Sinistra
Character
The life of a manic depressive is a long, winding roller coaster of highs and lows. Sure there are meds out there to help shave the tops and bottoms off the mood swings but as anyone who has suffered lived with mental illness can tell you, there is one irrefutable fact.
Mental illness lies.
We believe it when it tells us we are worthless, we believe it when it tells us that no one loves us. All these things, Sinistra could live with. She was driven and she had sacrificed much to claw out the existence she had.
The lie it told her was that she didn't need her meds.
So she would skip a dose and she would feel ok. And it would tell her that she didn't need it anymore, that she was cured, even though she knew there was no cure for her bipolar states. But she listened anyway.
She hadn't really slept more than a couple hours in 2 days. She couldn't sleep. She was just too full of life to slow down. She felt like she could see the infinite beauty of light and color that stretched beyond all time and space from the top of a skyscraper on the smuggler's moon. She had dove off of three different ones that night, laughing wildly as she hit the bottom of the street level each time, crouched and cackling through her vocoder.
Obviously a force user. Obviously mentally ill. No one wanted to approach the masked figure rasping with a mechanical wheeze as it climbed mega structures and base jumped without a parachute. That was asking for trouble they didn't need.
[member='Triam Akovin']
Mental illness lies.
We believe it when it tells us we are worthless, we believe it when it tells us that no one loves us. All these things, Sinistra could live with. She was driven and she had sacrificed much to claw out the existence she had.
The lie it told her was that she didn't need her meds.
So she would skip a dose and she would feel ok. And it would tell her that she didn't need it anymore, that she was cured, even though she knew there was no cure for her bipolar states. But she listened anyway.
She hadn't really slept more than a couple hours in 2 days. She couldn't sleep. She was just too full of life to slow down. She felt like she could see the infinite beauty of light and color that stretched beyond all time and space from the top of a skyscraper on the smuggler's moon. She had dove off of three different ones that night, laughing wildly as she hit the bottom of the street level each time, crouched and cackling through her vocoder.
Obviously a force user. Obviously mentally ill. No one wanted to approach the masked figure rasping with a mechanical wheeze as it climbed mega structures and base jumped without a parachute. That was asking for trouble they didn't need.
[member='Triam Akovin']