So for those of you that have tried to reach out and talk with me, check on me, see how I am etc ... in the last week or two, and I haven't replied to on Skype, in pms .... I do apologize for my silence, for not responding. I couldn't handle being asked about it, when the only answer was, "No, I am not okay. Nor will I be okay for sometime." The same answer, to the same questions, I just couldn't manage that after the first day or two.
I'm only just now getting to a point where I can talk to more than just one or two people, and handle social interaction. Just now reaching a point that I can be asked about it and not burst into tears. Just be patient, I'm still alive and kicking. I promise. Best thing to do at this point, isn't to ask about it. Or how I am. Let me tell you, if I want to, if not ... share a witty meme, a quote of wisdom, a funny story or picture, or the stupidest thing you did (Totally love those stories).
And on that note of doing stupid things ... Trust me, I've done worse. So, I'll share part of the stupidest thing I ever did. Mind you I was 12 at the time ..... So, there is something to be said for youth and stupidity, maybe naivety as well. Let's just say hitting a bull on the head right between the eyes, with a shovel to defend myself may not have been the wisest choice I've ever made. Though I learned several valuable lessons there. One, don't hit bulls. Two, bulls hold grudges. Three, boy can I run fast with proper incentive - Like one pissed off bull hot on my heels. Four, it's totally possible to vault into a tree with enough motivation and willpower behind it. Admittedly there is a lot more to that story than just this, and it was events spread out over several days. So, totally ask about that if you want to know.
I so don't mind sharing that. Funny now, so not funny then.
Anyway now that I got off on a side topic ... Just right now the best thing for me, is to not ask. To let me get on that subject if I want to only. And share humor, pictures, memes, GIFS videos, and quotes (I love quotes of all varieties there. From wise to just hilarious) Make me laugh, smile and for a little while to not have to remember. That is what I need most right now. I <3 you guys and the support you have given me thus far. I may not have been able to respond at the time, or quickly, but it has not gone unnoticed. So, please don't give up just yet.
I'm only just now getting to a point where I can talk to more than just one or two people, and handle social interaction. Just now reaching a point that I can be asked about it and not burst into tears. Just be patient, I'm still alive and kicking. I promise. Best thing to do at this point, isn't to ask about it. Or how I am. Let me tell you, if I want to, if not ... share a witty meme, a quote of wisdom, a funny story or picture, or the stupidest thing you did (Totally love those stories).
And on that note of doing stupid things ... Trust me, I've done worse. So, I'll share part of the stupidest thing I ever did. Mind you I was 12 at the time ..... So, there is something to be said for youth and stupidity, maybe naivety as well. Let's just say hitting a bull on the head right between the eyes, with a shovel to defend myself may not have been the wisest choice I've ever made. Though I learned several valuable lessons there. One, don't hit bulls. Two, bulls hold grudges. Three, boy can I run fast with proper incentive - Like one pissed off bull hot on my heels. Four, it's totally possible to vault into a tree with enough motivation and willpower behind it. Admittedly there is a lot more to that story than just this, and it was events spread out over several days. So, totally ask about that if you want to know.
I so don't mind sharing that. Funny now, so not funny then.Anyway now that I got off on a side topic ... Just right now the best thing for me, is to not ask. To let me get on that subject if I want to only. And share humor, pictures, memes, GIFS videos, and quotes (I love quotes of all varieties there. From wise to just hilarious) Make me laugh, smile and for a little while to not have to remember. That is what I need most right now. I <3 you guys and the support you have given me thus far. I may not have been able to respond at the time, or quickly, but it has not gone unnoticed. So, please don't give up just yet.
