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Private The Smugglers Moon




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Aren D'Shade Aren D'Shade

Cassian Abrantes had almost forgotten what clean air smelled like.

Weeks on Nar Shaddaa did that to a man. The whole moon reeked of exhaust, burnt tibanna, and desperation, a mix that sank into your clothes and stayed there no matter how many refresher cycles you ran. His reflection in the viewport above the Slag District was barely recognizable: the beard had grown in rough, uneven along his jaw, his once-neat hair now swept back and streaked with grime. He passed easily for what he'd pretended to be, another smuggler working a bad trade route, drinking too much and talking too loud.

That was the point.

Cassian had gone dark the moment his ship touched down. No signals, no reports, no calls to Theed. Only a handful of coded transmissions bounced through slicer relays to keep the Republic Office of Intelligence satisfied he was still breathing. The work was slow, thankless. You couldn't dig too deep on Nar Shaddaa without drawing eyes, so he'd spent his nights in dens thick with spice smoke and his days running small cargo hauls for crews that didn't ask questions.

He'd learned more in those weeks than half a dozen field briefings could teach. Which Hutt syndicate was bleeding territory. Which enforcers had switched sides. Which Republic shipment had quietly gone missing in the Corellian Trade Spine and somehow turned up in a Slag warehouse under new registry marks.

And between the blaster deals and back-alley trades, he'd started to piece together the name again, the same one that had surfaced back on Naboo in old intelligence cross-checks. It was discovered that Marrel was the leak, and there was someone that was funding his efforts. Someone who's name that he had yet to uncover.

Cassian leaned forward over the duracrete railing, watching the hoverlanes stream like veins of fire through the city. Somewhere below, a freighter's engines roared to life, shaking the walkway under his boots. He pulled his hood a little lower, scratching at the beard he'd grown to hide his face, It itched like hell.

But the disguise worked. Here, no one saw a Republic agent. Just another man doing what he had to in order to survive.

That was the thing about Nar Shaddaa, it stripped you down until the line between pretending and becoming blurred. And Cassian wasn't sure anymore which side of that line he stood on.

He exhaled slowly, hand brushing the hidden comm still sewn into his jacket lining. Another night, another meet. Another chance to push closer to the truth—and maybe, finally, a way home.



 
The business that brought Aren to Nar Shaddaa was entirely different than what brought Cassian to the moon. In fact, she hadn't even known he was here and wasn't looking for him. Thinking was something else entirely. She had done her best to put Naboo and Cassian into her past and move beyond what might have been. Little things kept popping into her mind, though, and she came across the galaxy in an attempt to run from them.

Flipping a credit chit in her hand as she traversed the skylanes, she had the feeling her night was going to go far differently than she expected. Her first order of business was to find a hot table and spend a few credits. After that, hit one of the cantinas and have some drinks. Then, a return to the dingy flat she was staying in while visiting.

If she was asked why she was here, it was to sightsee and gamble. Just like countless others. Deeper down, she knew she was still running. But she kept that buried and to herself.

The speeder landed, and she paid the fare. Climbing out of the taxi, she checked to make sure she had her bag. One item she would be lost without, and almost had it with her. Zipping it shut, she tossed her hair back and walked into the casino.

Cassian Abrantes Cassian Abrantes
 


Nar Shaddaa had a way of swallowing people whole, some came for profit, some for escape, most pretending they knew the difference. Cassian had stopped pretending weeks ago.

By the time he reached the upper levels again, the night had folded around him in neon haze. His pulse slowed. He ducked into the crowds, a face among thousands, his beard and worn jacket blending in with the masses that lived and gambled beneath the stars. He needed a place to cool down, to watch and listen without drawing notice.

The casino's glow drew him like a signal flare.

Cassian stood in the entryway for a beat, letting the artificial light wash over him. The sound was a tidal wave, holo-chips clattering, dealers calling bets, droids offering complimentary drinks in polite, mechanical tones. The air smelled of perfume, coolant, and stale credits.

He moved along the edge of the crowd, every step measured. His eyes weren't on the tables. They were on exits, guards, and patterns. A lifetime of of military work mixed with Intelligence work meant he couldn't just be in a place anymore, he had to read it. Even now, undercover, he couldn't shut it off.

