yet always under all her mortal strain
a second watcher watched him with disdain
not contempt for him, but for any claim
stamped against Vahl's consuming name
Vatrës watched her would-be tutor stalk off in search of a sanisteam shower, shucking clothes as he went. Her eyes dropped from the back of his head, down the rippling muscles of his back as he dropped the clothing that covered it. Again that feeling within her, a sort of covetousness that echoed in the part of her mind that the goddess occupied, that she didn't quite understand --
-- not until it was mirrored by a pull in her gut.
A beat later, heat crept up the back of her neck, and her eyes widened.
"Oh," she murmured to herself, tearing her eyes from the Champion's retreating form, following the trail of clothes back to her feet. If he was hoping that she would collect them -- much less launder them -- he was in for a lifetime of heartache.
She secured the baton and collected her lightsaber, returning it to her belt, then headed for the exit herself. Her muscles were pleasantly sore from the exertion. Training had been education as well as exercise. Rewarding. At least until he started to disrobe. There was that feeling again, that little
jerk of something behind her navel, some kind of squirming in some liminal space within her. This time it did not go unnoticed. Her hand faltered on the door as the goddess' presence parted the veil within her mind -- not entering, not quite, but right on the edge. The black of her eyes trembled, swelling, contracting, unsteady.
A vessel cannot be filled by two, Vahl growled through the veil. Vatrës, in the ship, in the physical world, made a wordless sound, her mouth hanging open unintelligibly.
Thou art Mine, Vatrës. Thou wilt be Mine until I decide otherwise, or until thy usefulness -- thy obedience -- extinguishes. Think carefully on that. And know that the Champion is also Mine. He is skeptical of My presence, perhaps, reluctant to acknowledge My authority over his destiny. But you, My Avatar, you are all too aware of My wrath.
Vatrës took a sharp, shaky breath as Vahl retreated back behind the veil again. The Avatara swayed, gripping the door handle to steady herself until the pain and dizziness passed. And she went to look around the ship. She followed the trail of clothing and the subtle lingering essence of something spicy and woody and pressed her ear to the door. She heard the sound of the sanisteam shower running; clearly Gerra was in there. Vatrës turned, wandered in search of another cabin, another shower, for she too had worked up a sweat during their exercises. She found a bunk -- small, attached to a 'fresher with a sink and a toilet -- near the cockpit. But no shower.
Apparently the Chandrilans didn't extend such luxuries as a sanisteam to the help. But it was good to know there was a place for her to sleep. She wandered the rest of the ship, trying to get familiar with the layout, until finally she looped back to the main quarters. Ear to the door, she heard the shower still going. She raised a hand and knocked the door, then when there was no response, she turned her hand and banged with a fist on the door. Finally, she palmed the door open and leaned in, following the trail of clothes to the translucent door to the bathroom.
"Save some hot water for Vahl," she shouted, hoping her voice would carry over the sound of the ship and the shower.
"The goddess demands it," she said in a sing-song to be sure he knew it was a joke, not a divine command.
it saw him not as lover, not as man
but as a conquest written in the plan
it liked the way he did not kneel with ease
it liked the thought: giant forced to his knees