Perti Lumo'sinior
From the ashes, a fire shall be woken
“All that is gold does not glitter
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes, a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.”
— Ancient poem
It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.'
The Jedi could not agree to this sentiment. The wounds remain, she could testify to that. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never truly gone. At best it abates and catches you unawares one dark night or distracts you when you can least afford it. And she’d had plenty of sleepless nights and waking nightmares to testify to this theory.
How long had she been on this planet? This desolate jungle somewhere in the Unknown Regions? She’d given up marking the dawns a long-long time ago but knew the passage of time was marked in years, if not decades. Time, it seemed was not relative — but rather was a significant thorn in her side.
Not that she was wallowing in pity — self or otherwise — but rather reflecting on her current predicament and what it told her of her understanding of the Jedi Code. She was not perfect, nobody was. Was she closer than most? Perhaps. Or maybe, just maybe, she believed the hype. That she was in some way better than others. Whiter than white? This drew a smile on her haggard face. The skin hung from the bones now. The once supple and well-nourished skin was now dry and aged, she ate enough to live but her daily calorie intake could only sustain so much muscle and flesh and she’d effectively withered until her body mass matched the energy she could find from fruit and vegetables.
It was not that there were no animals to eat, but hunting was a dangerous pastime. For those creatures big enough to present a meal had their own predators and even a Jedi knew the odds — especially a Corellian one. When she’d first landed, she could hold her own but time and circumstances meant she no longer would risk direct encounters if she didn’t have to.
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes, a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.”
— Ancient poem
It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.'
The Jedi could not agree to this sentiment. The wounds remain, she could testify to that. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never truly gone. At best it abates and catches you unawares one dark night or distracts you when you can least afford it. And she’d had plenty of sleepless nights and waking nightmares to testify to this theory.
How long had she been on this planet? This desolate jungle somewhere in the Unknown Regions? She’d given up marking the dawns a long-long time ago but knew the passage of time was marked in years, if not decades. Time, it seemed was not relative — but rather was a significant thorn in her side.
Not that she was wallowing in pity — self or otherwise — but rather reflecting on her current predicament and what it told her of her understanding of the Jedi Code. She was not perfect, nobody was. Was she closer than most? Perhaps. Or maybe, just maybe, she believed the hype. That she was in some way better than others. Whiter than white? This drew a smile on her haggard face. The skin hung from the bones now. The once supple and well-nourished skin was now dry and aged, she ate enough to live but her daily calorie intake could only sustain so much muscle and flesh and she’d effectively withered until her body mass matched the energy she could find from fruit and vegetables.
It was not that there were no animals to eat, but hunting was a dangerous pastime. For those creatures big enough to present a meal had their own predators and even a Jedi knew the odds — especially a Corellian one. When she’d first landed, she could hold her own but time and circumstances meant she no longer would risk direct encounters if she didn’t have to.