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Private No One Knows.... But a long time ago

The storm had not yet broken, but the sky was already heavy with its promise.
A cold wind swept through the mountain valley of Savarn, carrying whispers across the snowfields that ringed the Couldeen Orphanage. The old academy's lamps flickered like ghostly eyes beneath layers of frost, and the night itself seemed to hold its breath.


A lone figure moved through the dark.


Hood drawn low, the stranger's footsteps left shallow prints that filled almost instantly with snow. The bundle in their arms was small—too small—and wrapped in worn gray cloth that had once been white. The sound of the infant's breathing barely carried above the wind, soft and rhythmic, as though she were sleeping through the storm that would soon bury this part of Dorbim in ice.


At the edge of the compound, the figure paused. The outer walls of the Couldeen grounds shimmered faintly—Force-sensitive wards designed to alert the keepers of intruders. But tonight, they did not stir. The air seemed to bend for the stranger, as though the Force itself looked away.


The figure approached the main hall, its high spires rising from the snow like solemn guardians. At the foot of the steps, the stranger knelt. The wind cut sharply, scattering flakes over the bundle. A faint glow pulsed from within the cloth—brief and unnatural, like breath drawn from another world.


"Forgive her," the hooded one whispered, voice trembling, half prayer, half command. "She was not meant for this place… but no one else will take her."


They pressed their lips to the infant's brow, left a charm of silver thread beside her—woven in the pattern of a sigil long forgotten—and then they were gone.
When the door creaked open moments later, only the child remained.




Inside, warmth met the cold.


Lonette Couldeen startled at the sound. She had been in the entry hall, sealing the shutters before the storm. When she opened the door, the wind all but tore it from her hands. Snow spiraled into the light like ash from a dying fire. And there, at her feet, was the bundle.


"Oh… Force, no…" Lonette gasped softly and dropped to her knees. Her fingers brushed aside the frost. "A baby."


Her husband, Maxon Couldeen, appeared from the corridor moments later—tall, wrapped in a brown teaching robe still dusted with chalk from a late class. "Lonette? What's happened?"


"She's freezing," Lonette said. "Left here, in this weather…"


Maxon's eyes softened, but his tone remained measured, the way all instructors of the Orphanage spoke when facing the unknown. "Bring her inside."


They carried the child to the infirmary wing—a round chamber lined with low cots and humming heat panels. Lonette unwrapped the cloth slowly. The baby stirred, a faint whimper escaping her lips, then fell silent again.
Her skin was pale, almost luminous against the dark fabric. Her hair—black, fine, and damp—clung to her brow in wisps. And her eyes, when they fluttered open, were not the soft blue of most infants. They were… violet. Deep, unnatural, searching.


Lonette glanced up at her husband. "She's… awake."


Maxon leaned closer, cautious yet drawn in despite himself. He extended his hand over her, testing the air. The sensation that met him made him flinch—a rush of cold, like touching stone beneath running water. The Force moved through her, but not as it should have. It shimmered unevenly, as if confused by its own vessel.


"She's strong," he murmured. "Too strong for her age."


Lonette looked down again, pressing her palm to the child's chest. "Then she'll need guidance." Her voice trembled. "And care. She must stay here."


Maxon nodded, though the crease between his brows deepened. "We will raise her among the Initiates. The Force-sensitive children need a peer, perhaps… a mirror." He tried to smile, but the unease lingered. "She'll have a name, then. The records must be complete."


Lonette turned to the open window. Snow drifted in, cold light against the warmth of the room. For a long moment she said nothing, her expression far away. Then, softly:


"Sarkana."


Maxon repeated it, testing the sound. "Sarkana… ."

"Because she came with the snow," Lonette whispered. "And because no one knows who she was before the storm."




By morning, the storm had claimed the valley.


The Couldeen Orphanage stirred awake beneath the snowfall, its halls echoing with the murmurs of young voices.
In the western wing, the Initiates—children of three to six years—recited their meditation lessons in hushed tones under the watch of the Caretakers. Older Acolytes carried crystal basins for the morning rites, while the Adepts prepared for sparring instruction. The academy lived in rhythm: a harmony of discipline, study, and quiet devotion to the Force.


But in the infirmary, wrapped in a woolen blanket, lay the newest life to join them—a child whose arrival had disturbed the calm more deeply than anyone yet realized.
When Lonette checked on her that morning, Sarkana was already awake, staring at the ceiling with silent, unblinking eyes. The silver charm left by the stranger gleamed faintly beside her.


