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Private 2300

The ramp of the Giggledust clanged shut behind them. Kael stood in the warm glow of the ship's main hold, holo‑panels flickering against polished durasteel. He raised a hand to his wrist‑com, which chirped insistently.


Arq's Holo‑Projection:
"Kaelon! You'll never guess what I've found on 2300. It isn't just slang for a dead drop—it's an underground bloodsport circuit. Code for Ecks's private arena."

Kael's jaw set as he listened, then tapped the com to respond.


Kael: "We ran into him. The man in the void‑stone mask. He invited us as contenders."

Arq's holo‑face split into an excited grin.


Arq: "Yes...Goes by the name of Ecks. Cold as voidstone and twice as dangerous. So that was him."

Kael angled the projection toward the empty space beside him.


Kael: "Arq, this is Scherezade deWinter. My flame..My lady."

Arq's tone softened into genuine warmth as she focused on the new face.


Arq: "Scherezade deWinter! Welcome to the circle of disfunctional friendships..Starting with us! " He chuckled and paused for a moment "—good luck taking care of him. He's a charming rascal, but still a rascal at best. Be safe out there, both of you—I'll send over whatever my contact reveils."

Kael (under his breath): "We'll be ready."
 
The holo faded, and for a moment, silence reclaimed the Giggledust.

Scherezade hadn't moved from where she stood, just inside the ship's hold, one hand still curled loosely around the strap of her bag, the other resting over the hilt of a still-sheathed blade. The durasteel beneath her boots was warm, not from the ship's systems, but from the fire she'd carried with her all day. All week. Maybe longer.

Her glowing green eyes didn't chase the holo's ghost. They found Kael instead.

"My lady?" she echoed, a teasing note barely concealing the undertow of emotion behind it.

She took a step forward. Then another. No dramatic stride, no calculated seduction. Just the inevitability of a flame drawn to kindling.

There were so many questions she wanted to ask regarding that. She'd actually almost asked my flame at first, but Kael hadn't finished the conversation, and a split of a second had said my lady. She… Wasn't used to being referred as that. By anyone. Not in the past, not… Well, ever.

She stopped just in front of him, close enough that the air between them seemed to hum with barely restrained energy.

"You realize," she murmured, thumbs coming to the back of his neck, teasingly running up and down the top of his spine, "if this Ecks man really is setting a trap, it might not be as easy as it had been with Baird or his goons."

But she smiled as she said it, smiled like someone who'd just chosen a direction and found no fear in it. Only purpose. Only promise. The thought of a trap didn't seem to have managed to install any actual fear in her. Or worry. Not for herself, though the lingering thoughts of Kael somehow being in too much danger never really released her completely from them.

Scherezade leaned in then, pressing her lips against the back of his neck warmly, eyes closed, breathing him in.

No storm outside. No bloodsport invitation. No ancient threats lurking behind masks could crack the certainty in her voice. Only then did she shift to move to the front of him, her bag discarded on the floor.

"So I'm a flame and a lady, uh?" she grinned, trying to that glimpse of lack of confidence that sometimes reared its head, "am I supposed to call you my lord now?"


Kaelon Virex Kaelon Virex
 
The holo faded, and for a moment, silence reclaimed the Giggledust.

Scherezade hadn't moved from where she stood, just inside the ship's hold, one hand still curled loosely around the strap of her bag, the other resting over the hilt of a still-sheathed blade. The durasteel beneath her boots was warm, not from the ship's systems, but from the fire she'd carried with her all day. All week. Maybe longer.

Her glowing green eyes didn't chase the holo's ghost. They found Kael instead.

"My lady?" she echoed, a teasing note barely concealing the undertow of emotion behind it.

She took a step forward. Then another. No dramatic stride, no calculated seduction. Just the inevitability of a flame drawn to kindling.

There were so many questions she wanted to ask regarding that. She'd actually almost asked my flame at first, but Kael hadn't finished the conversation, and a split of a second had said my lady. She… Wasn't used to being referred as that. By anyone. Not in the past, not… Well, ever.

She stopped just in front of him, close enough that the air between them seemed to hum with barely restrained energy.

"You realize," she murmured, thumbs coming to the back of his neck, teasingly running up and down the top of his spine, "if this Ecks man really is setting a trap, it might not be as easy as it had been with Baird or his goons."

But she smiled as she said it, smiled like someone who'd just chosen a direction and found no fear in it. Only purpose. Only promise. The thought of a trap didn't seem to have managed to install any actual fear in her. Or worry. Not for herself, though the lingering thoughts of Kael somehow being in too much danger never really released her completely from them.

Scherezade leaned in then, pressing her lips against the back of his neck warmly, eyes closed, breathing him in.

No storm outside. No bloodsport invitation. No ancient threats lurking behind masks could crack the certainty in her voice. Only then did she shift to move to the front of him, her bag discarded on the floor.

"So I'm a flame and a lady, uh?" she grinned, trying to that glimpse of lack of confidence that sometimes reared its head, "am I supposed to call you my lord now?"
Kael had barely blinked since the holo faded. It was as if he'd become a statue—frozen in time, unsure whether to laugh or leap out of an airlock. The moment had been a wallop to the chest, one only Scherezade's voice could snap him from.

"My lady?"

That tone—light, almost playful, but with a current of something deeper—hit him like a detonation charge wrapped in silk.

When she closed the distance between them, every cell in his body fired off alarms and fireworks simultaneously. Her thumbs brushing the nape of his neck made him visibly shudder. Not because he was afraid. But because she did that to him. No one else ever had. Not in all his back-alley liaisons or smoke-hazed dealings.

