Yellow Weaver
Loomi sat in the gardens of the Jedi Temple on Veridia. It was late in the evening hours by now, the temperature chill setting up the conditions for the coming morning dew. Her legs were tucked under her, her hands on her mechanical knees as she meditated and reflected on everything that had transpired. Master
Tirin Raene
informed her that Master Kai'el was bringing Braze back. Other than that, what had truly happened was left for Braze to explain himself. That was okay. It gave Loomi some peace of mind, at least. It was one less friend to be worried sick about. 
Ko Vuto
was going to be a whole other can of worms. She didn't know if he even wanted to talk. A part of her didn't want to know if her little family was falling apart or not. Being on Sellia II for a bit helped some, and she made up for lost time with her mother, but it was clear they weren't meant to share the same paths in life. Her mom needed to lead their people. Her path was laid by the Force. For that reason they had to part. At least this time it was on their own terms, and not something forced upon them by a corrupt theologian.
The Godoan didn't know if she was meeting the standards of a Jedi Knight. So far she had stumbled her way through and managed to liberate some slaves, threw her talents around in several rebellion plots that seemed to go nowhere, and then failed to face her friend when he probably needed her the most. Two of those things were actions she could have done just the same as a padawan. The last of those? Loomi didn't exactly get a chance to make a difference since she was shot in the back, but that hardly seemed to matter. It was her fault she failed. After all, her focus was so honed in on Braze that she failed to take her surroundings into account. What happened with Ko... maybe that was on her.
It probably wasn't a suggestion that would go over well with anyone. She knew they didn't want any guilt to fall on her conscience, and she knew she couldn't have changed what happened. But that was the problem. She couldn't change what happened.
She should have.
"I'm sorry I didn't back down on Coruscant," Loomi spoke. She felt clear as the day in the morning sky when Braze was in her presence. For now, though, she didn't turn to look at him. "I understand that the prospect of bringing me harm brought you pain... Even so, I do not regret my actions. Given the opportunity, I would have taken those same actions every time. Don't... apologize for hurting me. I'm just happy you're safe. I don't wanna think about what happened any more than I need to right now..."
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