Lonette frowned. "No one knows where you came from, little one," she whispered, brushing a strand of black hair from the infant's cheek. "But the Force does. And I fear it will not forget."


Outside, the snow continued to fall—soft, endless, erasing every trace of the footprints that had carried her there.
 
There was no other academy quite like the Couldeen Orphanage on Dorbim.

From the outside, it resembled a monastery carved into the spine of a frozen valley — gray stone and pale metal woven together by centuries of craftsmanship. The main spire, called The Solarium, rose high above the snowfields, crowned by a prism chamber that caught the dim sunlight and refracted it into long ribbons of color across the interior halls. Those colors, faint and cold as breath on glass, were said to guide the younglings' emotions during meditation.

Every structure within the grounds had a name and purpose. The Hall of Breath was where children first learned to sense the Force through stillness — an echoing chamber lined with sound-absorbing panels that captured the smallest sigh. The Garden of Threads grew beneath a heat dome, where roots and flowers spiraled in deliberate geometric patterns, each designed to align with the flow of life-energy. Even the sleeping quarters, the Dormis Wards, were arranged according to rank — from Initiates to Adepts — each floor radiating like a petal from the central tower.

The Couldeens were no mere caretakers; they were visionaries who believed the Force could be guided like a language taught to the young.

Lonette Couldeen tended to the emotional nurturing of the children — gentle instruction, bedtime meditations, and lessons in empathy. Maxon oversaw the structure: divisions, progress charts, and the quiet discipline of mind before power. Their philosophy was simple yet rare in a galaxy torn by dogma:

"A child does not belong to the Force. The Force belongs to every child who learns its song."

To preserve that song, they built a hierarchy, respectful but firm:

  • Initiates studied perception — learning to listen to the Force as a hum within the blood.
  • Acolytes learned translation — shaping that hum into words, movement, and minor telekinesis.
  • Adepts learned expression — how to embody the Force without fear, through combat drills, art, and healing.
  • And those who surpassed even the Adepts — the Instructors — became archivists, mentors, or councilors to distant worlds.

Each dawn began the same way. A resonant chime echoed through the halls — seven tones for the seven virtues of balance: focus, patience, restraint, empathy, knowledge, humility, and purpose. Children gathered in concentric circles within the Solarium, small hands pressed together, eyes closed, breathing in rhythm as the snow light refracted over them like the inside of a dream.

It was a place of serenity and structure.

Yet even within such balance, the Force whispered in uneven ways.

Sometimes, when the wind blew from the north, the candles along the corridor would bend sideways, though no draft touched them.

Sometimes, a glass basin would hum as if vibrating from within.

And sometimes, during the quiet hours between dusk and dawn, the youngest Initiates claimed they could hear a faint lullaby through the stones of the foundation — a song sung not by any caretaker, but by something older, sleeping beneath the orphanage.

It was on one such night that Sarkana deWinter — still only a child in a crib — began to hum back.
 

Chapter Two: The Girl Who Listened



The winter storms passed, but the cold never truly left Savarn. It lived in the stone, in the mountain's breath, and in the long corridors of the Couldeen Orphanage where children's footsteps echoed like tiny drums of hope and discipline. Years had softened the sharp memory of the night Sarkana arrived, but they had not dulled the strange undercurrent that surrounded her.

She was five now—small, poised, quiet.
Much too quiet for a child her age.

Most Initiates woke before the dawn chime, tumbling sleepily from their bunks, rubbing their eyes, whispering jokes to one another as they filed into their morning circles. Sarkana woke before all of them. Sometimes Lonette found her sitting upright in her cot, hands in her lap, gazing at the frost that gathered in the corners of the window. Her violet eyes reflected the first hints of pale sunlight like polished minerals.

This morning was no different.

Lonette stepped softly into the Dormis Ward, arms full of blankets. "Good morning, little one," she whispered.

Sarkana blinked once, slowly. "It's coming."

Lonette's breath caught. "What's coming, dear?"

"The sound," Sarkana said simply, turning her head slightly as if tracking something Lonette could not hear. "The one the walls make."

Lonette set the blankets down, forcing a smile even as a chill crept up her arms. Some children imagined things. Others listened too closely. Sarkana… did both.
"Maybe the chime," Lonette suggested gently. "Or the wind—"

"No." Sarkana shook her head. "It's the low sound. Like someone humming under the ground."

Lonette swallowed. "You hear that often?"