That's when he saw her.

Aren.

It hit him like a stun pulse, impossible and immediate. The dark hair, the tilt of her chin, the faint tension in her posture that he remembered too well. She was standing at one of the sabacc tables, a credit chit flicking between her fingers like a tell. Her expression was composed, but the eyes, they carried the same storm he thought he'd left on Naboo.

For a moment, he froze. Every instinct screamed don't engage. Not here. Not now. He was supposed to be a smuggler, half-drunk and half-lost, not Cassian Abrantes of the Naboo intelligence service. But the Force, or whatever passed for fate on Nar Shaddaa, had other plans.

He drifted closer, keeping the mask in place. Just another man watching the tables. Just another drifter with nowhere else to be. But his gaze lingered, and when her eyes flicked up, just for an instant, their gazes locked.

Cassian's jaw tightened. He turned slightly, pretending interest in the dealer's hand, and muttered just loud enough for her to catch it. She probably wouldn't recognize him immediately, with his appearance as it was. Tattered clothing, bearded and just the overall look of a drifter.

"Didn't think I'd ever see Naboo's luck follow me this far."


 
She hadn't yet started drinking for the evening. She had all of her wit about her, and yet she wasn't ready for what was about to happen. She picked sabacc to lose a few credits on because then she wouldn't be tempted to affect a machine. The organic interaction was also lovely. Flipping the chit around her fingers wasn't a new habit, but she didn't do it very often, mainly because she didn't usually deal with physical credits.

Giving it a lucky flip, she caught it as it started falling to her and fumbled it when she heard his voice. Looking around, their eyes met. His eyes gave him away. No matter what his appearance was, the green was unmistakable. Wanting to keep her Force ability a secret from the others around them, she could only think of one way to get over to him. Walk around the table.

Luckily, she hadn't placed a bet yet, or she would have folded. He was more important than any game. First things first. She stopped gawking, replaced her bag on her shoulder, and left the table.

Her following action might get her kicked out of the casino, but she was willing to risk that. Once she was in front of him, she stared at him and had her jaw clenched tight. She didn't trust herself to unlock it yet. Breathing probably a little more harshly than she would have normally. One of her hands kept fisting and letting go. In a move that was likely enhanced with the Force just slightly, she slapped him.

The sound echoed through the immediate area and faded.

"Luck. Where has that been?"

This time when she moved, it wasn't with any hostility. Unless he pulled away, she would kiss him full on the lips.

"I should have done that a long time ago."

Cassian Abrantes Cassian Abrantes
 


For a man who'd faced down blaster muzzles, death warrants, and half the underworld's bounty hunters, Cassian had never felt quite so exposed as he did in that moment.

The slap came before thought, before words, before reason. It cracked through the air like a whip, silencing the nearest table. A few heads turned; laughter sputtered, dice froze mid-roll. Cassian didn't move. The sting burned against his cheek, a sharp, grounding heat that told him this wasn't a dream, and she wasn't a ghost conjured by exhaustion.

He could have reached for the act, for the smuggler's lazy smirk or the spy's mask of indifference. But none of them fit, not with her standing there, eyes fierce and alive and full of everything he'd buried to survive Nar Shaddaa.

When she kissed him, the noise of the casino dimmed. His first instinct was hesitation, his body taut, every nerve wired from weeks of living on edge. Then instinct gave way. His hand lifted, brushing against the curve of her shoulder, drawing her closer before he remembered where they were.

He pulled back slowly, breath unsteady, forehead resting against hers for a heartbeat too long. His voice, when it came, was low, hoarse, rough from disuse and disbelief.


"I thought I'd imagined you," he murmured. "Back on Naboo… I kept thinking I'd see you around a corner. Then I learned better. You don't find what you've already lost."

He searched her face, the light of the sabacc tables dancing in her eyes. The beard, the grime, the worn clothes, they were all part of the act, but right now they felt real enough. And yet, standing in front of her, Cassian remembered who he was under all of it.


