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The Eternal Oath

The Eternal Oath
'It's not the Oath that makes us believe
the man, but the man the Oath.'

The sound of creaking was heard from an wicker chair that slowly rocked back and forth. The air was hot, it was humid, and to most it may have been nearly unbearable to deal with. What else was one supposed to expect from a forested planet? For the man in the rocking chair, his attention wasn't on the weather, nor the sound a rocking chair made indicating brittle wood. His icy blue eyes remained focused, intently, on a data pad in front of him. On the banister of the patio rested a tiny metallic satellite dish. A cord connected the two devices.

"Gravis. You're late for training. We're supposed to work on your senses while moving. Let's go." Run'ok said as he came up the front steps of the large Manor that Jake Daniels called home.

Jake peeked up from his data pad, his blue eyes spotting the Noghri Warrior that had made it his own personal mission to retrain and rebuild the mentally taxed Sith Knight and former protector of the Shamalain Family. Without so much as a hello, Jake turned his gaze back to the data pad. His fingers thumped loudly on the screen while his mouth mumbled the words of what he was writing.

Run'ok came to a stand just a few feet from the Knight. Leaning against the wall of the home, the Noghri simply eyed the Sith Knight. He noted the silver chain around Gravis' neck which held the mans wedding band. Since returning from the Temple of Mal'ary'ush, since Jake found what he had hidden so many centuries prior when the plague first hit, the mind of the Sith Knight seemed changed. Even if not significantly, there was a difference. The look of betrayal on his face was no longer visible. When speaking of the Shamalain Lineage, the Knight didn't curse them. For Run'ok that was a step in the right direction. The Noghri wondered though, what was Gravis up too?

Daniels kept thumping away on the data pad, deleting and retyping a message that had proven harder to articulate than he expected. He had made a lot of recent mistakes. A lot. It was time to right the most significant of them. Jake leaned back in his chair, read his message once more, then pressed a send button on the bottom of the screen. His attention turned towards the satellite dish which suddenly turned slightly, tilted itself at a peculiar angel and let out a small beeping noise. When the beeping stopped, Jake looked at the datapad. The message had been sent.

//Encoded Message :: Recipient Identification - HIDDEN :: Recipient Location - HIDDEN//
//Begin Transmission...

Miss Darke,

It has taken me some time to come to terms with the reality of my situation. More importantly it has taken me some time to stop putting the blame on others for an event they were not apart of. I have lived my life in servitude to the Shamalain Family. I have lived my life bound to an Oath that I still treasure to this day but an Oath I broke when I uttered a threat that I did intend to carry out. I have seen the mistake in what I have done.

Time feels different for me. Waking up in a galaxy that has changed so much is at times nearly unbearable. Waking up and realizing everyone I knew, my family, my Master, are long since passed is agonizing to say the least. I should not have berated you like I did. I should not have threatened you or what you do like I did.

What I am trying to tell you is that I apologize for my threats. I know words can be fleeting so please note that necessary steps were taken to show that I am no threat to you, your kin, or your organization. I have ensured I remain on Honoghr with no means of getting off this planet as a sign of good faith to you.

You may be wondering how I managed to get a hold of your personal communication links. That is unimportant. Just know I am very good at tracking the family of my Master. Though my Master is dead. Her family is not. As I did then I do now:

I live to serve and serve to live the Shamalains. Should you need my blade all you need do is ask.

Forever in the servitude of you and yours.

-Jake.
//...end transmission//
//Interference - NONE :: Interception - NONE :: Message Details - RECEIVED//
"Who did you contact?" Run'ok asked.

"Amorella Darke." Jake replied.

Run'ok let out a sigh, "With how you say you left off your last conversation with her, are you sure she's going to even read whatever you sent to her?"

"Yes." Jake replied. He grabbed the small satellite dish and the datapad then disappeared into the home. Just as quickly he reappeared, "Ok, now it's time for the run."

"What did you tell her." Run'ok asked as the two began to trot off towards the clearing.

Jake looked over at the Noghri, "I'm sorry."

"You actually apologized?" Run'ok asked with a sarcastic twist to his tone.

"It's rare but it happens. I used to drive Lady Reticea nuts when I wouldn't apologize." Jake laughed. "How long is today's training?"

"We're going past the clearing, down towards the creek and near a ridge. I have Noghri ready to test if you can feel out and sense where they are as you run." Run'ok explained. "We'll be back before high noon. Are you still coming to the Village for the feast tonight?"

"Wouldn't miss it." Jake replied. Then without warning, Daniels burst into a full sprint.

Run'ok was as surprised as he was impressed. Jake had been taking the training seriously since his visit to the Temple of Mal'ary'ush. Besides the slow changes to his mind that the Noghri had been noticing, Run'ok noted the mans knees weren't giving out on him like they used too. By his estimates, Run'ok believed Jake put on five to ten more pounds of muscle in a short period of time. That was impressive.

Not wanting to be shown up by some mere human, Run'ok was quick to catch up. It was then that the foot race to the clearing began.

[member="Amorella Shamalain"]​
Jakes Outfit: link
 
Kuat - Planetside
Darke Estate - Private manor of the royal family.

"I miss him..."
"Who?"
"Father."

Though the silences between mother and daughter had become more profound over the past several years, Amorella could not continue to carry on this life away from family that she had attempted to forge for herself. Marriage to [member="Cameron Centurion"] wasn't ... normal, but very few things in the young woman's life had been. The two spent little time together, physically, while their duties and stations called them to opposite ends of the galaxy. Opposite ends of nearly every war. Yet despite the distance they could not be closer. Closing her eyes for even a moment Amore could feel his presence there, ever watchful, like a spectre in the darkness of her distant subconscious.

In moments of uncertainty she could reach through the ether of the Force for the support of a Sith Lord and a man who had lived nearly six centuries. In times of frailty and loneliness, however, she found the physical presence of her family to be the most relieving.

Since her introduction to Jake Daniels, Amorella had become more aware of how thin her familial connections had become. She'd gone home to Kuat, to her mother, and to all the memories of her youth including that of her father: Xander Starkiller.

"You know he's not your father."

Her mother's words often stung much deeper than she probably knew. The grimace on her face was fleeting, but visual all the same. Amore stared at the painting of the man: "Dr. Stark" is what they knew him as. A brilliant and unique mind of the KDY R&D department. They did not know him as her father, such was how his relationship with her mother played out, and though she had only recently gained the knowledge of her true origins, Amore felt the truth mattered very little. He had been her father as far as she was concerned, and his absence weighed strangely on her.

"What happened to him?" she asked quietly, turning to look at her mother who sat delicately tending to a bonsai tree with a pair of small nippers.

Acidic green eyes leveled with her over the tiny leaves of the tree. A muted, gentle sigh followed. Amorella could see the tightening of her mother's lips, the barely concealed stress wrinkles at the corners of her eyes. "He left," the elder woman answered tightly. She may have perfected the art of impassive-facade to the public, but behind closed doors Amore knew every nuanced degree of expression. Her mother disliked speaking about Xander. Another "lost cause" to she who had so many to count.

"I'm sorry ... has Ayden been to visit lately? Since Lujo?"

"No."

[member="Ayden Cater"], the most recent of suitors and longest lasting for her mother, yet another man whisked away on the galactic winds of war. It almost seemed unfair, that she should find such definitive comfort in her marriage to Cameron where her own mother struggled to make anything more than surface connections.

"You should come visit us on Borleias, see the family. Mero and Verie will be moving into a home there, too. I'm certain they would all love to see you."

"Did you come here for a reason, Esmae?"

Amore frowned and lifted her hands to lightly hug at her arms, "The album?"

"You could have asked Sahti to get it for you. She knows where it is."

"...I wanted to see you ...before..."

"Before..?"

Amore sighed, "Before I left for my next mission with the Foundation. I don't expect to be anywhere near here for the foreseeable future."

Lorelei blinked and stood, folding the nippers within her hands in a way that made Amore curiously uncomfortable. Blue eyes followed the progress of the Kuatian Sovereign as she rounded the stand and moved to embrace her, pressing cold lips against her forehead before speaking into her hair, "You get your amorous ways from your father."

"I thought he wasn't my father."

"Whatever you say, child."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Honoghr
Just beyond Shamalain Manor estate.

It had not taken long for the local noghri to mobilize at the sight of the descending ship. A full retinue met them as they stepped down the cargo bay ramp, weapons poised and curiosity on their faces upon spying the figure of Kefka as he stepped out infront of Amore. He explained to them their intent - to visit the home of former Governess Reticea to pay respects - and then moved aside to allow her to step into view.

