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Ever since her fateful encounter with Everest Vale Everest Vale in the Temple Gardens, something had shifted within her. The conversation had rekindled a flame buried beneath the weight of exhaustion, doubt, and silence. The shackles that once held her spirit in place—guilt, fear, grief—had fallen away. Now, with each breath, each movement, she moved forward unbound.

The training fields of Tython welcomed her in the soft hush of early morning. Pale sunlight crept over the horizon, bathing the world in gold. A gentle breeze stirred the grass beneath her boots, cool against the heat rising from her skin. This place—the wind, the quiet, the sky—had become her sanctuary. It was here she found herself again.

Anneliese's body blurred through a series of unarmed katas, each motion sharp, fluid, and deliberate. Her years under Valery's tutelage, long campaigns across war-torn systems, the teachings of others she'd met along the way—all had forged her into something formidable. Midvinter's cold discipline, the echoes of battle, the wisdom passed down—all lived in her limbs now.

She was no longer just a student. She was a voice. A guardian. A blade of light.

And this morning, like so many before, she trained not just to sharpen her form—but to still the chaos within.

Wearing her usual fitted pants and a cropped sports top, sweat shimmered across her tanned, freckled skin. Her fiery hair, tied back loosely, clung to her shoulders. She paused, breath heavy, hands braced on her knees. On her lower back, exposed in view, the branded mark of the Nameless remained—an ever-burning reminder of what had been stolen, and what must never be lost again. Memories pressed in like storm clouds: the invasion of her mind by the Nameless, the screams of the raid to retake Tython, the long nights of doubt. Her jaw clenched as she tried to shake them loose, but they clawed at the edges of her focus.

A low, frustrated grunt escaped her lips.

Without thinking, she threw herself back into the motion. Her body moved with sudden aggression—strikes tighter, faster, more forceful. The Force stirred within her, swirling with that old fire, sharpening her every step. She wasn't lashing out. She was burning it out—every fear, every ghost that whispered she wasn't enough. In a final, cathartic blow, she drove a powerful right cross into a training dummy. The Force surged through her as her battle cry ripped free, raw and fierce. The target flew backward, crashing into the field with a dull thud.

Panting, Anneliese stood still.

Silence fell again, broken only by the wind brushing past the trees.

She wiped her brow with the back of her hand, teeth catching on her lower lip as her chest rose and fell. The fire in her veins had quieted—but it hadn't vanished.

Eyes closed, she whispered into the morning light:"Push through, Annie. You're not alone. You're never alone. Never again… They need you to be strong."
A breath. "Ashla… please. Lend me your strength. Let Your grace fill me again."

The sun crested the horizon at last, bathing the field in light and Anneliese stood beneath it—still scarred, still burning, but never broken.

 


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He hadn't meant to be watching. Aris had seen her in passing, or maybe he'd been looking for her since he heard she was back. What he didn't expect was to see something so.. Raw. Typical training, but full of emotion and intention. Working through something, probably everything that had happened. Was that why she hadn't been around? Because something had happened to her?

Aris frowned. It was something he should've known, right? Had he not been paying attention to his friends again?

He didn't stay lingering for long. Just watching was odd enough, and he didn't want to just walk away either. So, he approached. Waved slightly once he was sure he was in view, offering a friendly, if small, smile. "Hey, Anneliese." Been a while didn't seem to sum it up at all in his mind. He was much, much taller now, over seven feet, nearing the taller sect of his species. Whatever she was going through, though, seemed to be eating at her inside. So.

"Seems like you got a lot shorter. You been keeping up with your meals?"

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Anneliese didn't turn right away.

She heard him before he spoke—those steady, deliberate steps breaking the quiet. When his voice followed, familiar and irritating in the way only Aris could manage, her shoulders rose with a slow breath… and didn't fall right away. Then she looked up.

He was taller. Broad-shouldered. Carried himself like someone who knew who he was.

That stung more than she expected.

Her eyes dragged up the full length of him before a tired smirk tugged at one corner of her mouth. "Still eating like a Midvinter warhound," she muttered, swiping a loose strand of red hair from her face. "I'm just running on empty more often. Burn more than I take in."

The smirk faltered—but her voice stayed even, dry as flint. "And for the record, I've missed maybe three meals in five years. That's discipline. Don't shame it." She let that sit. Let the wind pass between them.

Then, softer: "Didn't think anyone would notice I was gone." Her gaze drifted toward the treeline, away from him. "Didn't know if they'd care when I came back."

The words weren't a plea. Just truth. Flat. Stripped of ornament.

Her fingers flexed loosely at her side, then stilled. "I blinked… and everyone moved on. Grew taller. Stronger. Wiser." She let out a short breath through her nose, almost a scoff. "I just stayed where I was. Stuck." And then—dry again, clipped with quiet pride: "Still here though. Still standing."

