Pash
Character
There was something to be said about sunrises. Something hokey and beat to death in every bad romance novel she'd ever guiltily flipped through, but nevertheless true. That there was alchemy in the way the sun turned everything brass to gold, the way it cast honied sunspots on the sleeping rat nest comprised of her siblings, the way it made her feel like she'd done right by them, like she had a hand in all this peace. Pasha was a big fan of sunrises and how they allowed her to get a jump on the day.
Her horse did not share the sentiment.
"It's a comb Caramelo, it ain't gonna bite." Pasha passed a hand down his mane, splitting hairs and receiving a sputtering disapproval for her efforts. "You get a rise out of being difficult or something?" Caramelo turned his head, looked one beady eye down at her, then proceeded to snort in her face. Her pa' always said things grew from love, and if you were to spit and stomp and scream to expect nothin' but what you deserve. So Pasha held to comb up to Caramelo's throat and muttered curses in her father's native tongue that would make sailors blush. Speaking of her father...The faint kick of gravel and dust alerted her to a figure approaching on horseback. Pasha has spent long enough watching him come home from sick visits to place the emotion, a defeated trot or a full gallop after a miraculous recovery. This time it was urgency. "Pa?" There was no acknowledgment, just an instinctual fold of the body onto dusty ground. He didn't so much spare her a glance, face to his horse and fingers working loose the tack. Pasha let a moment pulse before she took note of the slight tremor to his hands. "Hal passed on, didn't he?" The words came small and gentle, a tone she'd only recently grown into. Her father's line of work was full of hard truths, it was the least she could do dignify them with understanding.
"I wasn't at Hal's."
"Oh?"
"He was dead when I got there." It was said flat and quiet, the same solemnity with which her father always faced life. "Did what I could, gave my condolences, and then left for the Rimenk's place." His hands suddenly stopped,"Two of their young'uns had taken sick. Passed as the sun came up within minutes of each other."
Dread. Deep, painful, picking at the scab of grief. She'd thought this was all behind them. No more dead moms or siblings.
"There's something deathly going round, ain't there?" A tilt to the brow, slight but wholly effective in removing accusations of naivety. That had all gone and evaporated somewhere between shoveling up earth for ma's funeral and burying her in it. The girl made a face, slouching back until tense hands made contact with the fence-- working yet another splinter into it.
"Fraid' so." He taken pause just long enough to say those words before devoting himself to removing the halter, as if that action required total unobstructed concentration.
Pasha chewed the inside of her mouth, "So."
"So?"
"What are we gonna do about it?"
Her father sighed, something heavy and exhausted, "Not much we can do Pash. I'm just one man with no cure or understanding of what exactly i'm 'supposed to be fighting here." He tightened the saddle on accident and muttered a curse. When ma' was still around, he never used to talk like that. Mincing and selective with his words, sure, but never fatal. It was like watching his optimism leak out a drop a day.
"Well, we could get you help. Have someone ride out to Kartheon's Reach, grab some supplies and helping hands."
Her father shook his head, "I doubt they'd survive the trip, much less the city."
Pasha agreed.
That's why she waited till it was dark again to lead Caremelo out the stables, negotiating his silence with a palm of sugar. She put thoughts of linen-wraps and flowers to the back of her mind, slung a leg over Caremelo's saddle and and held the reins in her hands. This was either heroic enough to gain her ma's approval or stupid enough for her pity, under the inevitability she'd be joining her on the other side soon enough...
Xerothan Valekorr
Her horse did not share the sentiment.
"It's a comb Caramelo, it ain't gonna bite." Pasha passed a hand down his mane, splitting hairs and receiving a sputtering disapproval for her efforts. "You get a rise out of being difficult or something?" Caramelo turned his head, looked one beady eye down at her, then proceeded to snort in her face. Her pa' always said things grew from love, and if you were to spit and stomp and scream to expect nothin' but what you deserve. So Pasha held to comb up to Caramelo's throat and muttered curses in her father's native tongue that would make sailors blush. Speaking of her father...The faint kick of gravel and dust alerted her to a figure approaching on horseback. Pasha has spent long enough watching him come home from sick visits to place the emotion, a defeated trot or a full gallop after a miraculous recovery. This time it was urgency. "Pa?" There was no acknowledgment, just an instinctual fold of the body onto dusty ground. He didn't so much spare her a glance, face to his horse and fingers working loose the tack. Pasha let a moment pulse before she took note of the slight tremor to his hands. "Hal passed on, didn't he?" The words came small and gentle, a tone she'd only recently grown into. Her father's line of work was full of hard truths, it was the least she could do dignify them with understanding.
"I wasn't at Hal's."
"Oh?"
"He was dead when I got there." It was said flat and quiet, the same solemnity with which her father always faced life. "Did what I could, gave my condolences, and then left for the Rimenk's place." His hands suddenly stopped,"Two of their young'uns had taken sick. Passed as the sun came up within minutes of each other."
Dread. Deep, painful, picking at the scab of grief. She'd thought this was all behind them. No more dead moms or siblings.
"There's something deathly going round, ain't there?" A tilt to the brow, slight but wholly effective in removing accusations of naivety. That had all gone and evaporated somewhere between shoveling up earth for ma's funeral and burying her in it. The girl made a face, slouching back until tense hands made contact with the fence-- working yet another splinter into it.
"Fraid' so." He taken pause just long enough to say those words before devoting himself to removing the halter, as if that action required total unobstructed concentration.
Pasha chewed the inside of her mouth, "So."
"So?"
"What are we gonna do about it?"
Her father sighed, something heavy and exhausted, "Not much we can do Pash. I'm just one man with no cure or understanding of what exactly i'm 'supposed to be fighting here." He tightened the saddle on accident and muttered a curse. When ma' was still around, he never used to talk like that. Mincing and selective with his words, sure, but never fatal. It was like watching his optimism leak out a drop a day.
"Well, we could get you help. Have someone ride out to Kartheon's Reach, grab some supplies and helping hands."
Her father shook his head, "I doubt they'd survive the trip, much less the city."
Pasha agreed.
That's why she waited till it was dark again to lead Caremelo out the stables, negotiating his silence with a palm of sugar. She put thoughts of linen-wraps and flowers to the back of her mind, slung a leg over Caremelo's saddle and and held the reins in her hands. This was either heroic enough to gain her ma's approval or stupid enough for her pity, under the inevitability she'd be joining her on the other side soon enough...
