"You say you saw someone worth believing in," she murmured, her breath brushing his lips like the faintest whisper of heat between them. Shade didn't move away, didn't create space; instead, she held the line as if withdrawing even a fraction would turn honesty into weakness. Her gaze steadied on him, sharp and unwavering, even as her voice softened.
"Do you know what I saw?"
She stayed close—close enough that he could feel the subtle tremor she kept carefully locked beneath her control, close enough that he could sense the tension coiling in her spine as she stepped fully into vulnerability rather than away from it. Nothing about her posture wavered, but the truth she offered did. It was the quiet tremble of someone who never allowed themselves the luxury of being seen.
"A man who should have been a threat to me." Her thumb brushed once across his knuckles, a slow, unintentional gesture that carried more trust than any oath she could speak aloud.
"Republic Intelligence. Discipline. Power. Access. Every reason to keep me at arm's length." The admission hung heavy, tempered by something far more personal. Her walls hadn't just been high—they had been necessary. And yet he'd stepped through them without force, without arrogance, without fear.
Her gaze lowered for a brief moment, lashes dipping as memory flickered warm and sharp behind her eyes. It wasn't shame or regret; it was the weight of realizing that someone had once looked past the weapon to the woman, and she hadn't known how to accept it.
"But you didn't treat me like a tool. Or a weapon." Her voice lowered, growing steadier as she continued.
"You spoke to me like I was a person first. You watched me—not with fear, not with superiority, but with…clarity."
Shade's breath slipped out, long and controlled, the exhale that came when a truth had finally found its form. It wasn't nerves—Shade did not get nervous—but the quiet release of someone finally giving voice to something long-silent.
"You saw what I could be before I did." Her tone carried neither pride nor discomfort—only truth.
"That was new. No one has ever tried to recruit me for anything except what I'm capable of killing."
Her fingers slid from his hand to his wrist, tracing the strong, steady pulse beneath his skin. She held it gently, as though grounding both of them in the same breath, feeling the surety of him, the steadiness he had offered her long before either of them had dared name what this was.
"And when I was sent to take you…" Her voice dipped, quieting with memory as she shook her head.
"…you didn't see a threat either. You saw the possibility."
There was no shame in her tone—merely acknowledgment of the moment that changed everything.
Then, without hesitation, without flinching from the truth:
"And you were right about one thing—I didn't choose you then."
Shade leaned in until their foreheads touched again, the most minor shift, intimate and deliberate. The gesture softened her words, letting him feel the sincerity woven into each one. Her voice dropped to barely above a whisper—low, calm, certain.
"But I chose you the night of the festival when you asked me what I wanted. When you listened."
A soft, barely-there hum vibrated in her throat, almost like a laugh, but gentler—something rare and fragile in its honesty.
"I didn't think I'd ever have something like this again. Or want it."
Her hand lifted, not toward his cheek but instead pressing to his chest, right over his heart. Her palm rested there with careful pressure, as if feeling every steady beat his body offered her.
"But I'm here. With you. Not because of orders. Not because of a mission." She steadied herself, voice threading with a quiet, unshakable strength.
"Because I chose this. I chose us."
When her eyes rose again, crimson locking with green, there was nothing coy or hesitant in her expression—only a fierce, undiluted certainty that burned hotter than any flame.
"And I am not letting it go."
And then she kissed him again—but now it was slower, deeper, more deliberate. Not a stolen moment, not a question, not an accident. It was a declaration. A claiming. A promise sealed in breath and warmth.
A kiss that said
she belonged to him, and he belonged to her, and nothing—past, present, or future—would change that now.
Cassian Abrantes