Shiraya's Odyssey
A few weeks after resigning, 1 Month Before Gnosis: On The Naming of Things, 3 months before Will of The Force
The snow outside was falling in thick clumps, settling over the last of the brittle, dried grass, and collecting in powdery drifts along the decorative arches of the stone fencing.
Seated on the lounge next to the living areas bay window, Briana stared through the frost-etched glass, knuckles pressed to her lips and legs tucked neatly beneath her. Outside, evening had begun to overtake the thinning light, the reds and golds slowly bleeding into bruised indigos and sapphires, until the sun altogether slipped away. Her eyes stayed fixed in the distance of where the sun had just been, but never focused on anything in particular.
It was strange, spending Lifeday like this. As an ordinary citizen.
The separation from the Temple, from her Padawans, and from her family especially, was a difficult necessity, as much as it ached. She reminded herself of that truth whenever the guilt cropped up, on why this pause was needed, and that it was simply that: a pause. Time to reset, to adjust her rebreather, so to speak. That way, when she returned, she’d be able to do so with both clarity and strength.
Somedays, it was easy to remember those reasons. On others, the reasons only highlighted the quiet, and in the quiet, those thoughts grew teeth.
Unfolding her legs with a resigned sigh, Briana lifted from her spot by the window and rubbed the cold from her arms. She’d meant to have sorted the ornaments and decorations before Viz returned back from the Temple, but she’d spent so much of her time being her own worst enemy, she’d nearly forgotten. A glad distraction from her own thoughts.
The access panel to the storage levels was tucked discreetly along the back of the main stairwell, easy to miss unless you knew where to look. Briana pressed her palm against it, feeling the faint vibration as it slid open, and descended the short flight of stairs into the cooler air below.
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By the time the door creaked open to announce Vizion’s arrival, she’d managed to lug up three full crates of decorations and other bits of stored memories that somehow hadn't gone up in the flames of their family home. “In here!” she called over her shoulder, pausing mid-motion, knelt over one of the open crates as she went to set down a delicate bulb, the different ornaments carefully arranged in a kind of disordered-order that she’d managed to create.
When Viz appeared in the doorway moments later, Briana quickly noted the tired look in his eyes and the slump to his shoulders. She bit gently at the inside of her cheek and reached for another ornament to unwrap, tossing the delicate tissue paper into the pile with the rest. “Long day?” She invited, deliberately avoiding asking anything particular, directly. Not because she didn’t want to know, but she’d made it a point to not involve herself with Temple matters since stepping away. Still, it was difficult not to wonder.
How was Ala holding up in her new role?
Had he seen Bastila lately?
How big was Zeriana getting?
Was Brandyn adjusting to fatherhood and being on the Council?
What was the news on the Black Wall and the Empire? Was the Republic taking steps to slow their expansion?
Instead, she held up a softly gleaming bulb and offered up a smile.
She’d gone out into the Galaxy as a wide-eyed renegade with her brother, convinced she’d had all the answers, that she could fix everything that was broken if she just fought hard enough. The Galaxy had ground her down and spit her, and her family, back out. She’d needed time, peace… and here, in this moment with Viz, that’s what she had. She wanted more of that in her future, in all of their futures, really. The rest? That could wait. “I think there’s a chance to make it a little better,” Her smile broadened ever so slightly and her brows raised. “Want to do the honors of hanging the first one?”
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