The reaction was immediate: weapons withdrawn and every single noghri dropped to a kneel.

"Oh no, no please don't do that-" another frown, she was doing that a lot lately, "please, I'm not-"

"Dal'mada'ush," Kefka said to her, The Daughter. They could smell it.

[member="Jake Daniels"]
 
Jake’s eyes remained focused on the trail before him. The force itself, the darkness that Daniels siphoned, assisted him as he reached out. He felt everything within a dozen or so meters of his constantly changing position. For the Knight, that was a stark improvement. He felt birds, small rodents, and even insects. The forests of Honoghr, even in such a tiny area, were pouring out with life and he felt it all. A smile crept on Daniels face as he extended a finger out to his left.

Run’ok glanced to where Jake pointed and spotted a fellow Noghri, covered in leaves, hiding among bushes. The Warrior looked forward to Jake again, whom after a few moments pointed two fingers upwards. Again he pointed out two Noghri that had been sitting well hidden in the foliage above. For the last several minutes, Jake had done what was asked. He used his force enhanced senses to feel for surrounding sentients. It was impressive. He hadn't missed a single hiding Noghri.

While the running had gotten easier on Jake as he trained, he still tired. Placing both hands on his hips, the mans sprinting turned into a jog, then a trot, and finally a brisk walk. Run’ok was at his side in an instant.

“First time you caught up.” Jake joked.

Run’ok let out a grunt. Regardless as to whether or not the Noghri wanted to admit it, the human had been faster. It was remarkable watching the physical changes in the man. For a human whom returned to Honoghr thin, weak, and malnourished. Whom for months let himself waste away in a severe depression. To see that same human rebuild his body was remarkable. The Apprentice of Mal’ary’ush had earned the respect of the Noghri once more. Why? He didn’t quit. Regardless how tormented his life had been or currently was, the man now woke up each day, put his boots to the ground and carried on in such a manner that demons would have thought ‘Oh damn.’

“Hey,” Jake said noticing Run’oks sudden silence, “everything ok?”

Run’ok glanced up at Jake, realizing his mind had wandered, “Yes. I am fine.”

“Alright.” Daniels replied with a hint of curious disbelief. Run’ok never seemed to just zone out. That was a Jake thing to do. “From here let’s head tow…”

The sound of an atmospheric crack echoed through the forest. The sound so distinct, so unique, Jake knew what it was the second it ended. A ship had come to Honoghr and it was close. The Knight glanced up but the canopy of the forest was simply too thick to allow any decent visual. Rushing off, Run’ok and Jake were soon joined by a half dozen Noghri Warriors that had been assisting in the Knights training through the morning. When they approached a drop off in the ground, the view cleared and Jakes mouth went agape.

“What the hell?” Daniels asked as he stared up at a ship that man had never seen before. Though hard to see every detail due to its white colored hull, Jake saw enough to know he had never seen anything like it before. The overall design was so foreign, so unique.

“Your friends?” Run’ok said.

Jake watched as the ship neared their position, “No.”

Icy blues stared at the oddly shaped vessel as it continued to draw close. Any expectation of it passing overhead were dashed however when the ship made a slight turn. That turn in its course caused the blue iris’ of the man to give way to a vibrant crimson. The ship was heading in the direction of Jakes home.

~ ~ ~

There were more Noghri that Jake was accustomed too around the Manor. Though he didn’t immediately see the ship, the man knew it was close. What alarmed him though was just the sheer amount of Noghri that had arrived. More seemed to be arriving, while others whispered among themselves in tones too low for simple human ears to understand.

“Dal’mada’ush? Are you certain?” Run’ok asked in complete surprise. A Noghri Scout nodded then turned his attention in the direction that she had walked. “How long ago?”

The Scout mumbled something about five or so minutes. For Run’ok this was a huge event and explained just why so many Noghri were around. He estimated at least a hundred in the immediate area, and undoubtedly more that remained hidden in the forests surrounding the Manors Estate grounds. How was he going to explain this to Jake?

“Run’ok.” Jake shouted. “What’s going on?”

“You have guests.” Run’ok replied.

“Who is it? Why are there so many Noghri on my land?” Jake asked.

Run’ok didn’t know what to say so he said nothing.

Daniels was irritated at the Noghri’s reluctance to talk. He narrowed his eyes, “Tell them to go away while I deal with these people.” Why didn’t the Noghri attack these guests like they tried Jakes old smuggling crew? Why stand around while intruders dared near hollowed and sacred ground?

Instead of taking the typical path up to his home, Daniels worked his way along the tree line. After a few moments it hit him. Like a crashing sea wave against a cliff face, the power of her aura brought Daniels to a knee. He knew that presence the moment his body reacted to it. The power. The strength. The familiarity of it. He had felt it only once before. Once was all he needed. Just like before, the aura was nearly as intoxicating as his Masters, as nourishing to his depleted reserves. Like an empty reservoir filling with water, Jake welcomed the feeling.

She had come... but why?

Jake glanced past several trees to see his home. More importantly he saw her; Amorella Darke. Instantly Jake did what he could to bring in his force presence, to hide as much of his presence as possible. A part of him wanted to emerge, reveal himself, and inquire. Another part, a scared defensive part wanted to remain hidden. When Jake spotted her Noghri escort, the same he had met on Byblos, the Knight knew the jig was up. Even if Amorella hadn’t sensed him, even he had been quick enough to lessen his presence, Jake knew the Noghri had smelled him.

Amorella was a Shamalain. That was why the Noghri had all come. Why so many though? How long had it been since a Shamalain had stepped foot upon Honoghr? Jake turned his attention towards the few Noghri around him, all simply standing and watching the planets newest arrivals. Letting out a held breath, Jake brought himself to a stand.

A man's home was his castle and the King of this castle would give the newly arrived guests the respect of a greeting.

Emerging from the treeline, Jake removed his sunglasses. The eye coloring slowly returning to their ice blue. He stood in a way to show Amorella and her Noghri Escort that he carried no weapons nor posed any threat. His sabers had been where he left them; in the house. There was a visible uneasiness to how Jake stood. The Knight didn't like surprises and her arrival was a huge one. Perhaps an inquiry would ease a suddenly large tension that had set in over the Manor's estate.

"Miss Darke." Jake said with an awkwardly apparent shiver to his voice. "Welcome to Honoghr. What, pray-tell, brings you to my home?" Among the tone as he speak was an unmistakable emotion, fear.


[member="Amorella Shamalain"]​
 
It was not that being the center of attention put the woman in a state of discomfort. In fact Amorella was quite comfortable having the eyes of dozens, hundreds, thousands...millions, upon her. Having her life under the microscope of the media and the masses since the day she was born had become commonplace. Coming to terms with an entire Empire hanging upon her every word had taken time, but she had come into her own not as the once-Heiress of Kuat, but as an Aesir of the Moross Crusade in the far reaches of southern wild space.

Despite all this, she felt unnerved. Perhaps it was the fear she could feel seeping from the presence of Jake Daniels. Or perhaps the shock and awe of the noghri gathered round. Maybe it was the unknown that Honoghr posed as a planet - a place she had heard of from her family but never personally visited, at least not that she could recall. Still her expression remained placid on the surface and her own emotions carefully tucked away, she was nothing if not her mother's daughter.

"Hello Mr. Daniels," she answered the man, her own voice quite steady, calm, "and thank you."

She'd forgone her business suit and opted for something closer to the garb of her home culture of Kuat - robes of blues accented by emmerald green and golds. Clothing she felt comfortable in not simply for the material, but for what it meant to her. A little piece of home. Amore stepped forward, allowing her own gaze of blue to pan across the backdrop of land beyond their immediate surroundings, "I've come to pay my respects to my ancestors, if I may visit their graves?"

[member="Jake Daniels"]
 
"Hello Mr. Daniels, and thank you."

The calmness of Amorella's voice was reminiscent of his Lady Silencia's. The way she could control her facial expressions, her physical being, and even the tone of the voice. It was remarkable. His crimson hair, the huegh of her flesh, and her overall physique reminded the Knight of that very Master. Her eyes though; they were different. That was what helped to ensure Jake didn't mistake this powerful Shamalain descendant for someone he longed for. Amorellas had striking blues. His Masters were a more beautiful green.

Four and a half?

Five?

Perhaps five and a half months?