Sarkana stared straight ahead. "Every night."

She said it without fear, without emotion—only certainty.
Lonette didn't know what unsettled her more: the words, or the calm with which they were spoken.


The morning classes began in the Hall of Breath. A dozen Initiates sat cross-legged in a circle, little bodies bundled in soft training wraps to guard against the cold. A crystalline bowl hovered at the center of the group, suspended by a flicker of Force-light. It vibrated gently, humming a single pure tone—the sound designed to teach children focus through vibration.

"In through the nose," Instructor Halven said warmly. "And listen with more than your ears."

The children closed their eyes.
Sarkana didn't.

She watched the bowl. More precisely—she watched the air around it, rippling faintly like heat over desert sand. She tilted her head as the hum thickened. The others breathed in slow unison, little chests rising and falling. Sarkana remained utterly still.

The bowl stopped vibrating.

The children opened their eyes. Halven frowned. "Strange… I didn't signal for the lesson to end."

He turned—and found Sarkana staring at him.

"Child," he said softly, "did you touch the bowl?"

"No." She blinked. "The bowl touched me."

A murmur rippled through the class.
Halven crouched beside her. "Tell me what you mean."

"The sound moved when I thought about it," Sarkana answered. "It wanted to."

Halven tried to speak, but his voice stuck. Not because she claimed it—but because she believed it. And perhaps because, on some level, the Force within the room seemed to react to her rather than the other way around.

He dismissed the lesson early.

The moment Sarkana stepped out into the corridor, older acolytes watched her with curiosity. Rumors traveled quickly here—strange coincidences, lights flickering, objects shifting when she walked by, instructors pausing mid-sentence because they suddenly felt… observed.

To the other children, she became the quiet shadow in their midst.
Not unkind.
Not cruel.
Just different.

Too different.


That afternoon, Maxon Couldeen called Lonette to his study. The fire crackled in the hearth, one of the few luxuries he allowed himself. He sat with his hands folded, expression troubled.

"She did it again," Lonette said before he could speak.

Maxon nodded. "Halven reported it. The bowl, the vibration… she stopped it with thought alone."

Lonette lowered her eyes. "She's listening to something, Maxon. Something we can't hear."

Maxon leaned back, exhaling through his nose. "The other instructors say her presence feels… disruptive. Like a chord played out of tune. Not dangerous yet, but unpredictable."

"She's still a child," Lonette said, voice softening. "And she's gentle. Always."

"Yes," Maxon admitted. "But power doesn't need anger to cause fear. Sometimes it only needs a directionless mind."

Lonette hesitated, then stepped closer. "Do you regret taking her in?"

He looked up at the ceiling, the old wooden beams groaning with age. "No," he said after a long breath. "But I worry what she will become if we cannot help her understand what she hears."

Lonette swallowed. "It's not just hearing, Maxon. Last night… I found her humming back."

"Humming… back?"

"Yes." Lonette's voice dropped. "As if responding to the sound from below."

Maxon rose from his chair. "There is no sound below."

Lonette didn't reply—and that silence frightened him more than any answer could have.


Later that night, while the academy slept, Sarkana stood barefoot in the corridor outside her dorm. Her breath fogged in the cold. She pressed one hand to the stone wall, her small fingers splayed.

There it was again.
The hum.
Soft, slow, patient—like a heartbeat buried far beneath the foundation.

Sarkana closed her eyes.

"You're awake," she whispered.

The hum deepened.
Or maybe it only felt that way.

A strange warmth spread through her chest, blooming like a dark flower. She didn't understand it, but she liked it. It felt familiar—more familiar than the other children, the classes, the chimes. More familiar even than Lonette's gentle voice.

She leaned in closer, her cheek brushing the cold stone.

"Don't worry," she whispered to the thing beneath her feet, the thing only she heard.
"I'm listening."

The wall pulsed once—soft as a sigh.
 
By the time she was four, the caretakers whispered about how she moved with a strange, precise grace that didn't match the wobbling uncertainty of other children her age. She spoke rarely, but when she did, she spoke as if tasting the sound of her own voice — as if language were something she was learning to wield.

And by the time she was five, the isolation had already set in.

Not through cruelty. Not at first.

Just difference.

Just the quiet way the other Initiates seemed to sense something about her. A static in the air. The hum of a deeper cold behind her eyes. The Force moved in all children here — the Couldeen Academy selected only those touched by it — but in Sarkana it gathered, coiled, hovered near the surface like a restless animal with its ears pinned forward.

