The Praetorian
Character
He missed the music.
More than breathing air and grasping coherent thought, he missed the music that once filled the countless hours poured into his study. His study, he remembered that, or at least he believed he did. A modest office found in the bowels of the Sith Academy on his homeworld. It had been small and without any excess, but it had belonged to him and him alone, a place of respite and peace.
Attempting to recall more than the most basic of details brought pain to his entire being. It was because he was no longer a body of flesh and blood or a mind with cognitive thought. The ages had torn piece from piece until he was base memory wrapped in an uncomforting blanket of emotion. That was his punishment, that was his hell.
What could he remember?
It was a pleasant game to play. He would try to remember certain details from the past life, his life. More often than not the train of thought would become derailed before it had met completion, causing his mind to wander for a time that he could not hope to comprehend. Sometimes it was hours and at other times it was years. How long would his mind be trapped in solitude after this attempt? Only time would tell.
His name was Kyrus. His surname was of no consequence. He was unsure whether he could not remember it or if it had meant nothing to him in life, but he was certain there was no difference to be found.
He had been born on a planet ravaged by desolation and darkness. It was the ancient throneworld to his people and their faith. A planet whose name he could not recall, a faith that the very thought of brought a certain restlessness to his being. He tried to focus on the planet. His eyes within the veil of The Force became blurry, rejecting the memory that he no longer had a right to. He dug deeper and the haze continued until finally he relented from the attempt. It was the moments like this before he lost himself, that much he could remember with certainty.
So, he would not recall the planet this day. He turned his attempts elsewhere. A memory that came easy. He assumed it was his final memory.
Ebony halls surrounded him. He was a healthy man of middle age, his skin was a faded shade of crimson, and he stood nearly a foot above those who surrounded him. Who surrounded him? Warriors clad in dark robes, however there was more than meets the eye. As they shifted, he could hear the faint rustling of metal upon metal. Their hands held cylindrical weapons firmly, their fingers hovering over the ignition switch. It was not the only metal to be heard. His wrists gave a near melodic chime from the manacles that were shackled tightly around them.
He too wore robes, yet his were not black as the others though they certainly seemed so in a dim light. His cloak was a dim tint of walnut. Beneath it was not armor, he did not hold the mantle of warrior in this moment.
The guards around him chained his manacles to an iron podium. This part of the memory always made him curious. He did not wear the trappings of a warrior, nor did he seem to have a weapon upon him. What could merit such security? There sat dozens of seats in a platform raised far above, with onlookers gazing down at him. This part of the memory, though familiar, he did not fully comprehend. They showed him such hatred. Even now in his incorporeal form their ire seeped into his very being. They did not merely hate him, they were disgusted by him.
A single being stood before him on even ground. He spoke in what Kyrus must believe was a fiery oration. He could not hear a word. This was a common plight of his memory seeking; he was unable to comprehend sound in his current form. It did not matter, as the orator spoke the scenes began to grow difficult to comprehend. Faces slowly melted into the recess of the veil and before long he was forced to end his push into the shattered web of his memory. If there was such a thing as exhaustion here, he could certainly feel it. It called him as a bed calls a weary man at the end of a long day. How he wished to dip into the respite and enjoy the bliss for a time, but every time he gave himself to the veil it kept a piece of himself as fare.
This had been his existence for as long as he could remember. A brief moment of memory, perhaps an hour of semi-cognitive thought...and then nothing for ages.
He did not dwell. Dwelling upon the reality around him was a recipe for madness.
This void was not without respite, however. He had company, a friend in an emptiness that had no names or faces. This friend of his was a part of him, every bit a part of him as his own memories and dreams. He could sense him, even when he drifted into the abyss and was stripped bare across the fabric of The Force.
He did not know his name.
He did not know his purpose.
But he was the last thread of sanity that Kyrus had to hold on to. How long had it been since they last shared a commune? They spoke through the fabric of the veil in waves of emotion, never once sharing a single word yet somehow coming to a place of synergy. Kyrus would believe it his mind playing tricks on him if not for this being the last vestige, he believed to have with the living world.
He had long since given way to the reality. He would be locked within this veil until his psyche shattered and he slipped into the abyss.
Still, it was nice to have a friend.