He exhaled slow through his nose, eyes fluttering closed briefly as her lips pressed against his neck. The moment carved itself deep into him. And when she pulled around to face him—face him—with that infernal grin, teasing her own insecurities while weaponizing charm, it damn near short-circuited his brain.

Kael visibly short-circuited.

His arms rose halfway, dropped, then came back up to run awkwardly through his hair. "No—no! I mean, yeah—but no. Not like that!" he stammered, grinning like a schoolboy who'd just been caught drawing hearts in his notes.


"I didn't mean it like a title or whatever, I juststars, Scherezade—you do that to me," he huffed out, flustered but utterly enamored. "It just came out. You walk in here like you own gravity."


He chuckled, rubbed the back of his neck, and looked down for a beat before glancing back up, suddenly more sincere.


"I'd never claim you. Not like a prize. Not some... thing. I'm just proud. Proud to have you here. With me. You're not mine like an object—you're just... here... and that feels like the galaxy's tilted back into place a little."


Then, in the most confident not-confident tone ever crafted by man, he patted his thighs and added, "C'mere. Sit. Face me."


He bit the inside of his cheek and grinned—equal parts bashful and boyish—as if unsure whether she'd laugh, ignore him, or make it even harder to breathe.
 
For a long moment, Scherezade just stood there, watching him sputter and scramble for words like a man trying to put out a fire with more fire. Her grin widened with every passing second, but it softened too in the corners, because Force help her, this man…

He was short-circuiting. For her. She let that settle somewhere deep in her chest, coiled like a sleeping star that hadn't decided yet whether to shine or explode.

"I do that to you?" she echoed, cocking her head, one brow arched as though she were weighing the galaxy's secrets on her tongue. "You think I walk like I own gravity?"

She took a step forward. Then one more.

And then she dropped onto his lap without another word, legs folding on either side of him like it was the most natural place in the universe. Because right now? It was.

Her hands came to rest on his shoulders, thumbs sweeping a slow, lazy line along his collarbone, like she was etching the memory of this moment into his skin.

"Claiming someone has a very specific meaning where I'm from," she murmured, gaze locking with his, "but I've already chosen to be here. With you."

A beat. Two.

"And if you ever try to reduce me to a prize, I'll feed your own boots to you," she added sweetly, before leaning in to steal a kiss. Not rushed or desperate, but warm and sure and anchoring.

Because the galaxy had tilted. And stars help anyone who tried to set it right again. And there was that rumble again, inside her soul. No claiming. That was all right. There was no will for that type of a thing, and while she knew how she felt about certain things, she wasn't completely sure about others.

"But…" her tone shifted, turning more serious. She was still straddled on him. Still in her armor. Still with knives stown across her body. How much more ready could she be for a conversation that the two of them needed to have? Of course, she wasn't going to stab him if he said no. She wasn't sure why she was so certain he would.

"So like, I know we've met very recently, so there was Nar Shaddaa, and there was Spira…" she looked for the words, trying to find the right way to shape them. They'd done a lot of things at both places. And now they were going to do more, wherever that 2300 thing was going to happen.

"And I like you," she said fast, closing her eyes, suddenly not really wanting to look at him while she let the last bits of it out. Just in case. "Probably more than is healthy for you." Because Scherezade… No one had qualms about making her part of the collateral damage. She would be hurt. Get hurt. It was just part of her life. But she was firm on her stand that she didn't want Kael to be hurt, especially not because of her.

No. She was going to face this. Head on.

She leaned a little back and brought a fist on the console in a very particular way.

Two holo images sprang to life and began to slowly turn in 360 degrees. On the right side was a bust of Katrine Van-Derveld Katrine Van-Derveld . On the left, a bust of Madalena Antares Madalena Antares , her eyes glowing just like Scherezade's. After a quick thought, she hit the console again, and a bust of Alwine Bergen Alwine Bergen joined them.

"Have you ever been involved with any of these three?" she asked, eyes very much open now, "Terroristically, sexually, romantically, any way there could have been?"

Kaelon Virex Kaelon Virex
 
Kael's eyes flicked toward the holos as they emerged, spinning slowly, each figure illuminated by the faint blue shimmer of projection light. His expression was one part confusion, one part amusement—though mostly, it was all sincerity when he blinked and leaned slightly forward as if inspecting each face just to be sure.


"Katrine Van-Derveld… Madalena Antares… Alwine Bergen…" he repeated quietly, the names slow on his tongue like he was trying them on for the first time.


"Nope," he said simply, lifting both hands in mock surrender. "Never met them, never kissed them, never ran sabotage ops or joyrides with them. Far as I know, they've never sent me a comm, a bounty, or a bouquet."


He smirked, a boyish glint sparking behind the sincerity. "I swear on the stars—and my mother's caf recipe—that I've got zero entanglement with those women. Not romantically. Not criminally. Not even socially. Though I gotta say…" His grin widened, just a little mischievous now, "you had me worried for a second. Are they gonna show up on some rooftop and start dueling for my attention, or do they just send poison in monogrammed envelopes?"


He leaned his forehead gently to hers, tone softening again. "I admire your caution. Truly. Stars know I've got a face that gets me mistaken for trouble." He tilted his head back just enough to let his eyes really meet hers. "But I like that you asked. I like that you didn't just let it sit and fester. You're bold like that. You feel like a woman who refuses to be surprised."


His hands came up to gently rest at her waist, firm but reverent, like grounding wires trying to hold a charge safely.