Jake had lost count of how much time had passed since he had awoken on Dantooine. For him, first being confined on the planet, then finding a means of escape, only to resort back to self-imposed exile, it screwed with his perceptual awareness. He estimated five months. In those five months there had only been six people whom visited Honoghr. Six. None of them had been Shamalain. Not one of them had been Darke. Yet here one stood. The man was four hundred and fifty nine years old; in a technical sense. Physically forty two. He'd been asleep for four hundred and seventeen. In all that time had anyone ever... come home? Had any of them even visited this place while Jake had been asleep?

"I've come to pay my respects to my ancestors, if I may visit their graves?"

The Knight let out a quiet sigh. Had anyone ever bothered to visit the graves of their ancestors before this moment? With how Jake found his own home he doubted it.

"This way." Jake said. He very cautiously walked past Amorella and her Noghri guard. Across the well trimmed lawn, around the now well kept home and into the vast backyard of the Shamalain Manor, Gravis came to a stop near the back patio. He pointed towards three headstones which rested a couple of dozen meters from the home; give or take.

The first and third were standard shaped headstones. A thick slab which rose from the ground and had a rounded off top. The first tombstone had Lysanders full name written upon it. The third had Romanos. The headstone in the center was a dome shaped marble. On it was Cerusia's name.

"Take your time." The Knight said as he sat on the patios backsteps. This was Amorella's family. She deserved the respect of visiting them without Jake breathing over her shoulder.

[member="Amorella Shamalain"]​
 
Truths left untold for as long as she knew, Amorella had been unaware of the vast majority of her family's real history up until only a few years ago. The breadth of these revelations had come not at the word of her mother, but the gift of her now husband [member="Cameron Centurion"] on a quiet evening on Exocron. That night everything had changed.

Her steps were silent, her movements fluid and controlled. The once-Aesir followed Jake around the bend of the property to the hidden sanctuary he kept in the back, the final resting place of his family - those he believed to be her ancestors. Amore came to stand before the graves in curious quietude. How strange it felt to stand before the tombstones of her eldest sister and nephews when she knew that the very same woman walked and lived hundreds of star systems away.

Not the very same, she corrected herself internally. Not the original. A torn shadow of what once was, a cruel depiction of the gentle soul and brilliant mind that had come before. She lowered herself onto the grass and allowed her hands to rest on her thighs, blue eyes reading the names before her.

Romano Lear Shamalain
Lysander Rune Shamalain
Cerusia Rorisa Shamalain

What memories did Cerusia's current incarnation hold of her past life? Did she dream about the faces of her sons and husband? The home she once inhabited? The life she once lead? What portion of her past life remained in that new body and what was still attached to her holocron? Merovign had said she'd made astonishing progress in her recovery, but how much could something that wasn't whole to begin with truly recover? It made her think of her own predicament and point of existence. Was she her own person or was she merely a reflection of the life that could have been were it not for all that things that had happened before? Was she herself ...or her mother?

"I wish I could have known her," a gentle, lilting tone drifted from the woman to mingle with the sound of junglesong, "I know so little about the true history of my bloodlines and much of it was lost to time, but there are still records of her tenure as Head Archivist. Her contributions to a forgotten empire. But nothing of her private life except ...your stories and this home."

[member="Jake Daniels"]
 
Jake watched as Amorella came to her knees. The quiet respect she gave the area was a testament to her character. Even if she and Jake didn't see exactly eye to eye, especially with regards to what Jake had wanted, there was a calmness about her. That fear that Jake initially felt? It had subsided a great deal. He was wary, but not fearful. Not right now at least. In the vastness of the galaxy, either in military or civilian life, people didn't tend to honor the dead. Many were just cremated and their ashes thrown to the winds. Many more were lost to time as they fell in conflict after conflict to never be granted a final respecting place. Jake ensured his family had at least that. They had been buried with love. They were remembered. They were honored.

Jake remained as he was. Hunched over, elbows on his knees, hands clasped together. His icy blue eyes watched Amorella. She, in herself, was proving difficult to figure out. Daniels force essence, the connection he held to it, was limited. It had been since his connection to his Master had shattered with the passage of time. Yet Jake didn't need a perfect bond with the force to feel Amorella's power. So much like his Lady Silencia. The way she looked, her physical appearance, was simply striking but the way she spoke. That was another alarm in itself. Her demeanor was in many way's like his Lady Reticea's.

"I wish I could have known her, I know so little about the true history of my bloodlines and much of it was lost to time, but there are still records of her tenure as Head Archivist. Her contributions to a forgotten empire. But nothing of her private life except ...your stories and this home."

"You would have liked my Lady Reticea." Jake paused as he thought about just what to say. "She was unrivaled in her intellect. I don't just say that to blow smoke. She was well versed in various subject matters. Some you would consider common knowledge, other stuff she knew was quite rare. Such is the life of an Archivist."

The aspects of her private life and by extension Jake's? What exactly did Amorella want to know? "She was a quiet woman." Jake said. "She didn't speak." Jake didn't explain any further than that. "She was a master of telepathy as a result of the physical limitation. She could turn even the strongest Sith minds inside out. Fortunately for me, each time she touched this," Daniels tapped his temple, "even when angry with me for something, there was a tenderness about it. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't thank my Lady Silencia for introducing me to her."

The man paused as he felt his throat tighten. His fingers played with the chained ring around his neck gently, a momentary way to try and subdue the pain of her loss, "My Lady Reticea was a remarkable woman whom took an unremarkable man as her mate." That was the honest truth. "A remarkable woman whom had two beautiful boys. She may have been a peacemaker in the family but there was another side of her. That Maternal instinct. People knew not to mess with her boys or even me." Jake smiled as a memory of his and Disseros less than stellar first attempt at a civil dinner came back. That awkwardness thanks in part due to both men being deftly afraid of pissing off his Lady Reticea, "Is there anything specific you want to know about her?"

[member="Amorella Shamalain"]​
 
Silence for a further stretch of time. Amore listened with a smile faintly pressing into her lips.

So it was true, what Merovign said. That the tender, gentile part of Reticea remained locked within the holocron while her bridled fury from her last life walked in that new body, learning to cope with a galaxy that was not her own. Learning to feel and understand a broken life. Her smile faded - it was troubling to think of Cera in that way. All that malice and cold spite witheld now wandering an unknown planet. Small wonder she hadn't destroyed the place yet.

Apparently even in her anger and seething hatred Cerusia Shamalain maintained a certain self control, however unsteady it might be at times.

Her gaze cast aside at the shadow of Jake lingering back beyond her shoulder, hunched on the steps. His lingering grief as clear to her as the sun in the sky.

"What did she want out of life...and do you think she found it?"

[member="Jake Daniels"]
 
"What did she want out of life...and do you think she found it?"

Now that was a loaded question and one that Jake was visibly uneasiness with. He did not like speaking for his Lady Reticea. Not now. Not then. Not ever. He held the same respect for his Lady Silencia. He did not put words in their mouths; even with their own kin. How then could Jake answer the first part of that question? What did his Lady Reticea want out of life? Jake knew that answer but it wasn't a simple one. First Jake had to make something very clear to Amorella.

"I have given my wife, sons, and my Master the respect of never speaking for them." There was a hint of an inferiority complex in Jake. Subtle but present. The respect he held for the Shamalain family dictated such. "Though I do not know how many generations have passed from then to now, for you to be here, but I will answer the first part of your question so long as you forgive me for speaking for her." That was the shining loyalty Jake had for his family, and more importantly for her. "What did my Lady Reticea want out of life? Honestly? A multitude of things. The gain and preservation of knowledge not for ultimate power but simply so it was not lost. To understand the force in ways no one thought of. To raise a family in safety, to be loved and to love. To make me a better person. To serve her family loyally. To protect our children and watch them grow. If you get down to it; to have a full and meaningful life."

That hurt. The knot in his throat which caused a loud crack to be heard in his tone as he said the final few words. Jake looked away, rubbed his eyes and quietly tilted his hat to hide his eyes beneath the brim. He wasn't going to let Amorella see the pain.

"Do I think she found it?" Jake repeated the last part of her question.

There was a long pause. Longer than normal for Daniels. His jaw was clenched while his teeth ground together. This part of the question did not need for Jake to speak for his Lady Reticea. Amorella was asking for his opinion. The man slowly let go of the ring on the chain and began picking at his fingers, "She found it... the plague changed everything though. The knowledge she relished was lost to the ages. I've rediscovered some while planet hopping and put it into her rebuilt study upstairs. Nothing compared to what she once had. We both protected our children until the plague. I failed in that regard. She was loved. Now and forever. Ultimately though the plague took it all from her. I wasn't there when she took her last breath. She barred me from seeing her so I wouldn't become ill. I can only hope when she passed she knew, even in all that chaos, she led a good life. I can only hope that where ever she is in the force she knows I am sorry for every bull-headed dumbass decision I have ever made. Wherever her soul resides I can only hope she knows I am sorry for failing our family, for failing her."

