I hope you get this, we've been adrift for longer than I'd care to admit.
I just can't believe that this is, no - no way this is how I go out, ma. Nope. We're gonna make it right? I think so. Maybe, the ship's lifesupport is pretty amazing, thus far but it's taking everything we have to keep it online. We don't have enough spare parts to make all the repairs and even with scraping parts of the Leia to repair others, it's a risk. We have one suit, exactly one and the only person who can repair it has a broken arm. We're gonna try to do repairs later I think.
Listen, I just want you to know that I love you and I'm sorry for everything and anything that could have hurt you. Goddess this whole thing is so stupid - I got a lead on a particular crystal, one that paired with the Dagobah one really well. I should, I should have rechecked the lead and traced the origins. I should, I should have checked it - because we ran into Sith patrols. Yeah, the lead was somewhere in Sith territory and the Leia is a good ship, a good, good ship but... no way she can hold up to that. She's... holding but for how much longer, I'm not sure. I uh, I don't know if we're gonna make it out of this, so I wrote out something like a last will sort of thing. I've sent to my sister since she's the smarter one of the two us.
Not that I have much to give away but uh yeah, yeah that's probably the jist of it. I mean we're waiting for either a super friendly face or death at this point. We're running low on rations but thankfully Mara keeps saying she can live off the Force. I guess. I just wish things could have gone differently, like should I have spent more time getting to know the one bio mom who didn't hate me? Yeah proably, should I not have given the brother-in-law more poodoo? Maybe, he's a good guy, good to Ale not that I have much say or any really.
Kriff. I might be the oldest Jedi Padawan I know - but hey it's about the journey and not the destination right? Yeah.
Oh and if you're hearing this Shia. Ni kar'taylir darasuum gar. Gar cuyir ner jibr. I wish we had more time, Goddess why does it feel like we're always running out of time? I should have taken more time with you, spent more time with you. I miss you so much, I just... I wish I could be with you right now, and I'm sorry that I-. No, no I can't, I can't think like that we're gonna make it out of this. The Selonian, the Droid, the Jedi and whatever I am, and Ale - yeah you were right I should have just stayed home. No need to run out about the Galaxy again, and... uh Master.
Master Starchaser thanks for uh, for taking me on like you did and looking out for me. A lot of Jedi wouldn't really look at me or give me a second look, but then I guess I have Master Farseer to thank for that. One day I'll make this all up to you guys, take you out for drinks or maybe open up a little diner in the middle of nowhere. Small things right? Yeah, I'm rambling, I uh, well, I think I'm running out of battery on this thing so I'll end this now.
Love you guys.