that. Caught between massive military forces the Alliance, the Dairchy, the Mandos, the Sith could all bring to bear... very little of it extended outside of their precious boundaries save for occassional charity. Pirates were a personal misforune, and a personal problem until they got big enough to show up on a talley of nascent nation-states. The nobodys and nowheres of the Galaxy could use a couple heroes of their own.
In glanced up from her thoughtful fuge, pulled from unproductive pondering by the tugging of the fishing rod in her hands.
As lovely as Calimancha and the one city on it was, In made her way by hauling freight - and there was simply more credit to be made coreward. They'd loaded their berth up with algae and algae-based goods from Maratton's more receptive industries, and set off towards the Republic to find somebody to buy the stuff. The only fly in the ointment (aside from the massive stretches of nothing to cross the Dalonbian Sector) was that In's containment tanks weren't rated for the very excitable algae fermenting in them. This wasn't a problem per se, though it did create a gas surplus. Her life support could handle it for a few days at a time, but then an influx of fresh oxygen was needed - as well as a safe way to vent all the stinking algae gas somewhere. As a result, In and Niysha were camping.
They'd found a little nowhere planet with a 'good enough' atmosphere and posted up by a freshwater lake with fish. The Dancer in Green was currently open - every port, every vent, and every acess panel had been left open to get some fresh air and let out the stink. Several plants had been brought out to enjoy the relatively nice weather as well, once In was sure none of them happened to be seeding or carrying parasites they might introduce to the local ecosystem.
There was a little fire going. In had her feet in the sand, quietly fishing while soft music played from The Dancer's loudspeaker. The music was as much for ambience as it was to scare off the apex predator of this no-name planet's largest landmass - a slinky, stinky little mustelid about as long as In's forearm. Alos, Niysha always slept better with music. In had noted this days into their being together. Any noise, but preferably music. She was nearby at that very moment, laying in a comfortable-looking hammock beneath an old blanket. She snored. It was cute.
There was nothing on the end of In's fishing line. The Pantoran woman reeled in and stuck her rod in the loamy sand, stepping over to the small pop-up table they'd set up near the campfire. Fishing had been a mental health break. Like always, the line between In's business and personal life didn't exist. Unlit cigarette dangling from her lip, she picked up a datapad and started working on the numbers. Freight costs, value-by-weight, and speculative notes on where they could start turning a surplus once again.
The wind blew gently through spiny conifers, bringing in a mildly chilly wind from a nearby mountain. The lake lapped and rippled, the fish that had escaped In playing beneath the surface. On this entire planetoid, to In's knowledge, there were exactly two beings capable of higher thought - and one of them was out cold. The sun was setting and In's ship serenaded an audience of bewildered weasels.
It was nice. A nice kind of loney.