Corvus walked and talked. It would be easy to be jaded at giving the same tour over and over again. But to things stopped that happening. The first was a sense of duty. Every new visitor was seeing it for the first time — and deserved the same level of enthusiasm that Corvus herself had felt the day she set foot in the place. The second? Her love for all things Jedi. For learning. For Temples and Academies and Holocrons and…well….everything Jedi.
Her enthusiasm for the task was not false, it was natural. So she pointed out rooms and dormitories. The underground gardens that provided their food. The pools — both fresh and salt-water, that many of their number relied upon as a habitat from time to time. The there were the standard features, like a canteen, the gym, the conservatories.
And then there were the unique items — like the Muntuur Stones.
And she answered each question as it came, her love of the subject providing fuller answers than were probably required — and sometime no doubt wanted.
“How? Now that’s a great question. And like all wonderful questions, it lacks a definitive answer. Sometimes a Padawan believes they are ready. But their Master does not. Other times it is the other way around. The Force is sneaky like that. In my experience, the Force has a way of letting you know. Deep down. Many Padawans say they are ready when it is a desire to progress, not a belief they have learned what is necessary. I suspect they know the truth.”
“My best answer? Is that you will know. And so will your Master. And so will the Council. It will be apparent. The Force is about trust, faith and belief. If there is any doubt that you are ready, then you will fail. It works like that. In any aspect of the Force. Trust in the Force, Théo, and it will never let you down. Listen to it. If there is truth between your heart and the Force, all will be well.”
“The smart answer is of course a day after the Padawan believes he is ready and a day before the Master does. But these things tend to even out. My advice is always to ignore the trials. Don’t even think about them. Otherwise they seem too far away and you fret about the distance to travel.”
She openly chuckled at his second question. “Did your parents put you up to these questions,” she held up a hand to show she meant it in jest. “You know all the tough ones.”
“The path to the Dark-side is not as simple as many believe. There is no single route. Much like being a Jedi in some ways. Some only know the Dark-side. Their decision is based upon ignorance. Not knowing there is a choice.”
“For others, their personality, their moral code, that determines their fate. At least for the short-term. Everyone is redeemable. Believe that. If there is only one thing you remember from our conversations it should be that. Both my sisters were Sith. One still is. The other sits on the Jedi Order Council. Redeemable. Every one of them.”
“And of course, some fall to the Dark-side. It is an easy path to power. Not greater power, mark you, but a quicker route. Those that forget the Code can easily slip. With great intentions, but it can be a slippery slope. For honouring the Code each and every day can be a challenge for us all. And it can, if I’m entirely honest, be a little ambiguous at times.” She gave him a conspiratorial wink. “But we muddle through.”
She smiled again. “Me? I’m good. I am a Jedi. I serve. It’s what I do and what I was born to do and I love to do. Losing Ossus wasn’t pleasant — but with the benefit of hindsight, merely a stepping stone forwards. Sometimes those stones are placed in front of one another. And sometimes you have to go side-ways to go forwards eventually. Ossus was a real zig-zag but I’m moving in the right direction. The Jedi Order are too. And the Jedi as a whole are more agreeable to working together. So what’s not to be happy about.”
And her personal life was good too, but she was not about to share too much about that to a young and impressionable Jedi.
“So how are you? Your family?”
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