nihil

Selvaris
Secret subterranean facility
"Abashed, the devil stood and felt how awful goodness is..." - John Milton, Paradise Lost
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“What’s his name?”
The Sith Lord looked at the scientist, the bald man quietly read through the notes. Staring up from the glowing data pad, the tall figure gave a lanky smile.
“How do you mean?”
Reverance squinted his crimson eye as he approached the figure, broken against the rack. Well, he wasn’t broken, but he wasn’t really working. Hardly more than a corpse, the Warmaster felt an odd sense of influence, as if he was being shown a parallel world. A situation where he wouldn’t have so readily relieved himself of depth perception with smoke rising from the snow, blood forming melted ravines.
“I mean do you have a name for him…”
“No.” The good doctor responded quickly, the absurdity of the question provided an odd expression as he looked down his nose at Reverance.
He just smiled, if only for a moment, as he approached the body. Tilting his head, he pressed a finger against the closed eyelids and lifted. Lifeless and honey brown, Reverance jutted out his chin in contemplation. “Is that my original eye color?” He turned to the doctor, who pushed up the silver spectacles on the bridge of his nose.
“Did you want to discuss the process of the cloning or waste time on specifics all day?”
“I’ll do whatever suits me. And you’ll do well to remember that.”
He pressed his fingers against the bare chest of the clone, long in stasis. His fingers traced the scars and the illusions of raised edges of the tattoos across the flesh, smiling. It wasn’t a necessary request but one that he had completed for all the clones, that they appear as much as the original as possible. Truth be told, if this clone was being used for more devious means, he would have popped the right eye clean out and replaced the arm with a Voxyn Al’Do. But that wasn’t his goal, not now. Now was merely a strategic foreclosure, a final separation that couldn’t be completed at birth, despite efforts made. The cause of all his misery and pain and darkness, and not the sort he sought.
It was time.
The eruption of a lightning storm boomed in the background, rust colored and spattered with blood and blue flecks. Selvaris was as much a place of darkness as it was of beauty but Reverance couldn't appreciate that now, he couldn’t appreciate the pain and the mire and torture and all the other good bits he longed to adore. He missed Matsu, at least a part of him did. The part that longed for the cut, he missed the succinct tear, the sort of departure from sanity that could only be brought about by that meticulous drag of those phrik claws. And it never felt so good to cut. But the other side of him…
He walked through the mind clumsily, back crunched from the weight of sins. All necessary, all righteous, for the good of the universe one must carve a path to hell and tread it boldly. But since this invasion, since this war, since Taris, the mind had lost that unity and that focus. And Reverance hated it, hated that doubt and the implications of it when it came to his mission. He couldn’t go on this way, there was a cancer inside and it demanded acute and precise incisions. The sort of cut for which he longed. And in the end, they both had wanted it.
“The degradation, the mental instability, tell me about it.” He turned towards the doctor. “And be specific.”