keep the oaths of old

//Destination: Dorriella
The hum of the ship was constant. It's pulse was steady, in stark contrast to her own. The hum pressed in through the bulkheads, through the thin fabric she had laid beneath her knees. The vibration of the ship settled behind her eyes. Cerys exhaled, trying to let the rhythm carry her toward stillness.
Meditation had always come easiest in places full of light and air. This was not such a place. The guest quarters were windowless, lit by a single recessed panel that shimmered in sympathy with the ship. Somewhere beyond these walls, the Sith woman worked. Her presence was a steady weight she could feel even when she was not near.
She tried to center herself in the memory of Naboo’s gardens, of the tiny flower Elenna had coaxed into her hands. It had opened beneath her touch once, its purple petals trembling as if shy to be seen. Would it open for her now, or close itself against her entirely? The thought curled like a hook in her chest.
The fact that she found solace in memory of belonging on Naboo made her recoil.
She had abandoned Elenna without ceremony, without explanation. There had been no time for either. This had to happen. This journey into the heart of the dark, her path flanked by an escort who would see her as cargo, or perhaps as a tool. She pressed the guilt down as she had been taught, not to bury it, but to burn it from her.
The flower would answer her again. One day.
For now, she breathed, and tried not to count the hyperspace jumps that would take her deeper into enemy stars.