"And for the record…" He nodded once toward the three holos. "No danger from me there. They're ghosts in the machine. I'm right here, with the woman who walked into my orbit. She's living rent free in my head." His brows arch up and down before he lands a wink towards her.
 
There it was again, that grin. That maddening, boyish, galaxy-shifting grin that made her want to both punch him and kiss him into next week.

"I was worried," she admitted, letting her forehead rest against his for a beat longer than she should've. "But not about them showing up to fight for you."

And that… Was the gist of it. A few words that summarized the worst time of her life, a time where had out right tried to erase herself from existence. And much as she wished she could tuck that part away in some closet or drawer and never have to acknowledge it again, she knew she had to. She wasn't smiling anymore.

"Madalena is my sister. Alwine is a close friend. And Katrine is a chosen sister, which means we're sisters, but not by blood," she said quietly, "And Katrine is the main reason I'm asking."

Her fingers left his body and began to twiddle with themselves a moment as she took a deep breath. Back when she'd been a drunk, she'd told the story to anyone who would listen. But now? Now it had been years since she'd said any of it aloud. Years since she'd let herself admit how much it had once meant. How much it had hurt.

"A few months after she did, both of us met this guy," she sighed, "He was seeing us, and doing us, both. At the same time. And neither of us knew about it. Each of us thought she was getting all of her firsts with him, and though we shared almost everything, neither of us had mentioned him to the other."

Those were such a short few weeks. It was mind blowing and maddening how it had affected her.

"So a little bit of time into that, I end up fighting a Jedi master who had some really unresolved issues about my grandmother,"
she continued, "and he almost killed me. My mind went back into the Darkness I'd been in for five centuries, and my body was in a coma. They brought me to Katrine's ship, thinking she could help. The guy was there too."

Her voice caught in her throat. Her fingers tingled, wanting to reach for any bottle of alcohol within grasp. She held herself back. Just a muscle memory, she reminded herself, trying to control her breathing and keep it stable.

"While I was out of it, the truth came out. And the guy told Katrine he chose her."

She wanted to scream. Even all these years later, she just wanted to scream and scream and scream until she tore reality apart with her pain. Though… Time had changed the reason.

"I woke up while they were kissing. I was delusional. I thought I was still in the Darkness, and I attacked them, tried to kill them both thinking it was self defense… Somehow the guy brought me back into the moment. And I spilled my heart out, even though Katrine was right there in the room, and I tried to convince him to choose me because my heart was already his."

And she loathed the part of herself that had caused it to happen. The part that she could call nothing else but weak.

"And then not only did he choose her again," she whispered, looking down in her shame, "she chose him too."

She fell silent then. Too much. Too many feelings she thought she'd resolved by then. These days, there was no anger left between her and Kat. Quite the opposite. The two of them had realized that what they should have done was choose each other, and skin him together. But they'd been young, and so incredibly stupid. A lot of the time, Scherezade still felt that kind of stupid.

"And I shattered," she gave the end of that chapter, "broke down. Fractured. Fell apart. Became an alcoholic. Couldn't trust anyone. Couldn't smile at anyone. I was already disliked within the Confederacy, but suddenly it was felt I was the most useless and unneeded person in the whole 'verse."

And there it was. The ugliest chapter. Without the ugliest of ugliest of ends. Because what happened after that, was not a story for now.

"So now I have to make sure, if I like someone," she continued, "that it's safe to like him. That I'm not going to suddenly smell one of my sisters in his nether regions. That I'm not going to have to choose like that again."

Even if this time she knew. She knew that if the choice ever presented it like that to her again, she was never going to choose the man, woman, or alien that created the situation.

"Because I like you," she repeated from earlier, explaining the need for this entire background story. She was still not looking up, still not looking at him, "in a way that kinda goes beyond wanting to fornicate with you every now and then kind of a way."

She still wasn't looking at him.
But her whole soul was in the room.

Kaelon Virex Kaelon Virex
 
Kael didn't interrupt. Not once. He sat there, still, the grin long gone, replaced by a weight he wore across his brow like a vow.

The space between them pulsed with every confession that fell from her lips, and when she finally finished—finally laid down every wound like an unsheathed saber—he let the silence sit.
His nod was slow.
Earnest.

And then came the furrow of his eyebrows, deep and carved with something quiet and holy. It was the kind of expression that spoke volumes without breaking the peace of her truth. His voice, when it came, was low—not a whisper, but the tone a man used when promising something with the full weight of his heart.

"I get it," Kael said simply, like that was the only way it could be said and still hold the shape of its meaning. "And I don't just mean the story—I mean why you're looking away. That's not shame. That's bravery. That's soul."


He shifted forward slightly, like he could anchor her back into her body if she started drifting from it.

"I'm not him. And I'll never make you choose like that. You deserve to feel safe loving someone, Scherezade. And if I'm lucky enough that it's me…" He exhaled. "Then I'm already the richest man in the galaxy."

A smile tugged at his mouth then—not cocky, not flirtatious. It was softer, reverent.
"I promise to be true to you. I swear that on whatever counts in this world. Because I feel this thing between us, and I might not know what to call it yet, but it's real. And I'm not about to screw up something that feels like home."

Then, suddenly, he clapped his hands together once, sharp and light as air, breaking the heavy moment with a spark of his old self.
"Well!" Kael grinned wide again, a little bit of mischief twinkling behind those layered eyes. "You might not know it yet, Scherezade, but we're gonna be together for a lifetime and then some. You'll see."

He stood and stretched dramatically, letting out a full-bodied yawn like he hadn't just made a galaxy-sized confession.