Jake was rambling and went completely off topic. How rude to Amorella.

"I apologize," Jake said as he used a sleeve to wipe at his eyes, "To again answer, yes she did find it. I just wish she had more time to enjoy the fruits of her labor." Jake glanced at the patio, the behind him at the house, "That's why I rebuilt this. Not because I wanted a home for myself again. I rebuilt this because of her. The Shamalains may have forgotten this place; allowed it to rot and fall apart. I didn't. I have it just as she had originally designed."

Jake looked up through reddened blue eyes, "I have a question for you. You obviously knew of the specific location of this home when most wouldn't be able to find it. You could have visited at any time. Why now? Not trying to insult you or anything of the sort. I'm just curious what's taken so long for Shamalain's... to come home."

[member="Amorella Shamalain"]
 
It was not for her to comment on his response. Having it unbridled, uninfluenced by her own thoughts was exactly the point. Amorella was not so much looking to understand her long-dead sister, but the man she had married. It said a lot about one's character in how they spoke of others, and much more had been conveyed by his words than simply the story or words alone.

Hands unfolded from her lap to reach forward and trace a circle within the grass before her. There a bloom of small, delicate white flowers emerged from the soil, growing in coils and budding tiny pearlescent petals that smelled of crisp, sweet nectar. Amore stood and turned finally to look at the grieving man, expression impassive but warm. Blue eyes cast a broad gaze around the clearing, taking in the place he called home.

Was it home for her family? The idea seemed so foreign to her. Kuat was home and always had been for as long as she could remember. Though connected to Honoghr through the lives and essence of her Noghri guards and family - Mahet, Kefka, Sahti - it wasn't something they openly spoke of and she wondered if perhaps this was not due to their own preference, but obedience of orders. Had her mother purposefully hidden the knowledge of her connection to this place? Why? What did she have to gain by keeping it a secret? What did she have to lose by her finding out?

The woman's brow tightened faintly as she considered her own youth. Every day she was reminded of it in some way.

"I did not know of this place," she replied finally as she glanced the trimmings of the house and the way the leaves of the jungle canopy dappled the walls with shadows, "not until very recently. I daresay had I known sooner I would have made an effort to see it on my own, though not with the intention to rebuild, simply to revere."

"So much of history was lost to the plague and the 400 year darkness. The detritus of centuries past litter this galaxy from end to end. Though we are connected to those who came before us, the majority of the living bear a superficial appreciation and respect for the past. We are far too concerned with the future. It makes sense that someone like you," she approached him now, movements slow and fluid, unthreatening, "whose future was stolen from them would wish to revisit and rebuild. A necessary catharsis."

Compassion manifested itself in the faint line of a smile on her lips, "May I see the inside?"

[member="Jake Daniels"]
 
Jake watched as Amorella played with the grass. It wasn't what she did that surprised Jake, it's what happened after she did it. Beautiful white flowers emerged from the soil. The power this woman held was staggering. To bring forth life, even simple life like flowers, was mind-numbing. What else could she do?

"I did not know of this place, not until very recently. I daresay had I known sooner I would have made an effort to see it on my own, though not with the intention to rebuild, simply to revere."

Daniels reddened eyes never left Amorella. Even as her attention turned towards her bloomed flowers to the house, the man kept a vigilant watch on his guest. She showed little to no emotion. Sure there were glimmers of such in her expressions but nothing like Jake. Daniels had always been an over-emotional, clingy, and co-dependent son of a queen. He knew at times it had to have driven his Master up a wall. Jake was the Apprentice who constantly sought reassurance from her; then later his wife.

"So much of history was lost to the plague and the 400 year darkness. The detritus of centuries past litter this galaxy from end to end. Though we are connected to those who came before us, the majority of the living bear a superficial appreciation and respect for the past. We are far too concerned with the future. It makes sense that someone like you, whose future was stolen from them would wish to revisit and rebuild. A necessary catharsis."

She was right about a couple of points; wrong about the biggest though. Amorella was correct in that most gave little passing thought to the past. They didn't live before the plague and they didn't live during it. They cared little for what happened then. That was the problem. One Jake saw clearly. A hunch told him Amorella saw it too. If people didn't learn from the past, the same mistakes were bound to happen again.

The pessimist in Jake Daniels had returned. The man now knew in his own realm of certainty there would be another galactic threat that would wipe out almost everyone. The man knew in that same realm of certainty that he'd never be happy again. So when the galaxy was bent over, told to grab its ankles, and to take a deep breath, Jake would be right here. On Honoghr, residing at the Shamalain Manor, and watching the Universe burn from his front porch.

The one thing she was wrong about? Jake wasn't planning on being released from the grief and pain of what he had lost. This rebuilt home wasn't about letting go. It was about clinging to something he wanted again. Something he'd never have again.

Jake had made no sudden movements as Amorella approached. Daniel's didn't fear Amorella for the same reasons another Knight may have feared a powerful user of the force. He feared her not necessarily for what she could do but for who she was.

"May I see the inside?"

He wasn't one to ever deny a Shamalain. Jake came to a quiet stand and motioned for her to follow. The moment that Jake stepped through the threshold, his demeanor loosened. His body wasn't as stiff and even his facial expression reflected such. The worry lines and crows feet of his eyes relented and his own smile crept across his face.

"Welcome to the Shamalain Manor." Jake said as he closed the back door behind him. While Amorella made have given off a very potent but welcoming smell of flowers outside, the inside of the manor held a mahogany scent. "This is the kitchen. When I rebuilt the home I tried to save any of the original woodwork that I could. This room reflects that in some of the cabinets. It's why some of the wood is darker. Otherwise everything here is the same as it was centuries ago. Almost the perfect match of what my Lady Reticea had wanted. Make no mistake, I am by no means gifted with design. This entire home was her doing. I simply was the hammer and nail that put it together; with help from others obviously. My wife was it's creator." Much like his suddenly changed demeanor, Jakes voice was a bit livelier. When it came to this place; a smile wouldn't be leaving his face.

"I've been spending a lot of time at the Noghri Village just outside my properties perimeter. I eat with them now. It's why the kitchen hasn't been used in a few weeks and everything's spotless." Jake explained. He pointed towards a door off on the side of the room, "That leads to the food storage and water filtration systems that were custom built for this place. Even though in my day Honoghr was in the heart of the Sith Empire, I always feared an attack so I ensured I always had enough food, water, and if need be an escape route out of the home for my family."

Jake set his baseball cap and sunglasses on the island counter top. He pulled two clear glasses from a cabinet, along with a pitcher of water from the fridge and poured both he and Amorella a cup, "You'll need to drink. It's only going to get hotter today and you're going to need all the fluids you can get." How acclimated was Amorella to a severely humid environment? "Did you want to see the entire home or the rooms specifically for Lady Reticea and the boys?"

The offer to see the rooms that belonged to his family specifically was one he never gave.

[member="Amorella Shamalain"]​
 
"How lovely," the tone was warm with hints of nostalgia for her own home on Kuat. She could see marks of her family's culture here in this home - the brushstroke style of color and decor. On Kuat the Darke Manor had been lauded as exotic, foreign, and until now had she never been quite able to place the origins of her family's ...tastes.

Was it Honoghran in nature? She'd never seen the native Noghri establishments, but she surmised as much that it was. There was a richness to the textures and shapes that spoke of old noble houses shadowing strict civil codes. Almost Atrisian in nature. Amore felt the instant connection and wondered, suddenly, if she had been here before. Perhaps she was drawing on the far conscience of the woman she'd been molded for? Deep down in the DNA the memories, the energies, they remained. Her fingers traipsed along the countertop, the urge to settle into meditation and lose herself in Flow Walking growing strong.

Cold crystal set before her reflected in the deep blue of her gaze, drawing forth a simple smile for the kind gesture. She took up the glass but did not drink. It wasn't water that she needed.

The young woman's eyes locked onto Jake's as he extended the offer for a full tour, noting the lines of expression on his face. The shift in demeanor was a curious one - from the man she'd met in her office on Byblos to the one speaking to her now. He seemed an entirely different person. Every detail of the exchange on Byblos had been set to memory just like every other moment of her life. She would never forget it. Not ever.

