Darth Eversor
Burning Forever
...Free from the prison she was sentenced to for life, free from the anguish of her own mind.
Or so The Rusted Queen thought.
The groans of death and sickening snapping of bones and burnt flesh bombarded her thoughts as she attempted to use the freighter's jump drive.
Her surroundings distorting into a disturbed mockery of the materium, flesh and rust overtaking all in sight.
And then an enraged scream echoed throughout the steely corridors...
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The world around Kasa Shi began to twist and crumble like a psychedelic descent into hell, flashes of corpses she personally consumed writhing and screaming in agony as they begged for life not to be taken in such a manner. Igniting her unstable blade, she began to lash out at the hallucinations plaguing her at a most inopportune time. "...WHY HAVE YOU DONE THIS..."
"...YOU WILL DIE..."
"...FAILURE..."
"...MONSTER...""...UNLOVED..."
A cacophony of accusations flung from the corners of the disturbed woman's mind broke her to her knees as she began to sob hysterically, clutching the sides of her head and even going as far as punching herself to be freed from the madness that was consuming her conscious mind. Rising up, Kasa Shi struck down each of these phantoms from the recesses of her own devilish desires. Once more feeling flesh being flayed and burned by her weapon. Maniacal laughter erupted from between her jagged rotting teeth as she felt victorious, but victory wouldn't be the reality of this predicament. What The Rusted Queen had actually done was destroy and disable her chances of being able to manually control the hyper jump back to Coruscant, but no realization would break her drift into the wastes of her fragile, broken mind. Now a thing where subconscious and nightmares blended and mingled to spawn the horrors of her own doing. Many-a victim and faceless cadavers hung from the freighter's walls and ceilings, all twitching and flailing as to represent the unhinged and warped result of the neurodegenerative disease breaking down Kasa Shi's perception of life and all things around her.
Standing in the center of the nightmare, Kasa Shi began to embrace it as a sign that the Dark Side of the Force was growing stronger within her. A blessing in disguise from the deity that she believed to have chosen her as a vessel, a prophet and a way to guide others into the divinity of the true way of the Force.
Kasa Shi dropped to her knees with arms stretched wide, taking in the ill state with closed eyes while the reality of the situation was quickly coming full circle. The freighter's AI blared warnings and alarms of an imminent impact, but all was void from Kasa Shi's mind except for her own madness. She began to sing in her native Atrisian tongue about peace and tranquility, her voice broken and melancholic.
3...
2...
1...
Impact.
The freighter itself slammed into the lower levels of the the sleazy city, many denizens rushing to see what had just happened. Many unsuspecting bystanders were killed, and even more wounded or confused. Inside the burning wreckage lay a broken and disfigured Kasa Shi, her right hand still clutching her lightsaber. She coughed as blood ran down the side of her mouth, her visage becoming a haze of smoke and clear sky from within a dark space. She had finally returned to the core worlds, but not as she expected.
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