"Now... how 'bout that tour of the Giggledust, hmm?" He raised an eyebrow, offering a hand to her. "I need to see what kinda palace I'm gonna be bothering you in for the rest of forever."
 
Scherezade's chest tightened with each word. The air between them felt dense, charged, as if the very gravity of her past and his presence pulled her in conflicting directions. Every confession she'd just laid bare was a fresh wound, and yet Kael sat unmoving, anchored, present, and unflinching. The weight in his brow, the silent vow etched across his face, carved a space inside her that was both terrifying and strangely comforting. He wasn't turning away. He wasn't retreating from the parts of her she often tried to hide even from herself.

He called it bravery, not shame, but the line between the two was razor-thin. Scherezade had walked that edge for so long it blurred together, leaving her unsure which feeling truly belonged. And yet, beneath the quiet strength of his voice, a promise took shape, solid, real, something unspoken yet undeniable. A vow to be true, to be steady, to be the kind of home she'd never let herself hope for before.

Doubt still gnawed at her edges. Scars this deep didn't vanish with words alone, and the fear of being forced to choose again echoed in the corners of her mind. But despite that, something in Kael's warmth, his honest intent, cracked open a space she hadn't dared open in years. When he broke the silence with a grin and an offer of mischief, it was as if the heaviness lightened just enough for her to reach out and take his hand.

Maybe this was the moment the story bent toward something new. Not shattered pieces, but a fragile promise of building something whole. For now, the galaxy's pull softened, and for the first time in a long time, the chaos felt like it might settle just a little bit.

Yet all she could do was blink.

Kael had shifted from assuring her that he would never make her choose, to speaking of a lifetime. Yes, she wanted to fall into that statement, let it encompass her entire life and soul, but… When someone like Kael said lifetime, it meant his lifetime. Not theirs. Even if he survived the next five decades, he would look and feel like an older human, and would eventually waste away due to natural causes. For Scherezade, the natural causes would be getting killed in battle. But never of age.

Still, she took her hand with a confidence that had been lacking but moments ago. She used the movement to wrap herself beneath his arm, and grinned as she allowed his physical warmth to engulf her. She would worry about the age and forever bits later, when they'd been through a week or a month or few together. It was not a worry for the right now.

"Pretty Kael," she smiled again, "welcome to the Giggledust! This is one ship of five, given to the children of Shery deWinter and Lorcan Dessel. This ship went to their eldest, Morgaine. Morgaine, my aunt, was… Is… a spice addict, hence the name. She used this ship to make and to smuggle spice all around the 'verse, and at one point she started collecting poop in it."

That… Was a whole different story.

"It took me forever to make it stop stinking. Sometimes I still find hidden compartments with fifty year old spice. If you find it, never touch it."

Grinning, she turned around, arms flailing about.

"This is the cockpit. You'll notice the endless papers and scrolls and pieces of machinery about. It's also where I do some of my weapon creation, and a lot of my planning for mischief."

Grabbing his hand, she pulled him through the very long hallway which was just as much of a mess of the same type of items, before they got to the common area, a circular room with seven doors leading out.

"You already know the elevator," she pointed at one of the doors, "and my room."

Bouncing, she opened a fourth door. "Here is the bacta tank, infirmary, and laundry room. I take healing very seriously," she nodded, "you've seen my body. This tank is why I survived long enough for those scars to develop rather than let the wounds kill me."

Another door opened, "kitchen. You'll notice the mess here has more to do with preserving meats. I used to not get any money, so the little bit that I did manage to scrap together was used to pay for bacta tank refills and gas. So I learned to hunt, hunted a lot, and then learned to preserve the meat. I have had at least one bite of every type of animal I've ever killed, including ones affected with various Sith diseases. Not an experience I recommend!"

And then, finally, she remembered that she was supposed to breathe. The show-host tone disappeared, and back came that smile that she hadn't yet realized was one she had only when she looked at Kael.

"The last rooms are office and storage," she said as the door opened. And… she hadn't given false information. She just hadn't given the full information. As the door hissed open, various equipment actually rolled out of there. There were so many things in that room that there was barely any space left to breathe. Piles of seemingly junk and papers filled the area from floor to ceiling.

"It's a tiny ship," she admitted, "with no weapons or shields. But full of potential. There's also compartments everywhere. I use them to store food that doesn't have any space in the kitchen or needs longer to dry for the preserving."

Another breath. Then she stood in front of Kael again, bouncing onto her toes, flattening her feet, and bounce again.

"It's not just a ship," she explained, "This is my home."


Kaelon Virex Kaelon Virex
 
Kael turned slowly in place, taking in the sheer personality of the Giggledust's interior with a half-smirk, half-grimace of stunned admiration. Every compartment she opened had its own vibe—chaotic, overstuffed, but alive. Like her. It was the kind of place you didn't just live in… it grew roots in you. You survived it, then belonged to it.


"You weren't kidding," he said, dragging a finger through the air as if slicing through its heavy scent of metal, spices, and faint preserved meat, "This ship lived a few lives before you got your hands on it?"


He bent slightly to peek at the gear that had tumbled from the office, sidestepping a busted datapad and what looked like a half-disassembled assassin droid head.


"And now it's living yours. Hell, Scherezade… this place is you."


There was warmth in his voice, but something in his eyes drifted past her as he said it. His gaze narrowed just slightly, focused, like there was a tickle at the back of his brain he couldn't quite scratch.


Then came the look—the one where his brow dipped, and his cheek twitched as if trying to decode something he couldn't put into words. A different kind of intensity settled into his features, not the smoldering charm he defaulted to, but curiosity laced with caution.