Children felt that instinctively.

They stepped around her.

They left the play-mats before she arrived.

When she entered a learning hall, their eyes drifted downward or away as if they feared she might look through them.

Only the mirrors met her gaze.


The Isolation



Her sense of solitude began with little things — with wanting something simple like space on a bench during morning instruction and finding every edge of the wooden seat suddenly occupied by others who sat just a little too close together.

With wanting someone to hold her hand during early balance training, but noticing pairs formed faster whenever she approached.

No one teased her. No one spoke her name with malice.

It was silence that did it.
Silence, and sidelong glances.

She began eating her meals at the far end of the dining hall, beneath the tall window that overlooked the central courtyard. At first, she sat there because it was empty. Later, she sat there because she liked how the window mirrored faint fragments of her face when the sky was bright.

She traced her reflection with a fingertip.

Sometimes, she would straighten her posture or smooth her hair as she saw it mirrored back to her. The caretakers assumed she admired the view behind her.

But Sarkana admired herself.

Not out of arrogance — not yet — but because the girl in the glass was the one thing that stayed. The one thing that didn't pull away.

She would tilt her head, watching the shape of her own eyes, dark and deliberate, and whisper soundless thoughts only she understood.

You're not like them.
They don't see you.
But you see yourself.


And with each day, her attention to her own reflection grew.

Her clothes were the same brown Initiate linens as everyone else's, yet she adjusted her tunic folds, tightened her belt a little more neatly, brushed lint from her sleeves as if preparing herself to be seen by someone — someone who never came.


The First Fracture



Force training began gently for Initiates:
balancing exercises, slow breathing patterns, telekinetic nudges of tiny practice-stones.

Sarkana excelled — brilliantly, unnervingly fast.

But there was something brittle about her focus. When she pushed a training-stone across the table with her mind, it skittered too quickly. When she levitated a candle-flame, it wavered as if straining against her.

Her instructors watched her carefully.

She watched them back — with a poised, guarded indignation.

They praised her less than the others.

They should have praised her more.

The resentment grew, brief but sharp, blooming inside her like a small red bruise.

And yet, the bruise softened the day someone sat across from her at the long dining bench — someone who didn't flinch.


Auburn Hair and a Scar



Her name was Tirena Vale.

She had auburn hair cut unevenly at the ends, as if she'd done it herself with a dull blade. A pale scar ran from her right cheekbone to the edge of her jaw, thin but unmistakable. It made her look older, tougher, even though she was the same age as Sarkana.

Tirena plopped her tray down without ceremony.

"You don't talk much, do you?" she said, blunt as anything.

Sarkana didn't answer.

Tirena poked a spoon into her own meal, then pointed it at Sarkana as if accusing her of something harmless. "That's fine. I do enough talking for both of us."

A small, stiff warmth touched Sarkana's chest. She didn't know how to hold it, so she said nothing still. But she didn't move away. That was enough.

Day after day, Tirena returned to the same place, sitting close but not too close. She talked about instructors she disliked, games she was bad at, rumors she'd overheard from older Initiates.

She never asked Sarkana why she sat alone.

She never asked about the staring or the silence.

She never seemed to notice the cold undercurrent around Sarkana at all.

And for the first time, Sarkana felt something not mirrored in glass — something external, alive, and directed toward her.

Recognition.


Emerging Vanity



The more Tirena spoke, the more Sarkana listened.
The more Sarkana listened, the more she noticed the differences between them.

Tirena was blunt, messy, real.

Sarkana… wanted to be admired.
Needed to be.

She felt herself trying around Tirena — smoothing her hair more often, holding her chin higher, positioning herself where the sunlight kissed her better during study sessions.

It was subtle.

It was childish.

But it was the first root of her vanity.

And Tirena, for all her grit, was the only one who said the words that stayed with Sarkana for years:

"You're strange," Tirena told her one day, studying her with that scarred face and honest stare.
"But strange doesn't mean bad. It just means you need someone who can keep up."

Sarkana felt her heart knock once, hard, against her ribs.

No one had ever said anything like that to her.

Not ever.

She whispered back — her voice barely audible:

"Stay."

Tirena grinned. "I already did."

And for a brief season,
before the ambition, before the darkness,
before the hunger for more
began to curl its fingers into Sarkana's mind…

She knew friendship.

She knew what it meant to be seen
—not as something strange—
but as something chosen.

Someone worthy of being sat beside.

Someone worth staying for.
 

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