Tyrant Queen of Darkness
I don't know where to to start.
Today has been, a very hectic day for me, IRL has blown up in my face and I am going down a potential rabbit hole of time and stress to just get over the clear. Lawyer has been working overtime and I am soon to get his email detailing what the next steps are going forward. I can't really discuss the nature of what is going on, but I will be ok when the dust settles.
Because of this, there is the potential that I might be LOA for an extended period of time. Let us pray that it isn't the case, but we shall see with the coming days ahead.
So, over the last couple hours trying to get some sleep and clear my mind, I kept coming back to Chaos and how I was going to explain everything if I was to just leave. Running the Dark Court and all the threads I have with so many writers on this board, I didn't know what I was going to say, especially since I launched three first replies this morning intensely hyped up and excited, only for my IRL situation to have that all crashing down.
All I could really come back to was to say thanks.
I don't really think I say that word too often to the people I write with, nor the people that put their time and effort into projects I design. I hope I do, I hope I recognise their efforts. But it kept coming back to me that I should probably say it more. For all the drama and annoyance Chaos can bring sometimes, it has been a great hobby for me to express some creative juices and have fun, find likeminded people and most importantly, laugh.
I honestly didn't know how I should express this, kind of just writing whatever comes into my brain on the fly, but all I can sincerely think of is just how much I owe this community and how much I really wish to give back.
Sometimes I feel like I am more trouble than I am worth, hell I have made some really stupid decisions that I have come to regret, but Chaos has been great, there is no other way to put it.
I don't know if I will be around come the next couple days or if everything is going to be fine, but thanks to everyone, especially all those who came to, written with, or joined the Dark Court or myself in other projects, we built an awesome and fun community together and, I hope to God that I can continue to be there to build it, but if I must go on LOA, consider this my apologies for leaving. I wish I could give some closure or explain what's happening, but that's simply out of my control.
So, with all that said and done,
Thank you.
Today has been, a very hectic day for me, IRL has blown up in my face and I am going down a potential rabbit hole of time and stress to just get over the clear. Lawyer has been working overtime and I am soon to get his email detailing what the next steps are going forward. I can't really discuss the nature of what is going on, but I will be ok when the dust settles.
Because of this, there is the potential that I might be LOA for an extended period of time. Let us pray that it isn't the case, but we shall see with the coming days ahead.
So, over the last couple hours trying to get some sleep and clear my mind, I kept coming back to Chaos and how I was going to explain everything if I was to just leave. Running the Dark Court and all the threads I have with so many writers on this board, I didn't know what I was going to say, especially since I launched three first replies this morning intensely hyped up and excited, only for my IRL situation to have that all crashing down.
All I could really come back to was to say thanks.
I don't really think I say that word too often to the people I write with, nor the people that put their time and effort into projects I design. I hope I do, I hope I recognise their efforts. But it kept coming back to me that I should probably say it more. For all the drama and annoyance Chaos can bring sometimes, it has been a great hobby for me to express some creative juices and have fun, find likeminded people and most importantly, laugh.
I honestly didn't know how I should express this, kind of just writing whatever comes into my brain on the fly, but all I can sincerely think of is just how much I owe this community and how much I really wish to give back.
Sometimes I feel like I am more trouble than I am worth, hell I have made some really stupid decisions that I have come to regret, but Chaos has been great, there is no other way to put it.
I don't know if I will be around come the next couple days or if everything is going to be fine, but thanks to everyone, especially all those who came to, written with, or joined the Dark Court or myself in other projects, we built an awesome and fun community together and, I hope to God that I can continue to be there to build it, but if I must go on LOA, consider this my apologies for leaving. I wish I could give some closure or explain what's happening, but that's simply out of my control.
So, with all that said and done,
Thank you.