"Okay," he said at last, planting his hands on his hips. "Can I ask you something without it sounding crazy?"


He didn't wait long enough for a yes or no.


"Can you read minds? Like… really read them? Or does that take some kind of deep Jedi meditation stuff?" A beat. "Because I swear… sometimes when you're quiet, I feel like you're peeling layers off me I didn't know I had."


He half-laughed, but it didn't reach his eyes yet. This wasn't a flirt—it was genuine confusion, curiosity, and a little trepidation. He'd grown up in underworld circles, seen what Force-users could do from afar. But knowing was different from feeling it happen around you.


He let the silence sit for a moment, then tilted his head.


"I mean… if you are reading my mind… I'm gonna need you to sign a waiver. Because the stuff up there? Wild."
 
She watched him as he moved through her ship, as though feeling its pulse under his boots. As though the Giggledust spoke to him, whispered truths in the chaos she thought she'd buried deep enough that no one could name them. Except for the one where she had tried to remove herself from existence, but… No, definitely not a story for today.

His words landed soft and felt like fingers brushing skin raw from old wounds.

This place is you.

No one had ever said that before. Not like that. Not with a voice that didn't coat it in mockery or pity.

Scherezade didn't move. She couldn't. Her body knew the stillness of waiting, of watching a door that might open or explode. She breathed slow and shallow, as if the air itself had grown thick.

He saw her. Not everything, not yet, but more than she meant to show.

And then he asked if he could ask something. In that moment, Scherezade almost stopped breathing. She didn't know what to expect. She had poured her heart out, he had shown her, multiple times and not just today, that he saw her, and still when the prelude to the questioned was framed like that, it sent warning bells through out her entire being.

But the question itself?

She laughed, releasing trapped air from her lungs. Nothing to worry about.

"Yes and no," Scherzade answered gently. Would now be a good time to touch him again? To wrap her arms around him, or just hold his hand? All she knew was that she wanted it, wanted him, again. Casual, small, skin to skin. So she stayed put, fingers twitching, feet rooted in the hallway.

"I can read minds," she admitted, "but it doesn't happen automatically. I don't just walk around peeking in or anything. Sometimes, people scream their thoughts. That's when I hear it, whether I want to or not."

Besides… Thoughts were boring. Usually. Kael's probably weren't, but it didn't mean she was going to pry in. Most people's minds were full of noise. Useless clutter. Rarely helpful. Rarely honest.

"I do other things to brains though," she continued. Now, her words were almost a challenge, "I can make people's minds attack themselves. Bring up the worst of their history, their thoughts, their feelings… I sometimes do it to extract information I need. Torture."

She wasn't above it. She liked it, in fact. But never to someone she loved. Never to his kind of soul. And Kael… At the speed they were going, she'd have to let him know he was part of that category sooner than later. One more secret rising like steam behind her teeth.

"Should I…" A wicked curl touched her lips. "Peek into your mind?"

She wouldn't. Not unless he said yes. But now that he'd brought up a waiver? She had to admit, she was intrigued.


Kaelon Virex Kaelon Virex
 
Kael didn't flinch. Didn't hide. He simply stepped closer, hands slipping into the pockets of his jacket, posture loose—but there was a sharpness in his eyes. Not fear. Invitation.

"Go on," he said, with a tilt of his head. "I've got nothing to hide from you."

The second the connection was made, it was like a dam quietly opened—no force, no resistance, just a steady stream of flickering images bleeding through the cracks.

A pair of accomplices in a dusty alley, their laughter cut short by the sound of sirens. The glint of stolen jewels under moonlight. A high-stakes sabacc table on Ord Mantell where the entire room held its breath on Kael's bluff.

Then—

A sprawling estate. Cold marble floors. A dining table far too long, filled with tension rather than warmth. His father, stoic. His mother, distracted. Kael, maybe sixteen, staring out the window like he wanted to leap through it.

And then came her. A younger Sommer—carefree and electric, her voice carrying through the halls like music. The two of them laughing in a sunlit courtyard, until something cracked. Her fall into excess. Their fallout. His silence. Her spiral.

Another flick. Glittering parties, galaxies away from home. Champagne, dancing, flirtation. Kael with a drink in his hand and a mask on his soul. The first time he thought he was in love—a quiet-eyed mercenary who left before dawn and never came back. That emptiness stayed with him. So he filled it with movement, charm, wit. Survival by being the brightest light in the room

And then—clarity. His present thoughts. A slow roll of warmth. A stillness he wasn't used to.

Kael grinned, something crooked and real.

"I'm the life of my own party," he said, voice low. "Always have been."

He let the weight of it settle between them, the truth in it—lonely, but unashamed.

"But lately," he added, his eyes holding hers, "I'm thinking of making it a duet."
 
The moment Kael gave his consent, Scherezade stepped forward. She didn't need to actually touch him in order to enter his thoughts, but it was as good as an excuse as any. Instantly, her body pressed against his, she stood on the tip of her toes, and planted her lips on his forehead.

A sprawling estate. Cold marble floors. A dining table far too long, filled with tension rather than warmth. His father, stoic. His mother, distracted. Kael, maybe sixteen, staring out the window like he wanted to leap through it.

Scherezade looked. She had no body in those thoughts that Kael was having, had no form in them. All she could do was look. Notice the table, the father, the mother, and… Kael. Her hand, invisible, tried to reach out to him, even though she knew this was just an impression of a memory, and not something she could actually try to fix or make better.

And then came her. A younger Sommer—carefree and electric, her voice carrying through the halls like music. The two of them laughing in a sunlit courtyard, until something cracked. Her fall into excess. Their fallout. His silence. Her spiral.