She looked at him again, sharper now, voice steady.

"You don't get to make short jokes if you weren't the one clawing your way back."

Her tone said she didn't want pity. Her eyes said she didn't know if she deserved it anyway -- But she didn't look away this time.

 


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"I wouldn't say I've gotten wiser. I was already plenty wise." Aris shrugged indifferently as he spoke, as if just stating a fact. To him it was, what he'd learned in the lab was far beyond what his fellow Padawan's knew. Even now he could see there was a lot not being said, and yet very clearly being told. What she'd gone through was enough to take others out, but she was still standing.

And she wouldn't take any more blows to her pride, even with playful quips.

".. You wanna tell me about what you've crawled back from? I didn't know there was something you had to."

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"You didn't," Anneliese said quietly, "because I didn't want you to."

She didn't glance at him right away. Her words weren't defensive or ashamed — just matter-of-fact. Like so many other truths she'd swallowed and kept buried under duty and motion. If she had kept moving, if she trained hard enough, burned through enough hours on the field or in the fight, maybe no one would notice how broken she'd felt.

Maybe she wouldn't either.

The wind carried the scent of dust and earth, warm on her skin. She exhaled slowly and let herself feel it. The present. Something she hadn't let herself sit in for a long time.

"There was a time," she said, slower now, "when I thought silence was strength. That if I carried everything alone, I'd be… more. Better. Untouchable."

Her eyes tracked something unseen in the distance — not a threat, not even a memory. Just the habit of someone who'd spent too long expecting danger to resurface.

"I was wrong."

There were things she could say. About home that wasn't home. About soil that recognized her name but not her face. About the weight of history she dug through, and the shadow that rose from it. But she didn't. Not yet.

Because she wasn't sure if saying it would lift it — or give it power again.

"I chased something that left scars," she said finally, quieter now, glancing at him. "Not the kind that fade, either. It made me forget the simplest thing. That being here — with people — that's what matters."

And then, just as easily, she leaned back a little, brushing hair out of her face with a flick that was almost casual.

"And before you ask — no, I'm not about to cry and hug you. So don't get your hopes up." she added, her mouth tugging into the ghost of a grin.

The smirk didn't fully reach her eyes — not yet. But something in her posture shifted. Less guarded. Like letting it out, even in fragments, had taken some of the weight off.

Maybe she didn't have to carry all of it alone anymore.
 


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"I wasn't looking for you to give me a hug, so that's all good." Aris chuckled just a little. Concern was there in the back of his mind. The knowledge that something had happened that she didn't want others to know about? His expression thinned as he mulled it over. In truth, he had the same feeling. The Forge, he still wasn't prepared to tell anyone else more about it. About what his grandfather had told him.

"Then what do you want to do about it? Just throwing your hands in the air is a decent start, but, not a long term solution yeah?"

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Anneliese shot him a look—subtle, but unmistakably annoyed. Her arms remained crossed, jaw tight as she turned her gaze away from him and back toward the horizon. The sun was just high enough to catch in her hair, but the light didn't reach her eyes.

"I wasn't throwing my hands in the air," she muttered, more defensive than she meant it to sound. "I just… haven't figured out what to do yet."

Her voice flattened with that last part, the sting of honesty sharp on her tongue. She didn't like admitting it—not to him, not to herself. But the truth was what it was: she was sulking. She hated that word. She hated how accurate it felt.

"I know sitting out here in the dirt doesn't fix anything," she said after a beat, quieter now. "But it's easier than pretending I'm fine."

She didn't look at him when she said it. Didn't have to. The weight of it sat plainly between them.
 


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"No one said you had to pretend you're fine, though?"

Aris tilted his head, visibly confused. No one should have, at least, and he was certain the Jedi healers who'd tended her hadn't said as much. Valery Noble Valery Noble certainly wouldn't have, so then.. It was what she thought she had to do? He rubbed at his chin, clearly thinking something over as he stood in some silence in front of Anneliese.

Then he lowered his hands. Offered a shrug.

"I don't know what you should do, but, maybe do what you want to? There's nothing wrong with that, right?"

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Anneliese let out a short breath through her nose — not quite a laugh, but close enough.

"What I want to do?" she repeated, glancing over at him with an arch of one brow. "I don't know — punch something? Set something on fire? Maybe throw myself into another spar like an idiot until I forget I'm angry."

She paused, the edge of her voice faltering, but only for a second.

"I'm not mad at anyone else, Aris," she added, quieter now, eyes fixed on the ground. "Just myself. For being dumb enough to think it'd be different this time." A half-shrug followed, sharp and defensive. "New setting. Same lesson."

But her voice didn't hold the same bite. Just tired honesty buried under her usual armor.
 

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