Vykter Orade
Looks Like This Guy Just Killed You
((Anyone is welcome to join, trying to make some new acquaintances
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Location: The Sultry Sludge Panther, Coronet City, Corellia
Time: 23:16 Local
Vykter rubbed his fingers into his eyes and tried to push the fatigue back from his mind. Thirty-six hours wasn't that long to go without sleep, he'd gone almost a full forty-eight when him and Karrik had...
He downed the last of whatever that green liquid had been as the painful memory slowly subsided. The Old Man had taught him how to fight, how to fly, how to fight while flying, but he had never taught Vykter how to live without him. For three weeks he'd made his way from dingy port to dingy port as he went through the moves of his past life. The faces and places were all the same, but there was a dimness to the events now. Like someone had recorded a holovid with a very old receiver and was playing it back on his eyelids while he slept.
Most of the time he let himself sink into the void of indifference that Karrik had taught him to use when a fight was coming, he could almost hear the Old Man talking in his ear.
"Just let it all go, kid. Realize and accept that you're already dead and your body just hasn't caught up with that fact yet."
It had gotten him by so far, he had enough credits in his pocket to get him through at least another week in this bar before he had to haul himself back to the Horizon to find more work. He loathed the thought of that moment coming any sooner than it had to.
I can't keep doing this. Rationally, I know that I'm just trying to cope as best I can, but running and gunning is exactly what got Karrik his in the end and I'll be next if I don't find myself a place to rest my head. Hell, even a few friends would do me for a spell. Then at least I wouldn't be the guy in the corner of the bar drinking alone.
He waived for another drink and chuckled to himself.
Right. Friends. Like I would know what to do with a friend.