It was a situation she knew too well. She could feel is vibrating in her soul, the crack that ruined something, or almost everything. She didn't know what it was about. She didn't need to. All Scherezade wanted to yet again was wrap her arms around him, to hold him, to shield him from all the pain that transpired. He didn't even have to tell her the whole story. Well… He could, but Scherezade was going to be on his side about it anyway.

Another flick. Glittering parties, galaxies away from home. Champagne, dancing, flirtation. Kael with a drink in his hand and a mask on his soul. The first time he thought he was in love—a quiet-eyed mercenary who left before dawn and never came back. That emptiness stayed with him. So he filled it with movement, charm, wit. Survival by being the brightest light in the room.

Yuppp. That emptiness, that feeling… She understood that one all too well. Though his circumstances were vastly different from hers, the pain was still tangible enough that she could still taste it even after the movement, the wit, and the charm came into the field. There was still the darkness hiding in full of view in the broad light.

And then—clarity. His present thoughts. A slow roll of warmth. A stillness he wasn't used to.

Scherezade blinked and she was out of Kael's thoughts, standing so close to him, the taste of loneliness still lingering on her senses. And she wondered… Did he even realize how magnificent he was? What it meant that he could be all of that despite its presence so strong in his being? soft greys laced with fractured greens and a blue that threatened to bloom but hadn't yet dared.

That part of her that wanted to run away again because she did not deserve him reared its ugly head again, but inside her mind, she gave it a good hit with a 100lbs hammer. She would not run. Not from this. Not from him. Not from anything he could throw at her. But just kissing him in response didn't feel like enough. Didn't feel like it could convey the mixture of will it blend? that was running through her, just for him.

"I don't have a witty comeback," she admitted. No cute or fancy words to heat it up even more, to make it boil over.

All she could do, was just let her will take over. Her arms reached beneath his jacket and wrapped around him, and she her cheek on his heart. She inhaled him again, held him like she was anchoring them both.

"You don't have to be performative for me," she whispered eventually, head still in his chest, "I know the cost, and I make a lousy audience anyway."

She cleared her throat, and finally straightened her head, wanting to look at him, to see him, to drown in him.

"But we can definitely do a karaoke night, one of these days," she laughed, "and do the cheesiest campiest duets all night long."


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Kael's smirk didn't quite fade, but it softened—creased into something worn, something true. As Scherezade pressed herself into him, he just… stood there, arms around her, steady as a pillar against the thunder rumbling in from the Spiran coast.


The rain began pattering like static against the hull. Not harsh yet. Just a murmur. He tilted his head slightly, letting the moment breathe. Letting her stay close.


He didn't need to fill the silence with one of his usual jabs or self-effacing charm. She saw through that anyway.


Instead, he let himself just feel her. The warmth. The presence. Her heartbeat. For once, he didn't feel like performing. Didn't feel like hiding.


"Karaoke night sounds dangerous," he murmured, lips brushing the crown of her head. "You sing like you mean it. I might fall harder."


The thunder deepened, rolling through the clouds like a slow exhale.


Kael lingered in the stillness—let the silence be its own kind of song—then drew back just enough to meet her gaze. His voice was quieter now, tinged with something resembling shyness… or vulnerability.


"Hey… your workbench," he said, eyes flicking toward the rear chamber of the vessel, "mind if I borrow it later?"


His thumb brushed over her arm.


"I've been meaning to mod my viroblade. Thinking about a triple eject system—short, curved backup blades hidden in the sheath, ready to snap out on wrist rotation. Close-quarters fallback."


He paused, then added with a faint grin, "Also been playing with a wrist comm upgrade. Maybe install a side compartment for a vapor dispersal—mist toxin. Nothing lethal. Just… enough to drop a room for twenty seconds if I need to ghost out."


He glanced outside again. The rain had thickened, whispering like secrets along the glass.


"Spira's storm season always makes me want to tinker," he added, like it was the most natural thing in the world.


And then his gaze returned to her, and the storm—inside and out—felt just a little less loud.
 
Their mutual embrace lasted a forever and yet was too short at the same time. Scherezade's heart had put on a little tutu and had started dancing with joy when he said he might fall harder. What it was that was between them, it was beautifully real, and mutual, and the little voices that always whispered that it wasn't true were finally silent, for what felt like the first time since she'd laid her eyes on him.

She grinned as he asked for permission. "You walking sack of bantha fluff," she laughed, "You don't need to ask. This ship is my home and you have access to any part of it you want. Use anything you want. Sithspit, you can even take a look at all these papers and scrolls if you can understand their languages. I have nothing to hide from you."

And she meant it. Every word. Her writing down had been done by hand over hours of hard labor, blood, and sweat. Some of it was in basic, but a lot of it ventured to various languages, including Hutteese and Ancient Sith. Her grandmother could claim all she wanted, but as far as Scherezade was concerned, it was the access to languages she'd received from her memories that was only a gift, never a burden.

Her entire body hummed with happiness as Kael mentioned the Spira storms making him want to tinker. She had no such feeling towards them, but she understood the sentiment.

Now that the rain had thickened and they were touching again, her left hand moved up, the back of her fingers brushing happily against his jaw.

"Go, do your tinkering," she encouraged, "I'll set us on the path to Endor and then find ways to amuse myself."

She gave another little happy bounce before releasing her hands from him and walking to the cockpit. Once there, she had to sit for a moment and just let herself breathe as the joy threatened to choke her in all the good ways possible.

