Matsu Xiangu
The Haruspex

Ascension
Late Afternoon
[SIZE=12pt]Matsu hadn’t meant to go anywhere near a mountain for years to come.[/SIZE][SIZE=12pt] She usually wasn’t one to run from pain – after all, how quickly had she forced herself to lift and flex the strange durasteel that served to fill the hollow space left behind that once was skin and bone? – but this was different. It was a reminder of a time when she’d been younger (has it really been years?) and foolish, more apt to believe someone on their word alone. A reminder of when she learned that sometimes flat disappointment was harder to be the brunt of than rage. But that was, in the end, why she sought a mountain despite herself – after all, the old adage of history repeating itself could not be allowed, would not be allowed in her story. (He killed you here – the old you. Walked in to your head and made you cut off your own arm, right there on Skye at the base of some beautiful peak. Spread-eagle in an expanding pool of red, your snow-stain the only thing you’d leave behind. Stand there and remember how easily that could have been game over. And then move on and make something of yourself.)[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt] Downtime had come unexpectedly, a week or two that seemed wide open in a schedule that had as of late left no time for the usual lazy swath of exploration Matsu liked to cut through the galaxy. (Where will it be this time, where haven’t I gone, where haven’t I put down boots and wandered?) Ascension had, at first glance, called her name and then despite ruling it out firmly she kept coming back to it.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt] So she found herself on the wintry planet, at first exploring the cities and settlements along its coastlines. She had never been a fan of the cold (even in this planet’s summer months it was bitter, just enough to sink down to the bone) but she had to admit there was a certain beauty to its oceans – water forever, water farther than she could see! She’d spent some time in its capital city but quickly been iced out by stares equally as frigid as the planet itself. Whether it was so small a place that they recognized her as an off-worlder or something deeper and more fundamental she wasn’t sure, but she left soon after regardless – the tundra outside civilization was what she wanted anyway.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt] Leaving her small fighter partially obscured in a small grouping of pines she set off towards the peak in the distance, snow-capped and silent. She hadn’t recalled how fascinating they were and as she got closer she let herself get lost in the crunch of light snow beneath her boots, the whistle of the wind past her ears, the numbness at the top of her nose as she stared at that peak. The shock of overwhelming thought and memory she had accepted didn’t come and she crossed her arms over her chest, pressing on towards the base of the mountain.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt][member="Alen Na'Varro"][/SIZE]