"Everything," Amore replied, "I would love to see it all."

[member="Jake Daniels"]
 
“Everything,” she said, “I would love to see it all.”

Jake liked to think of himself as stone faced. In some instances he could be. When he was in combat, when he was training with his Master or family, or even when dealing with Noghri. The man could keep a stoic and placid expression. However when it came to more personal matters, matters of the heart and home, the man was nothing more than a house of cards ready to topple over. He gave a small smile, not a grin, but an actual smile. A mans home was his castle and the King of this one was as proud as anyone would have been.

“This way.” Jake led her to the basements. She wanted to see everything? OK then. She’d get a detailed overview of the home. When they began their decent down the first flight of stairs Jake continued, “To say everything is as exact in design is mostly true. When I found the home the majority of the home upstairs was in shambles or rotted away. Anything made of stone and protected from the elements lasted. Unfortunately, or fortunately, depending on how you want to look at it, the only thing that survived intact was the first and second floor basements.”

As they emerged into the first basement a motion sensor light lit up small bulbs that lined the ceiling. What was revealed was a cache’ of dozens of bowls, buckets, and containers of various seeds, dried fruits and vegetables, and large drums of salt. “The room, as if the rest of the home, is powered by solar panels. Those panels are on a small clearing some distance from the home. Given that Honoghr has some really wild thunderstorms the wiring is all underfoot. The clearing is on a slope that goes with the traditional winds so often times the storms pass over the panels when they do come. I’ve not lost power since rebuilding.”

That was the basic explanation of how the only real home on Honoghr had any electricity. “The Noghri had been teaching me basic farming. Hunting isn’t a problem but given that I am a mere human I do need a balanced diet. The preserves and dried fruits, nuts, and vegetables allow me what I need.” Jake looked around, “There’s enough food here to hold me out for months, if not a year, should the need arise. Since the room is build with reinforced brick overlaid by earth and concrete the humidity is low which in turn means it will all last longer. Barrels in the back of the room are salt. Some contain dehydrated meat.”

The duo made their way to the second basement floor. The room was incredibly cold but not a lit when the lights came on. The sound of running water was immediate. Standing on a small two foot wide ledge that wrapped the room, there was a large pool of water in the center. In the middle of the water was a large stainless steel drum with pipes that looked like a tacky oversides speeders engine that seemed to be sucking the water up and into pipes that disappeared into the ceiling. “This is the water filtration system. I diverted two streams near this home to bring a constant flow of water in. The two holes towards the top of two walls,” Jake pointed to them, “allow the flow in. There is a button on each one that allows for me to stop the water should I choose. To help prevent an overflow from occurring, there are two drainage points.” Jake then pointed to two large rectangular holes in the wall near the floor where the water in the large pool was exiting.

“Those exits are large enough for me, and at one time, my family to escape; one at a time of course. When the home was built, and now rebuilt, I had ensured that if push came to shove and we had to escape we would have a secretive way of getting away. Each exit point leads to a different area. One towards a creek that faces the direction of my Masters Temple, the other towards the southern plains and a large Noghri village. The idea being that by the time anyone actually searched the home, my family would be long gone.” Jake glanced back at Amorella, “Now that the duller parts of this tour are over, let’s head back up.”

When they made their way into the kitchen, Jake quietly closed the door to the basement and led Amorella into the room meant for meals. The only thing that seemed out of place was Jakes empty coffee mug with a couple of dried brown spots around the rim. The man had become quite addicted to the drink. “The only change here compared to centuries ago is the far wall. I added cabinets and a display. Unfortunately I only have one photo of my family; the others long since gone. That’s why there’s nothing set up on the shelves. The change to the wall also explains where there is a tighter fit in here.” There was a slight pause as Jake took the time to admire it, “There are two rules in this room. I sit there,” Jake pointed to the head of the table with his coffee mug,My Lady Reticea sat there.” He pointed to the opposite end. “The only person allowed in either seat was my Lady Silencia.”

That spoke volumes. Even after centuries, the loyalty he still showed his Wife and his Master shined through. His wife’s seat was her own. Even he did not dare sit in it while his Master had free reign over their lives. Most Apprentices, or even men, would have wanted some sort of separation. Not Gravis. Not Jake. The man welcomed his Lady Silencia’s influence, her insight, and in the rare instances of display… her care. Did that mean he viewed his Master as more important than his wife? Not by any means. While his Master gave him the tools to survive. While she gifted him his life, his wife had been his confidant, his solace, and his escape. As his eyes lingered on his Lady Reticea’s chair, small flickers of memory from casual supper talk to more in-depth and deeply personal discussion flowed freely.

It wasn’t until the silhouette of a Noghri outside a window was picked up in his peripheral that Jake realized he had suddenly fallen silent. “Sorry.” He shook his head to rid himself, for the moment, of the memories so the tour could carry on, “Out here is the sitting room. The one thing you’ll notice is I don’t have a television. I’m not big on watching television. The most I have is a datapad upstairs. The one thing I noticed when I came back is the home was stripped.”

Jake glanced at Amorella, then gave the room another look around, “Almost all of our furniture was gone. How did I know? There were parts of the home that hadn’t been as ravaged by time and weather. There were no traces of any furniture. No fabric. No wood. Nothing. That told me that my Masters family must have saved anything and everything they could when they evacuated the planet. At least that’s what I hope. I’ve searched long and hard to find pieces that are as close to what I once had as possible. The idea? That had I been successful in bringing my family back they could step in here and it’d be just like they’d never left.”

Jake led Amorella out of the sitting room and out of the front door, “You’ve obviously seen the outside area here. The Noghri and I have an unspoken agreement. Any land that is considered my property is cleared away. Such as the landing pads, the stone pathways, this home and its surrounding grass, along with the small bit of farmland I now have and the private waterfalls in the back. Everything else is theirs. They don’t tread on my land without my permission. I don’t tread on theirs without invite. That’s been the rule for centuries. I’m not Shamalain,” Jake looked at Amorella, “So they don’t hold any allegiance to me. The only reason they don’t kill me for being an of fworlder is because I am the Apprentice to their fallen Mal’ary’ush.”

Even if someone didn’t have a full appreciation for architecture or design, everyone had to acknowledge the care that went into rebuilding the Manor. Wood floors in particular were known to squeak. Not a sound was heard as Amorella and Jake walked about. The freshness of Mahogany still on the air meant Jake took great care of the home overall. His tone was relaxed, his demeanor even more so. They finished the downstairs tour with a visit to a second but small sitting room which led into the kitchen forming a complete circle.

Now it was time to head upstairs. Most people whom gave tours of homes would have stopped to see if a guest had a question. Jake didn’t bother. One of the things he picked up from Amorella was she was light on words. She spoke just enough to get her point across; not a syllable more. That was like his Lady Reticea. Jake was a chatter box and that was currently on full display. Pointing out here and there what woods could be saved from the original house, how he finished all of the exposed wood with sealant to protect it, while also adding his own little touch her and there, the joy was evident on Jakes mind.

Afterall a happy Jake was a sane Jake. Nothing made Jake happier than family and this home symbolized everything he ever wanted, everything he once had, and everything he wish he could get again. When it was time to come to the second floor, the duo made their way upstairs. “The only other floor above this one is the attic. It’s small and actually empty at the moment. I don’t have much in the way of excess personal belongings.” He gave a glance down the hallway. “There are five bedrooms on this floor.” He led Amorella to the farthest of them, “These two are simply decorated guest bedrooms. Not much to them. Whenever we had family visit, which wasn’t often, they slept here.”

Jake quietly closed both doors then came to the third and fourth bedrooms, “This one is Romanos.” He pointed to the third door, “This one Lysanders.” He pointed to the fourth directly across from it. When they were opened both rooms displayed the personality of the children. Though the beds and dressers were similar, there were subtle differences. The color of the bed linens, the paintings of the walls, it symbolized the nuances of both children. Jake didn’t enter either. He simply pressed his back to the wall and allowed Amorella the rooms to herself.

His expression said everything. That surprising jovial Jake Daniels? Yeah he, for the moment, vanished. “I can play house all I want.” Jake mumbled beneath a shaky voice, “I can talk about how I wanted my children and my wife and my Master back. How I just wanted normalcy again. Each time I see their rooms I am reminded of their voices and it stings, even now.”

