Journal Entry #6

Commenor has finally been liberated from the Sith Empire, my Parents are once again on the throne and organizing the recovery efforts after such a long grueling time for our people. I'm not quite sure how Dad managed to do it, but while Mom was a prisoner to the Sith in her own Palace, Dad somehow got the New Republic and the Silver Jedi Order to work alongside Mandalorians in the fight to retake our home-world. I suppose given that it's Kaine Australis, basically like an Uncle or something according to Lori (Mandalorian family), maybe I shouldn't be so surprised...-But he brought a Mandalorian Empire Super Star-Destroyer! Now that's pretty badass...
Anyway...So yeah, the Silver Jedi are nothing new to me, I've been back and fourth a fair bit before the battle. Only, I never really knew where they stood in terms of Commenor and working with my parents. We never really saw a lot of them before recently, but heaps of them seemed to know about my Family when I first arrived on Kashyyyk. I suppose it's the whole King & Queen, royalty thing with the Holonews and all...
Now that Mom and Dad are able to go back to doing what they loved for Commenor, I'm wondering where I'm going to end up. I've got a good few choices to make, and one of them's crashed out on the couch beside me at the moment. I'm on Asaraa's ship, the Sleipnir. We've been hanging out just the two of us to get away from everything down there, to get a breather after all of the fighting. Asaraa and I are pretty close now...-I mean, I'd be lying if it didn't already feel like we're "together". She's an excellent Jedi, but an even better friend...-And more. It's still hard to believe she chose to back me up through all of this chaos when she hardly knew anything about my home-world, or my family or anything about me, really. We met back in Chasin City once, ages ago now. She was lost, but we picked up on each others presence and after a bit of goofing around for the day, well...I suppose we never really stopped.
As for my Master, Asha's pulled together the Silent Fleet and they're wandering the Galaxy. Dad gave them this massive Praxeum Ship that the Jedi once used, apparently, so now she's living aboard the Providence with a bunch of others who also decided that they needed something more than the Tho Yor. To go back to the roots of the Je'daii and to wander the Galaxy, whatever they might find. As far as my training goes though, well it looks like I'm no longer training under her guidance anymore. She'll always have a special place in my life of course, you can never forget your Master and I doubt I'll never find another one. I've come this far on my own, since...-And after Commenor, well...-Let's just say that I'm a little more confident in my ability to fend off other Force Users; I just hope I don't have to go through all of that again. It was a terrifying experience, so many people died for Commenor's freedom...
I guess I'm going to focus on what I learned from Asha and Master Imura. I still have my knowledge in Stav Kesh and Qigong Kesh, as well as experience training alongside the Silver Jedi. I've thought about gearing up with the Knights of Commenor in the Illaria Praxeum, but I don't know if I want to be that close to home when there's still so much left to learn and see outside of Commenori Space. I guess it's something Asaraa and I can talk about in the morning. No matter where I end up going, I'm never gonna be too far away from her now.
On the subject of training, actually. Lori's been training with dad...-Apparently he's teaching her how to become a Jedi which is...-Interesting. I know that he feels guilty about what happened before, but I'm still finding it really hard to let go of all that he's done. It was a while ago now I know, and he's basically fought with everything he has to help protect Mom and get Commenor free again, but I can't help but worry about the chance of him leaving us again. I know about the Jedi's view on the Force, the light and the Dark, like Bogan and Ashla. I know that Dad "lost" himself so to speak...-I don't know, though. I want to trust him, but I'm not sure I can. Mom and Lori seem to have forgotten about it all...-Dad and I still hardly talk though, he wants to of course but right now it's easier to focus on other things. Like what I'm going to do next...