I don't like to admit it, I never did. The fact that less people means less drama always soothed me, and I kept the idea close. I don't want to make people upset, and I don't like to deal with people that make me this way, but sooner or later I have to say it. I'm alone, and no amount of hobbies is going to change that.
Creating primitive houses, walking and playing games are all very fun and have kept me away from the swelling emptiness in my soul, but I'm going to have to start making more of an appearance. I need to follow on a few bandwagons and get with a group of people just so I don't have to be alone anymore.
What a terrible thing, having me do such mainstream things so I don't end up going crazy.