When Amorella finished, Jake led her not to his Lady Reticea’s study but instead to his bedroom. The man quietly opened the door and entered, stepping aside so Amorella could get a full view. The difference between this room and the others? The aura of his Master which radiated from a small Noghri dagger that rested on his dresser. It was here that Jake pointed out several objects. Walking over to the dresser Jake lifted the dagger and brought it to Amorella, “This is the only thing I possess that holds any piece of my Master. It's what helps to keep my old head from going completely over the edge. The Noghri Elders in the nearest Village use it for ceremonies they hold. So long as I care for it, they let me keep it."

Jakes attention turned towards a picture frame on the wall. Instead of simply using the force to pull it from him, the man quietly walked over and removed it gently from the nail it hung by, "This tarot card used to allow my Master and I to communicate across the farthest of distances." A small smile emerged, "If I ever needed her... she would hear me." His voice cracked, "The last time I used this was during the plague while out searching for a cure. Now? I don't feel her anymore." Jake's smile had vanished, "I don't know why I expected to feel anything when I found this again... nothing survived that karking plague."

Jake set the picture frame back on the wall. He grabbed a second picture frame off the bed, "This is the only photo I have of my family. I framed it when it began to tear from me constantly just taking it around. This is what your ancestors looked like. Me with my Lady Silencia, my Lady Reticea, Romano, and Lysander." As he took the Knife back from Amorella, he handed her the frame. Gently setting the aged weapon back where it had been, Daniels fetched his two lightsabers from his nightstand. The first being the one he had taken to Byblos; the one he built after his marriage to his Lady Reticea. The second was significant in its own right. "This one," Jake said holding up the blade, "is the lightsaber of my Lady Silencia. I had it hidden away. She used it when she was not more than a Knight. It's served me well my entire life. I had hoped one of my children would have inherited it." He set both weapons near the Noghri Blade on the dresser.

"There's one more room left to see." Jake said. He allowed Amorella to hold onto the photo while he closed the door behind them, "I don't have much when it comes to my family but I will die to protect what I do keep and this home." That wasn't a warning to Amorella. It was a statement. Jake may have been viewed as nothing more than a nuisance; a man forever to be nothing more than a cast away Sith Knight but there was more depth to him. There was a vast ocean beneath the otherwise dry and plain surface. The made their way to the opposite end of the home and Jake quietly opened a door.

"This is my Lady Reticea's study. I view it as the most sacred spot in the home. Feel free to go in. I'm not Shamalain. I only enter when I have found something she once owned. Otherwise it's off limits to me." Jake explained. He peeked into the sea of various books and artifacts. The most unique aspect of the room wasn't the piano off to the side, nor the growing collection, but the fact it was two stories itself. "While almost everything else in this is house is newer furniture and possessions I've been collecting to try and bring back a sense of the past, this room is the past. Every book and relic are the exact ones my Lady Reticea owned. Many came from the Sith Archives. Some had been in Museums in the core worlds. Others from private collections. I took them all back."

Jake let out a sigh as he vanished from view. He pressed his back against a wall in the hallway but continued to talk, "I wasn't as smart as her. I was a blunt object to be used to hurt people. She had the smarts. I couldn't understand even a quarter of the knowledge in there. I wasn't a complete fool though. I know everything she had owned in that room. I memorized it all. If any of the missing items are still in the galaxy I'll eventually find them. They'll be brought back home." Even though Jake had been married to a Shamalain, the man still viewed himself as second class. In many ways it sounded as though Jake didn't believe even he deserved to be here. What a unique paradox. "You speak like she did. My Lady Reticea and you would have gotten along quite nicely."

[member="Amorella Shamalain"]
 
She listened, she followed, she looked and watched. She studied the man and his movements and gestures, his expressions and mannerisms. He was an embodiment of passion and fury, Amorella imagined the two at constant war with one another within him. The anger she had seen within him on Byblos and the care she witnessed now were not parts of the same person - but a duo of personas contained within one body.

Darth Gravis, Jake Daniels, foils to one another. The more he spoke the more she understood what it was he felt and what it was that had driven him then...and now. Would that she could speak to him the duality of her own existence; the presence of both Light and Dark within her being. The essence of an ancient Sith Lord stirring at the far edges of her subconscious, reminding her every day of just how far she had come in this galaxy and how far still had yet to go. His memories were there, too, triggered in her mind by the most peculiar things.

Cameron's words played through her inner ear as she listened to Jake talk about the home, now on the second floor viewing the rooms of his boys. Amore could hear him speaking of his lost love and for a moment the tones of the men matched in harmony of loss. She felt her heart strain, missing several beats. She watched Mikhail Shorn break down before her in the Hall of Inari.

They were standing before Cerusia's study now, Jake explaining his predicament of the room. A most treasured place but one he could not bring himself to enjoy. Amore glanced the aged and tattered picture within the frame clasped within her fingers. So strange, she thought she was looking at herself there but knew instantly it was her mother. The resemblance uncanny. You could be her clone, so many had said. If only they knew...

Amore stepped inside to the soft sound of fabric gently sweeping at her feet. She came to pause at the middle of the room, blue gaze casting around with wary intrigue. Oh Cera ... she felt her heart seize again, painfully tight this time. One hand left the frame to clench at the material of her robes covering her chest. She closed her eyes and focused on the sound of Jake's voice from the hallway, a faint smile pulling at her lips.

"...my Lady Reticea and you would have gotten along quite nicely."

The sounds of a swamp filled her mind, the smells stifling, the cottage on stilts stood above the mists. Opening the crate that sat upon the aged wooden walkway she watched as the great Tuskcat curiously stepped out, wary of its new surroundings. Cera's darkened gaze dissipated in that moment as she moved forward to place a tentative hand out to the creature. Their bond was instant.

Amore gently cleared her throat, fingers tenderly rubbing over the flesh of her heart. She turned her attention to the gleam of the piano and gravitated towards it. Picture frame set upon its polished top, the woman moved to take a seat at the bench and lift the cover concealing the keys beneath.

"Will you join me, Jake?" perhaps if he was invited he would feel more welcome in here.

Delicate and quiet, she tested the keys for tuning and found them most satisfactory. Then, with gentle accord, she tapped into several notes that began a solemn song. Amore had learned to play many instruments as a child growing up on Kuat. She could recall with perfect clarity all the Operas and Concertos attended. She remembered going to see [member="Verie Lacroix"] perform in the ballet and smiled knowing that at least one life had been salvaged along the way. Off to Rudrig, off to start a life anew. Off to begin a family with her brother. How she wished them well and hoped to someday soon hold their first son in her arms just as she had held all those of the Talith children.

Curious, she had never known Cerusia was also musically inclined.

[member="Jake Daniels"]
 
"Will you join me, Jake?"

You are not a Shamalain. You are not a Shamalain's equal. You live to serve. You serve to live. The rules and lessons of his Master were always on the forefront of his mind. Even after marriage. Even after fathering children. The young loyal servant still lived within the confines of an aged warrior. Most men would have viewed themselves as equal or superior to their wives. Many who claim they didn't actually lied. They had the concept of being head of the household. Most men wanted a wife to feed them, pleasure them, and adore them. They viewed themselves as God's gift to their spouse.

Not Jake.

He cooked their meals. He cleaned the house. He was, in many ways, the homemaker. The aged warrior who brought the Jedi Order itself to its knees, the man that had an entire generation of Padawans and Knights rebel against their own Council seemed happy walking around with a weather duster. A man whom served as the protector of the Siths Dark Council for a time, a man who openly defied, challenged, and beat several of the galaxy's most famed force users in duels was happy slaving away over a hot stove for his wife.

Did that make him weak?

To many it did. For Jake it showed he was a family man first and foremost.

What man would do woman's work? What man would serve his wife? Those questions used to openly mock the peasant boy who married a goddess. At the time, Jake didn't care. The only thing he cared about was how that story ended. His Cerusia Shamalain and her family had saved him. When it was his turn to return the favor, to save a sick wife and children, he failed. Miserably. That was unforgivable. That was why he wouldn't enter the room.

When Jake heard Amorella play on the keys, his eyes teared up.

Jake didn't have much to offer to his wife. He was poor. He knew how to wave a glow stick around. He knew how to be a servant. His Cerusia was a unique woman. She didn't wear a wedding band; jewelry wasn't really her thing, save for a ring she had worn from her first husband. Yeah that stung, a lot, but it was something Jake looked past. He always assumed she didn't accept a band from Jake due to how her first marriage ended. He tried every day of his life with his Cerusia to reassure her that Jake was different. Jake wore a band though.