Cedric Grayson
More than breathing air and grasping coherent thought, he missed the music that once filled the countless hours poured into his study. His study, he remembered that, or at least he believed he did. A modest office found in the bowels of the Sith Academy on his homeworld. It had been small and without any excess, but it had belonged to him and him alone, a place of respite and peace.
Attempting to recall more than the most basic of details brought pain to his entire being. It was because he was no longer a body of flesh and blood or a mind with cognitive thought. The ages had torn piece from piece until he was base memory wrapped in an uncomforting blanket of emotion. That was his punishment, that was his hell.
What could he remember?
It was a pleasant game to play. He would try to remember certain details from the past life, his life. More often than not the train of thought would become derailed before it had met completion, causing his mind to wander for a time that he could not hope to comprehend. Sometimes it was hours and at other times it was years. How long would his mind be trapped in solitude after this attempt? Only time would tell.
His name was Kyrus. His surname was of no consequence. He was unsure whether he could not remember it or if it had meant nothing to him in life, but he was certain there was no difference to be found.
He had been born on a planet ravaged by desolation and darkness. It was the ancient throneworld to his people and their faith. A planet whose name he could not recall, a faith that the very thought of brought a certain restlessness to his being. He tried to focus on the planet. His eyes within the veil of The Force became blurry, rejecting the memory that he no longer had a right to. He dug deeper and the haze continued until finally he relented from the attempt. It was the moments like this before he lost himself, that much he could remember with certainty.
So, he would not recall the planet this day. He turned his attempts elsewhere. A memory that came easy. He assumed it was his final memory.
Ebony halls surrounded him. He was a healthy man of middle age, his skin was a faded shade of crimson, and he stood nearly a foot above those who surrounded him. Who surrounded him? Warriors clad in dark robes, however there was more than meets the eye. As they shifted, he could hear the faint rustling of metal upon metal. Their hands held cylindrical weapons firmly, their fingers hovering over the ignition switch. It was not the only metal to be heard. His wrists gave a near melodic chime from the manacles that were shackled tightly around them.
He too wore robes, yet his were not black as the others though they certainly seemed so in a dim light. His cloak was a dim tint of walnut. Beneath it was not armor, he did not hold the mantle of warrior in this moment.
The guards around him chained his manacles to an iron podium. This part of the memory always made him curious. He did not wear the trappings of a warrior, nor did he seem to have a weapon upon him. What could merit such security? There sat dozens of seats in a platform raised far above, with onlookers gazing down at him. This part of the memory, though familiar, he did not fully comprehend. They showed him such hatred. Even now in his incorporeal form their ire seeped into his very being. They did not merely hate him, they were disgusted by him.
A single being stood before him on even ground. He spoke in what Kyrus must believe was a fiery oration. He could not hear a word. This was a common plight of his memory seeking; he was unable to comprehend sound in his current form. It did not matter, as the orator spoke the scenes began to grow difficult to comprehend. Faces slowly melted into the recess of the veil and before long he was forced to end his push into the shattered web of his memory. If there was such a thing as exhaustion here, he could certainly feel it. It called him as a bed calls a weary man at the end of a long day. How he wished to dip into the respite and enjoy the bliss for a time, but every time he gave himself to the veil it kept a piece of himself as fare.
This had been his existence for as long as he could remember. A brief moment of memory, perhaps an hour of semi-cognitive thought...and then nothing for ages.
He did not dwell. Dwelling upon the reality around him was a recipe for madness.
This void was not without respite, however. He had company, a friend in an emptiness that had no names or faces. This friend of his was a part of him, every bit a part of him as his own memories and dreams. He could sense him, even when he drifted into the abyss and was stripped bare across the fabric of The Force.
He did not know his name.
He did not know his purpose.
But he was the last thread of sanity that Kyrus had to hold on to. How long had it been since they last shared a commune? They spoke through the fabric of the veil in waves of emotion, never once sharing a single word yet somehow coming to a place of synergy. Kyrus would believe it his mind playing tricks on him if not for this being the last vestige, he believed to have with the living world.
He had long since given way to the reality. He would be locked within this veil until his psyche shattered and he slipped into the abyss.
Still, it was nice to have a friend.