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Kael lingered a moment longer after she left, the ghost of her touch still warm on his skin. The smile she left him with stayed — tilted, lopsided, a little foolish — even as he wandered over to the small workbench tucked into the corner of the Giggledust.

Tools lined up like old friends. A busted servodrive half-taken apart. Spira storms knocking quietly against the hull outside. Yeah… it was just right.

He rolled up his sleeves.

Ten minutes in, he'd burned himself twice, dropped a resistor into the floor vent, and zapped his own fingers with the soldering iron. "Ow—Sithspit!" he hissed, flinging his hand back like it might still bite him. A puff of smoke spiraled upward. He blew on his finger and shook his head.

"Sommer's probably wrestling a Nexu barehanded by now," he muttered aloud, "and I'm here losing to a screw with attitude."

But his brain, as always, ran on multiple tracks.

Baird Throne. That pompous, lurking shadow in the middle of every mess lately. Ecks… or 2300... the man with no name, no presence, and no hesitation. Kael's stomach tightened thinking about the code etched into that mask. There were rules to people like that. Old bloodsport rules. Silent deals.

He sighed and leaned back on the stool, letting his eyes wander across the wall.

Then the idea hit him.

Of course it did.

He snatched up his datapad and flipped into an encrypted channel, fingers dancing.

To: Arq
Subject: Disaster Party Planning
Idea. Once all this kriff is done, we host a bash. Real one. Masks optional, mischief mandatory.
And—heads up—I want to make it my birthday. I've got a few months.
Think: End-of-the-galaxy-but-make-it-sexy.
Start pulling ideas, I want glitter, sabotage, and maybe a surprise opera number.
You're my chaos curator. Make me proud.
He sent it with a little grin, already picturing Arq's inevitable over-the-top reaction.

Kael leaned back again, finally feeling something steady under all the shifting ground.

Let the storms rage outside. He had circuits to fix… and plans to make.
 
She'd never set foot on Endor as far as she could recall. And now, she decided she already disliked the planet. It was going to be at least eighteen hours to get there. Though both planets were in the Outer Rim, Endor had the audacity to be off most of the major trade routes, which meant shortcuts were short in supply. For a planet that wasn't some secret lurking somewhere, it was an outrageous amount of time.

But… now there was time.

Quietly, she tiptoed back deeper into the ship. She saw Kaelon Virex Kaelon Virex working, his back to her, and decided not to disturb him. It would be easy to just go there, and sit on him, and start…
Well, no.

This was a good chance to test herself, to see if she could be near him without dangerously obsessing over him. Besides, the man was busy for the time being. The faint scent of solder drifted through the corridor, the sharp tang of metal and burnt air, oddly comforting. She lingered just long enough to watch him fumble something small and hiss under his breath.

She smiled. Sithspit, he was adorable.

But she turned away before he noticed her watching.

Instead, hopped onto the monkey bars that decorate the entire interior of the ship and then flipped, so she was hanging legs up and head down. A scroll of paper was in her hands, and a pen in the other.

This scroll… it was a chaotic masterpiece. Layers upon layers of ink crowded its surface. Some of the writing was legible only if you tilted your head or squinted, and some of it she'd scribbled straight through, as if furious with her own past conclusions. Calculations sprawled in no fewer than six languages, often bleeding into one another with mathematical formulas nested beside esoteric runes, chemical structures winding around abstract diagrams that looked like star maps folded into sacred geometry. She'd drawn over the same space again and again, building a lattice of thought and obsession until the parchment itself felt like it could hum.

Some sections were meticulous; tight notations in Aurebesh or Sith that looped cleanly along the edge of a spiral, but others were manic, wild swirls penned in bursts of midnight clarity or caffeine-fueled frustration. A few doodles had made their way in too: tiny angry faces, exploded planets, fluffy bunnies, and within moments, something that looked suspiciously like Kael rendered in stick-figure form with juvenile hearts around it.

It wasn't just a scroll. It was a brain-dump, a map, a key. Her key.

Scherezade hadn't set out to work on it, not consciously. But her fingers had gone for it anyway, unrolling it like a ritual. It had started decades ago, offered to the wrong person for the wrong reasons. She loathed that moment still, loathed her own desperation, the blind belief that someone else could see it for what it was and then choose to love her for it. He hadn't.

But now… now, with more information, more scars, more clarity, she saw how unfinished it had been. It lacked too many details, too many truths. She was close now. So close she could feel the idea vibrating in her bones.

And once it was ready, truly ready… She would offer it to Katrine Van-Derveld Katrine Van-Derveld . Not because she needed someone to carry it. Not anymore. Because she chose to share it with a sister who might finally understand.

It felt like hours had passed before she finally released the scroll and pen from her hands and allowed herself to stand again, feet-first, head-up for the moment. Her stomach was beginning to give warning signs. Without bothering Kael, Scherezade walked to the kitchen, and began to pile a bunch of meats and fermented vegetables together into pretty plates that began to cover the small table. He could join her if he was hungry too. If not… She would devour the entire meal on her own.
 
Kael stretched his arms behind his head and cracked his knuckles. He'd been crouched over that workbench too long, his joints starting to protest and his eyes blurring from staring at wiring and tiny stabilizers. The scent hit him before the hunger did — savory, tangy, slightly spicy, and warm. Definitely meat. Something pickled too, if his nose wasn't lying.

He stood, rolling out the stiffness from his neck, and followed the trail like a curious nexu.

As he entered the kitchen, he slowed just a bit — and there she was. Plates arranged with a strange kind of elegance that only Scherezade could pull off, like a feast from a forgotten culture, half art and half primal instinct. His stomach growled, embarrassingly loud.