She also couldn't physically speak so it made for the quietest arguments between husband and wife the galaxy had ever seen. Jake was a giver though. He bought that very piano will hard earned cash. He didn't rely on his Masters finances like many others would. Any and every gift Jake ever gave his Cerusia, he earned it.

When he bought the piano, his intention was for his Cerusia to use it. Perhaps adding music to her study would bring a joy to her. Instead she asked Jake to learn to play it. While she studied from her various texts, Jake struggled to learn an instrument that took the most tender of touches to Master. That was her own lesson for Jake, a wife training her husband. She wanted to bring out the softer side of Jake Daniels; a side only she and their sons saw. A couple years later, Jake was proficient. Whenever she asked, Jake would play a small tune while she read.

That showed how much his Lady Reticea meant to Jake.

Still in the hallway, Jake quietly played with the wedding band still chained around his neck.

"My Lady Reticea was the only one whom could invite me into the room." Jake replied.

Like a loyal lap dog, Jake still followed the rules that bound his life...


...even after all this time.






[member="Amorella Shamalain"]​
 
"If you do not think it would have pleased her to give me company..." her voice was gentle but clear, sounding over softening keynotes as she continued to play. It never struck her as being intrusive, coming into this room and playing this piano. The appreciation for music was clearly a familial thing - it held true for her mother and considering the importance placed upon it in the upbringing of herself and her brother, Amore imagined it had been much the same for Cerusia in her youth. As close as her family was now, she could not fathom the idea of Cera keeping the man out of the room. It must have been a self-imposed boundary for him.

Now that she understood this she would make a point to bring music into the life of the new Cera.

"Will you tell me more about your sons?"

[member="Jake Daniels"]
 
"If you do not think it would have pleased her to give me company..."

Jake pondered on that statement alone. His Cerusia had never shied away from scolding Jake if he acted inappropriately. She did it several times, some even publicly. This wasn't an intentional shunning of Amorella. For Jake, his Cerusia had so little in life and asked for even less that this room, her archives, her books, her scrolls, her privacy was all Jake seemed to be able to give her. A man of simple means who did what he could to give her what he felt she desired. A place of tranquility and peace. Jake wasn't either of those.

"I do not mean to be rude." Jake spoke softly as he wiped his eyes, "It's just. In the entire home that is the one room that is truly my wife's. I'm ignorant of what most of that text says. I only enter when I have found something that belonged to her. Otherwise, even I, caretaker and master of this home give it the deepest respect."

By now Jake had scooted closer to the door way. Part of the back of his head and shoulder were visible as the man slid to find a seat on the floor. He listened as Amorella played on the keys while he thought of her next request. She wanted to know about his sons. Much like any discussion about his Wife, Jake both smiled and pained at their memories.

"Lysander was the oldest." Jake began. "You ask anyone from my time that wasn't Shamalain and they would be quick to point out that he wasn't of my blood. His Father was a Sith Lord." Jake paused. This was where he had to be very careful. "I will state I did not get along with his Father. I will state I did not like him. However I never spoke ill of him. Not to Cerusia. Not to Lysander. Why, you might wonder?" Jake paused again.

Jake hated every man he had ever encountered. Every one of them. Men got under Jakes skin. He had witnessed how many desired to be with his Master. He witnessed how many desired his Wife. He witnessed how men of the galaxy only thought with their third leg. Sex and one ups man ship. That's all they thought about. They would speak ill of another in a heartbeat if they thought it would make them appear better to someone else. That even meant trashing a man to his own or former family.

Jake didn't. He hated Immortus. He despised him. He never spoke ill of him. Why though?

"If anything ever happened to me I didn't want my son to think of me as an angry man. Granted I am, as you have witnessed but I would not shame his biological father just because I don't like him. Whatever my son thought of Immortus, he developed that opinion on his own without any toxicity from me. I know for a fact my Lady Reticea appreciated that. I also know that Lysander viewed me as his father. I raised him. Bathed him. Fed him. Protected him. He called me Dad." Jake was rambling by now but how much did Amorella know of his children? How much of the Shamalain family had been lost to her? What could she have been hiding, if anything? Again, why after all of this time come back here?

"He was also the oldest. As he and Romano grew up together he really took on the big brother roll. As quiet but as thoughtful and practical as me. He loved music. He loved reading. His mind was sharper than mine by the age of ten." Jake laughed. "He even began proofreading my military reports around that age. He was also a protector. Reminded me a lot of Lord Dissero, well based on my very limited interactions with him. If he felt anyone wronged a family member he would sure as hell make his feelings known."

"Then there was Romano, our second." Jake said. "Now he was a conflict in himself. A bit more adventurous than Lysander. While Lysander liked to read and write, plan and think, Romano went off of his gut. You'd find that boy running around with Noghri, climbing the tallest trees, and raising hell." Jake again let out a laugh, "He even convinced Lysander to pull a prank on my Military Contingent. Caused a lot of inadvertent damage but nothing permanent. You see, I led the 62nd Marine Light Infantry. When I married my Cerusia, i turned them into the personal military escort for Shamalain's traveling the galaxy. There was one time my Master had to get to Korriban. Though she never asked, I always had men come with us on these trips. A display of power. A display of prominence. That's what Sith respected back then. Nothing spoke more than having a small army arrive with you. Romano and Lysander had deactivated the hyper drives on several of the small freighters we used back then."

Tears came out of Jakes eyes, but this time from a swell of happiness over a memory that at the time caused a lot of chaos, "When my Master and I went into hyperspace aboard her ship all of the 62nd sputtered out in Honoghrs atmosphere. Not a single ship managed to jump with us. When we returned, my men told me what happened. I think everyone, my family included was surprised by my reaction. I was proud."

Jakes fingers continued to play with the wedding band, "Don't get me wrong. It cost a lot to fix the damage they did. When the ships attempted to jump, it fried a few of them. But its the fact that two boys ages fourteen and twelve managed to sneak aboard several ships of highly trained soldiers and sabotage them? I knew then that both boys would always be there for one another."

"Like yin and yang, night and day, their personalities played off one another perfectly. Lysander was quiet and insightful. Romano was bold and outgoing. Lysander planned. Romano acted. I had begun their training in the art of the force before the plague hit. I trained their bodies. My Lady Reticea trained their minds." Jake glanced to the side. From his peripheral he glanced at Amorella, "I am a Sith. Darkness consumes me, yet sitting here and thinking of them, I feel a joy I only felt with my family and master. Thank you, Miss Darke." Jake wasn't lying. "I can feel the light that radiates from you. I wanted my boys to experience everything the force had to offer." Jake turned his attention back to the wedding band, "I know the darkside is powerful but for my sons to truly survive in the galaxy I wanted them to understand both light and dark. I was planning on letting them ultimately decide what path, if either, they would eventually want to follow."

Jake turned his gaze back towards the room, "Since we're on the subject, do you have children?"

[member="Amorella Shamalain"]​
 
As she listened the notes slowed, transitioning into a new song. Still gentle tones drifted through the room, quiet chords leaning into a quicker pace with time. She imagined the children in the Honoghran jungle expanse, envisioned the boys as they played and learned under the tutelage of their father, mother, the Noghri as well. Had they learned to hunt in the jungles with the Assassins? Did they learn the art of telepathy as all Shamalain children did? Did they speak to their mother by whispering unheard words into her thoughts? How widely did they smile when her silent voice resonated in their minds like gentle bells in a breeze?

Blue eyes glanced to the man, a portion of his silhouette visible now as he sat just against the doorway. Though his mention of Dissero did cause her own mind to stutter in its train of thought, her fingers never once slipped a note. He had also known a Dissero? Could it be...

She blinked away the notion - it wasn't something she could pursue presently. Keys pressed on, light and delicate, Amore imagined what she thought the boys might have looked like. Romano she though perhaps had brown hair like his father, Jake. Blue eyes perhaps? Green was also prevalent in the Shamalain line. She created the image of a boy stout of build, sure-footed and wild, freckled face pinked by the sun, hands dirty from adventures in the jungle. Yes, the warm smile on her face grew from a hint of jealousy, that seemed very much like the boy he was describing.

But Lysander... his face eluded her. Tall, spry, wiry build like his mother no doubt, but the rest of his appearance refused to form in her mind. She knew nothing of his blood-father, the Sith Lord.

"Since we're on the subject, do you have children?"

The notes came to a soft yet sudden quiet at this question, the smile on her face faded, her presence wilted momentarily. Amore didn't look back up at him and instead drew a slow breath, pushing into the final chords of the song. She lamented leaving them unfinished.

