Shade's gaze lingered on the transparent bulkhead, the pale holo-light fracturing across her armor in shards that seemed almost like projections of herself. Below, analysts moved among layers of holographic intelligence, every intercepted signal, coded exchange, and fragment of chatter woven into a seamless lattice. It was all laid bare, yet she felt the weight of what remained unseen.
Her crimson eyes flicked toward Cassian, noting the subtle shift in his tone when he spoke of the pieces of a puzzle no one was allowed to see whole. The way he had said her name — Shade — before she had ever offered it… that small detail pressed against the edge of her awareness, insistent.
"Interesting," she murmured softly, almost to herself,
"to know someone has records on me…before I've even walked through the doors."
Her hand flexed at her side, subtle and controlled. A reflex born of years anticipating unseen threats. She didn't look accusatory, nor fearful. Just observant. Calculating and measuring the scope of what the Republic might hold: files, chatter, contracts...the kind of intelligence that could pin a ghost like her to a time, a place, a choice.
"I wonder," she continued, voice low and deliberate,
"what they think they see. And how much is…useful."
Her gaze returned to the floor below, tracing the choreography of analysts and their projections, the pulsing lattice of galactic intelligence. Every movement catalogued, every action cross-referenced. Somewhere in that immensity, she already existed as a name, a shadow, a calculation: recruitment, observation, potential threat — the purpose didn't matter yet.
She exhaled softly, the slightest acknowledgment of awareness threading through her controlled exterior. She was Shade, visible, precise, unreadable, and now slightly unsettled by the knowledge that she had already entered someone else's ledger.
Her eyes flicked to the reinforced doors ahead, cold and soundproof. The words Cassian had spoken about prisoners as variables, secrets with human faces, pressed against the edges of her consciousness. She understood, intimately, what it meant to have pieces of herself tracked, catalogued, and analyzed. And yet the thought that he had known her name before she had spoken it added a subtle edge of wariness.
Her gaze returned briefly to Cassian, taking in his deliberate calm. The certainty in his recognition of her as Shade * before she had offered it* suggested records, intelligence, perhaps dossiers she would never see. And then, almost imperceptibly, she recalled the conversation they'd shared over dinner, the words exchanged, the silences measured, the way he'd observed her. How much more did he already know? How many fragments of her life, carefully guarded and unspoken, had he already pieced together without her realizing? The thought threaded through her composure like a quiet pulse, unwelcome but impossible to ignore.
"I wonder," she murmured softly, voice even, controlled,
"what they think they know. And how much… is accurate." And then, for a fraction of a second, her thought lingered on him: with all he knows, with all he's seen and deduced, what does he intend to do with it? Was it purely professional? Or had the measure of her presence touched him in ways she refused to admit?
Her movements remained minimal but precise, each gesture a quiet probe. That the Republic already held fragments of her — actions, contracts, existence — was not a threat, not yet, but a variable to measure. Her exhale was soft, almost imperceptible, a faint acknowledgment of the truth without revealing more than necessary.
Shade remained as she always did: present, composed, unreadable — a ghost catalogued in someone else's ledger. And in that silent calculation, she remembered: had Cassian not let her go on that canal, she would now be behind these very doors. Her employer, the one who had sent her to capture him on Nar Shaddaa, remained unspoken, untraceable in this conversation. That piece of her past stayed hers alone.
Cassian Abrantes