Romi Jade ,

What's there to say? It's their fault, did you see how they were talking? Who shows up unannounced with so many people to demand that kinda stuff, I mean.

I guess this isn't really about them right now, is it?

Okay, I'm sorry.

I can't- I don't-

Words are impossible lately, is that what you want to hear? You were right. I can't run forever. But I can't stop, I can't face it-- this ability is too much. I'm losing my mind. No, seriously. I can't handle the pain. I felt it so clearly in that doorway. It was like I was drowning. All his memories, he was shoving them out to others and I--

They just came to me.

Everything comes to me.

I had to make him stop. I lost control, I'm so embarrassed. I don't even remember doing it. It just-- I'm scaring myself.

I know what you'll say. The path of recommitment, find my way again, and that's fine and all, but Romi ... what if I'm just broken?

I think I'm broken.

I'm sorry for letting you down. I'm sorry for attacking your guests. If you can even call them that. That wasn't okay what they did-- feth they just make me so angry. I don't know why. I guess I don't understand my head anymore. Are you happy now? You've been trying to get me to own it. Comes with some swears though. I don't know my fethin, fecking, chit own min-


I know I should go, but I don't want to go far. After what happened with Master Quill, I don't trust them as far as I can throw them. Governments can twist things so quickly to make it sound good for them. What if they decide you look better for them behind bars? Or pin the blame-- I mean think of what happened to dad. Master Quill was worried for you for a reason.

I know you won't move locations, but...Pleasedon'tgotowar.

I...know we're jedi. I know it's... I know it's what we do. But the baby-- and if I lose you-- don't do this to me, alright? Be a hero another time. For once... can't we just put this family first?

Ping me if you need me. Lock your doors tight.


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