His thumb traced her jaw, barely a touch, before he dropped his hand and glanced around. Already, a few onlookers were losing interest, turning back to their bets. The moment, like everything on this moon, would soon be swallowed by noise.

"You shouldn't be here, Aren," he said quietly. "Not on this rock." His gaze softened, contradiction threading through his tone. "You deserve better than anything that breathes the same air as Nar Shaddaa."

"Why are you here?"



 
The slap was rather satisfying, but the kiss was even more. Something they had both hesitated in doing before. This time she didn't. His reluctant response didn't bother her, and then he felt it. Reacted naturally and kissed her back. His touch drew flames across her skin, and then his fingers were gone.

Heads together for a few moments, and then he was speaking again. Brown eyes searched his green for the lie she thought he was telling her. When she didn't find it, she sucked in a raw breath and looked away for a second. She decided a similar kind to the slap.

"Come with me this time. I don't know what you are doing here, but you breathe this air as much as the next person. You told me to leave Naboo, and I regret not staying. I'm not doing that again."

He asked what she was doing on Nar Shaddaa, and she let a breath out through her nose.

"I was running from being alone. I don't need to do that anymore."

Her decision had been made, but if he wanted to leave, she wasn't going to stop him. No matter if it ripped her heart out again. Once she was pretty sure nobody else was watching, she closed her eyes and wished them away. There was a reason for him to be on this planet, and she wasn't about to take him away from that purpose.

Instead, that simple wish took them to the dingy flat she had rented for her visit. It wasn't anything special or high tech. Nothing like her home had been on Denon or even the room he had loaned her on Naboo. It was hardly more than a kitchen, a bed, and a bathroom, but it gave her everything she needed.

Without anybody to watch, she did let go of him, but she didn't want him to leave.

"Stay. Even if it's just the night."

While she wanted more from him than that, if that was all he offered, she would take it gladly.

Cassian Abrantes Cassian Abrantes
 


Cassian barely had time to breathe before the world shifted. The flash of light, the lurch in his stomach, it was like being caught mid-jump out of hyperspace. Then silence. The casino's roar vanished, replaced by the faint hum of Nar Shaddaa's power grid and the slow, arrhythmic drip of a leaky faucet. He blinked once, twice, taking in the narrow walls, the flickering panel light, the threadbare sheets. The air smelled of metal and stale air filters, but it was quiet. No eyes on them. No aliases to maintain.

Aren.

For a long moment he just looked at her, beard-shadowed jaw tight, mind trying to catch up to the fact that she'd brought them here, anywhere but there. The part of him that lived in operational maps screamed about exposure, traceable Force signatures, every risk of being found. But the rest of him, the part he'd tried to bury under code names and fabricated manifests, only saw the way her chest rose as she caught her breath.

Her words still echoed in him. Come with me this time.

When she said stay, his eyes closed. There it was, the pull. The one thing that had haunted him since Naboo, the choice between duty and what he wouldn't stop reaching for.

He took a single step forward, closing the last of the distance. His hand found hers, roughened fingertips against soft skin. "I can't promise more than tonight." he admitted quietly. "Not with what I'm doing here." He looked up, the green of his eyes steady now, stripped of disguise. "I've spent too many nights running from what I wanted. So tonight, I'll stop running."

Cassian reached out again, brushing a strand of her hair back behind her ear. His touch lingered there, fingertips tracing down to her jaw as though memorizing every line he had tried to forget. "How do you find the places I bury things?" he murmured. It wasn't quite a compliment, but there was no reproach in it either, just the raw truth of someone caught between two lives.

He kissed her then. No hesitation this time, no crowd watching, no mission pressing at the edges of his thoughts. The kiss was slow, drawn-out, tasting faintly of everything they hadn't said on Naboo. Cassian's hands found her waist, the roughness of his palms a contrast to the smoothness of her skin. He pulled her close enough that he could feel the rhythm of her breath against his chest. For a man who had spent weeks sleeping with one eye open, it felt almost unbearable, this closeness, this trust.

When they finally broke apart, his forehead rested against hers, the air between them warm, shared.

"You shouldn't make it so easy to forget what I'm supposed to be." he whispered.

 

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