"No," said the woman gently, almost too gently to be heard, "I cannot have children. I am barren."

The song ended. Amore quietly closed the cover over the keys.

"Thank you for letting me see this room."

[member="Jake Daniels"]
 
"No," her voice was a near whisper but even the ears of the aged and tired Knight was able to hear the words she spoke., "I cannot have children. I am barren."

When she ended the song, Jake knew he hit a very sensitive subject. Amorella was as much a control freak as Jake. She kept her personal life as close to the chest as possible. That was on full display on byblos. Her office was bare. In fact it was almost cold. It now seemed the pair shared something else in common beside blue eyes; speaking of such personal matters threw them off their outward facade. Amorella was proving to be quite fascinating for a Shamalain. If Jake had been an arsehole he would have dug further. He would have prodded. He had his ways of getting people to break without them even realizing it. Strangely though, the lonely and dejected little hobbit was finding her company today rather welcoming. He wouldn't admit it. He wasn't a Mr. Rodger oh my God, i see the light of friendship and niceties kind of guy, but it reflected in how he didn't threaten or snarl at her like Byblos.

"I'm sorry for the intrusion." Jake said about the subject of Amorella's barrenness. Just as Jake had been seeming to grow comfortable, even if only slightly, with her presence, it appeared Amorella was the same. She revealed something personally tragic. That was a big step between the two.

"Thank you for letting me see this room."

When they exited the room, Jake took several steps down the hallway while Amorella closed the door, "Feel free to visit it whenever you want. You'd probably had more use for what texts are in there than I obviously do." A quiet but ever apparent stab at himself. As they made their way back downstairs, Jake spotted Run'ok just outside the front door. "Excuse me."

When Jake stepped out, he was greeted by Amorella's Noghri escort, whom simply leaned against a banister. Run'ok's normally stiff expression showed a mixture of emotion. "I come with an update from the Village elders."

"Yes?" Jake asked.

"They have requested that you ask your guest to come." Run'ok replied.

Jake perked a brow, "Why?"

Run'ok looked towards Amorella's personal guard. He remained as he was. Unmoving and unflinching. Run'ok understood something important about Jake. He was living under the assumption that the Mal'ary'ush family was a dozen or so generations removed from his time. Yet every Noghri in the immediate region now understood that she was Dal'mada'ush. She was the Daughter. Jake may have been learning their language but he hadn't learned out the nuances of titles. The revelation of The Daughter may have been devastating for the man. That was a secret no Noghri on Honoghr would reveal. Someone else would have to as they'd have to deal with the powder keg known as Darth Gravis.

"As she is family to the Mal'ary'ush it is felt she be a guest of honor for the Blood Moon feast." Run'ok replied.

Jake had a strong feeling Run'ok was hiding something. His Lady Silencia had trained him to know such based on the way people spoke. He wasn't going to press though. Why make such a fuss over a distant Shamalain? They didn't do this sort of thing for the other Shamalain's from the past that visited Jakes home.

"Whatever." Jake replied. He wasn't going to ask. Run'ok wasn't really asking. Jake did what Jake did best in times like this. He spoke for a Shamalain, "She'll be there." Turning, the man stepped back inside him home and addressed a waiting Amorella. She probably heard the conversation. "Seems the Noghri want to make a big fuss about you. They wish for you to come to a special feast tonight. I'll explain in a minute. Be right back." Jake said as he disappeared back upstairs.

The sound of running water filled the home as it flowed through the piping for several minutes. This was followed by the sound of Jake's footsteps upstairs as he walked back and forth between his private bathroom and bedroom. When the man emerged he was dressed in the ceremonial robes his Master had designed him. Head to toe, the man was dressed like the loyal Knight of centuries past. The most telling aspect, beside the hood, was the golden seal of the Shamalain family displayed on his left shoulder. At the small of his back was the blade of his Lady Silencia. He made his way back downstairs to a waiting Amorella.

"The Noghri hold my Lady Silencia on a nearly god like pedestal. From the little they have told me, her history on this planet is deeper than I ever knew. She lived with, trained with, and protected this planets people. Tonights feast is one of two that are held yearly in her honor. Tonight is to honor the woman that brought back a sense of purpose for the Noghri. The night they vowed their oaths of servitude, the Moon was Red. Like the fires of Hades. Like her hair. Hence why they wait for the blood moon on the lunar calendar to celebrate." That was probably more than Amorella wanted to know but she deserved to understand why tonight was such a big deal.

Jake entered back into the dining room and pulled an old wooden box out. He slowly pulled out red and yellow yarn strings, a picture of Amorella, images of various planets, such as Byblos, Onderon, and Kuat. There were a few other planets as well, perhaps a dozen or so that people either had a single record of Shamalain or influence from Darkes in some capacity. Of course there were the planets with Eve Foundation outposts. Those were obligatory to have. If anything this showed Jake was thorough in his research. "My Lady Reticea called me a blood hound." Jake explained. "Upon waking I began a search for the Shamalain family. Any planet with a historical murmur, I notated it." Jake laid out the photos first across the table, "When the murmur was then a rumor and that rumor began to hold more than just the potential of being a word of mouth remark, I added a line from Honoghr to that planet." Jake laid out a red line that connected each planet to Honoghr. Taking a yellow string, he laid it starting at Honoghr, going to Byblos, then Kuat. "Seeing as you are not a rumor. You do exist. The yellow signals confirmation."

When Jake was done the table was a mess with pictures and yarn. The man had done his research or as much as he could before his self imposed exile on the planet. "Would you mind telling me if there are any other planets I can lay a confirmation line too?"

[member="Amorella Shamalain"]​
 
"...feast?" but he was gone before she could pursue the curiosity. Amore filled the time and silence as he left to change suit by walking the rooms of the first floor. Padding quietly from one place to the next, a gentle touch to a surface here, a lingering gaze of blue there. Every detail, every nuanced fixture or decoration was imprinted to a memory that would never, ever forget. Of all the places she would have chosen to retain into eternity in her mind, this was at the top of her list.

Pausing in the doorway near the bottom of the staircase, the woman fixed her gaze on a nearby curios set atop a small table. All these things held meaning to the man, denoted a time of his life and history that he might revisit by simply gazing upon them or picking them up. She wished her home could be this way, but the truth of the matter was a bit more complicated.

"The Noghri hold my Lady Silencia on a nearly god-like pedestal..." Jake's voice drifted to her as the man descended the staircase in ceremonial garb, explaining the feast as he went. She did not immediately follow him as he moved into the back dining room, but lingered in the same doorway listening to him talk. After several moments of consideration she quietly entered the room. Troubled blues surveyed the project as it was laid out, piece by piece, taking them in with a notable weariness.

Amore felt compelled to tell the man to stop. Cease in his efforts to find this estranged family. How far gone it was from his days and beyond his reach from Honoghr. Here where their present day lives no longer held anchor to the history of Honoghr. It was so long ago...

But more than anything she knew the pain of feeling lost and alone, perhaps more than anyone else in her family. In her days within Moross she'd felt isolated from the on tangible family member at her side: Soliael, because the man would not, or could not reciprocate the care she had for bloodkin. He'd been cold and distant. That had changed, of course, but not for many years after the Crusade dissolved. Now as she floundered around the galaxy after having abdicated her claim to the throne of Kuat and sworn off her mother's oversight, even with her husband's affections she felt the distance between herself and her family grow bigger, thinner.

She hated it.

"Rudrig," the faint word left lips that felt dry. Amore stepped forward and to the table, gently reaching to brush aside holoflimsies and articles he'd collected, "my brother Amadeus moved there recently to start his own family. He's a Professor at the University there, teaches Galactic Historical Antiquities and Artifacts." She found an article about the young Kuatian Prince - an older one, from where he'd donated a large sum of money to a Lorrdian College of Architecture.

"Borleias," there were no pictures to be found of the family there but - "my husband and I have a home there, as well I have distant relatives that live there, too. They go by the name Talith."

"Onderon," Amore pointed to the planet he'd already produced, "more distant relatives, though I am not personally familiar with them. I just know they are there, within the Beast Tribes." A half truth, but Amore's respect for Quietus was far greater than her willingness to out the woman completely. If Jake wanted to investigate on his own then she would not stop him.

"And Kuat of course. My mother rules there still: Sovereign Darke. I was in line for the throne but I abdicated my claim a little over a year ago."

[member="Jake Daniels"]
 

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