Kael lifted a brow, smirking. "You planning to seduce me with meat, or is this just coincidence?"

He slid into the seat across from her, grabbing a piece of something smoked and sticky, still warm.

"This smells amazing."

He winked, then added, more sincerely, "Thanks. I didn't realize how kriffing hungry I was until just now
 
Scherezade turned just as he sat down, wiping her hands on a dish towel that looked like it had survived a small kitchen fire. Probably her doing. "Seduce you?" she echoed, grinning as she cocked a hip. "If I was trying to seduce you, you wouldn't be sitting up right now unless I was straddling you."

She winked, then plopped into the seat next to him, tucking one leg beneath her as if she were about to settle in for a war briefing. Or a food fight. Possibly both. "But no," she added, tone softening just a little, "this was just... We have another fifteen or so hours to go and I was getting hungry. I was ready to eat, with or without you."

She reached for one of the little sausages and took a bite, eyes half-lidded in dramatic satisfaction. "I might've gone overboard. Again. But you've got a pilot's metabolism and I've got unresolved anxiety, so it evens out."

Once the sausage was gone, she poured herself a long and slow cup of full fat cream. The only drink of choice for her that wasn't water. And, thanks to Kael's influence, the occasional alcohol. But she really didn't see a need to drink right now.

"How's my workbench treating you?" she asked as she grabbed something that could have been bantha steak but was probably from an entire species all together, smoked for months and cooked just enough to charr the out but remain as close to raw as it could on the in. She ate it like a child ate birthday cake.

"I didn't hear any explosions, so I'm assuming you haven't caused any surprised to detonate… yet."

She paused mid-bite… Should've warned him about the bombs and grenades. It was a small ship. Moving through big space.

Yeah. Probably should have.


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Kael chuckled low in his throat, his grin blooming as she settled beside him with all the chaos of a star about to go supernova. There was a comfort to it now—her boldness, her way of owning the space around her like it answered to her gravity. He liked it more than he ever admitted out loud. He chewed slowly, watching her, like he was storing the moment away somewhere private.

"You know," he said, swirling a piece of jerky between his fingers before biting into it, "that was the most romantic threat I've ever received over dinner. Seduction, sausages, and unexploded ordinance. Force help me, I think I'm in love."

He leaned back in the chair, the edge creaking slightly under his weight, and glanced toward the corridor he'd come from.

"Workbench is fine," he said, more seriously now, his voice dropping to something quieter. "It's like everything else on this ship. Has your energy in it. A little brilliant, a little terrifying. Organized chaos with a sprinkle of emotional damage and trauma wiring."

He looked back at her, eyes softer now, thoughtful. "I like it. I like being in it. Feels like I'm… close to something that matters."

Kael snagged a chunk of the nearly-raw meat she was devouring like a starved womp rat and bit into it without hesitation. It was good. Spiced in a way that hit the back of his throat like heat from a forge. "And speaking of surprises—" he gestured loosely with a bone, "—do I need to worry about accidentally elbowing a thermal detonator next time I reach under the nav console? Just how many surprises are we talking here, Scherezade?"

He took another bite. Then added, through a mouthful:

"...Because if I lose an arm before we land, I'm holding your cooking hostage."
 
Kael was speaking. Words were pouring out of his mouth, but Scherezade's mind had gone entirely still and frozen. It was Kael's fault, really. He'd done it. He'd used the word love. Worse, he put it together with another word, constructing in love. And though it may had been just a figure of speech, mingled with the rest of both of their actions and words since their meeting on Nar Shaddaa, it struck the Sithling in a very firmly non-casual way.

But no… It couldn't be… Could it? So quickly?

It was a joke. It had to be one. Probably. Definitely. Maybe.

But it didn't feel like a joke. How could it, when he looked at her like that? What were the odds that a joke it was, when his voice went all soft and serious when he aimed it at her, hitting that part she always tried so hard to keep locked behind bone and flame and glitter?

She thought the hours spent on the scroll had been enough to keep her brain from stopping this whole full spiraly thing, but nope. Now it raced through every moment shared, every word said, everything that might have indicated something more. And of course, the way every brush of skin felt like it lingered for a wee bit too long in all the good ways, and every bloody time he made her feel like she mattered in ways no one else had even bothered to try.

Scherezade blinked rapidly and looked down, realizing her hands were rearranging the things on the table for what felt like the fourth time. Her fingers twitched a little before she forced them to still and go back to… Well, rearranging things again. She repositioned a napkin. She reached for a fork. For a moment, she considered stabbing herself in the thigh with it, right where some nerves ended, just so she could latch onto something that would ground her. Pain was easy.

Of course she wasn't panicking! Absolutely, totally, completely, over nine thousand percent, not panicking!

Because he meant it casually. Really, she was just doing that thing she was usually so good at, which was jumping to conclusions.

Right?

She finally glanced up at him, eyes narrowed in a way that might've been suspicious or just dangerously focused. Her throat worked, dry. She poured herself yet another glass of cream she didn't need and sipped it like the fate of the galaxy hinged on that exact motion.

When her voice finally came, it was quieter than she intended, like something delicate she'd cupped in her palms and didn't want to drop.

"Depends… You elbow the wrong spot, and you lose a limb." Her lips quirked, but the smile didn't quite reach her eyes. "Elbow the right one…" A breath caught in her chest. She set the glass down before her fingers could betray the tremble.

She held his gaze then, steady and raw.

The silence that followed was full of all the things she didn't say.

Not yet.

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