Varus Shatterstar
Finding Purpose
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gkibxWr0DY
"Where is my mind...?"
The lyrics were being whispered by a man sitting at a table alone, cheek turned to the table top as his lips sputtered the words and his eyes gently drew to a close. "Where is myyyyyy mind...?", he whispered again as the song played flawlessly in his head, though he was missing queues and his voice was a bit dry for the singing he was doing. He'd been sober just five hours ago, but again, like so many nights before that one, the young blonde with the baby blues who was sporting a beard just a bit too long was pouring his heart out to whoever in the immediate area might have been listening.
No one was listening...
He'd been a legend once upon a time, known to many as the brute of the Jedi. The executioner's weapon of choice. The crimson handed monk who preferred a strong whiskey drink to meditation. He was a jack of few trades those days, and apart from a lifetime of knowledge in regards to the force, he was just a has been looking for a good time with a pretty face whenever he could find one. Assuming he could find one that could stand to see him red eyed and unkempt at practically all hours of the night. As long as the sun wasn't gleaming high in the sky, though, there was one of two things in his hand. A beer bottle or a glass tumbler.
It was a tumbler tonight, and he'd lost count of how many glasses he'd had while clinging to the wooden table he'd cast himself upon like a shipwreck survivor hogging all the room on an omware. The only difference between him and most others, though, was that if someone else's life was on the line he'd MOVE HIS FAT ASS OVER. Ahem... Anyway, his drinking had slowed, bit by bit as his thoughts did wander to days long past when he was young and full of himself, and for good reason. He'd been one of the best once upon a time, after all. One of the brightest. One of the strongest.
By far the bravest...
My how things change...
[member="Alexandros"]