Bethany Haverford
Loyalty Tempered with Survival
There was an abrupt shift in his mood from one moment to the next, one that Annie diagnosed as being a product of memory vying with reality. She knew from her own research what had happened to his father and was all too happy to let their conversation to turn back to her. If he wanted to know her-- or, at least, forget himself-- she was happy to oblige him.
"I'm sitting here," she replied cheekily with a shrug. Leaning back, she gave his question an honest try. "It was and is my life, so I guess you could say it worked out well. I certainly learned a lot, and I loved the camaraderie." That was less apparent now that she had worked her way essentially toward the top of the ladder, but she still had those memories, still occasionally lurked on the edges of conversations unseen, still joined her men in the mess for food to cultivate relationships and trust whenever she could. She suffered a pang of regret for how complicated things had gotten, but the role she played was an important one, not even counting the living wage that came with it. Her hand suddenly itched to hold a blade.
"There aren't many of my former squadmates left among the men serving you. Almost none, actually. They've died or moved on to other pastures." If all went well, she might consider extending invitations to them when the time came. "We made the most of our downtime, though serving doesn't leave a lot of time for vacationing." She stretched her arms above her head as the waitress returned with food and drink and a grin slowly eased across her face. "Lots of travel, though."
She let her arms fall and smiled at their waitress, thanking her and turning to the food as the woman left. "To occasionally be able to visit a planet without it being 'official' is... nice." The mission they were on was unofficial; she hadn't walked into the city in full armor with a rifle in her hand. That alone was enough to make this a singular experience. She looked up as she set food on her plate, still waffling over how much to say. "It's nicer to do it with someone, too."
[member="Darth Mephirium"]
"I'm sitting here," she replied cheekily with a shrug. Leaning back, she gave his question an honest try. "It was and is my life, so I guess you could say it worked out well. I certainly learned a lot, and I loved the camaraderie." That was less apparent now that she had worked her way essentially toward the top of the ladder, but she still had those memories, still occasionally lurked on the edges of conversations unseen, still joined her men in the mess for food to cultivate relationships and trust whenever she could. She suffered a pang of regret for how complicated things had gotten, but the role she played was an important one, not even counting the living wage that came with it. Her hand suddenly itched to hold a blade.
"There aren't many of my former squadmates left among the men serving you. Almost none, actually. They've died or moved on to other pastures." If all went well, she might consider extending invitations to them when the time came. "We made the most of our downtime, though serving doesn't leave a lot of time for vacationing." She stretched her arms above her head as the waitress returned with food and drink and a grin slowly eased across her face. "Lots of travel, though."
She let her arms fall and smiled at their waitress, thanking her and turning to the food as the woman left. "To occasionally be able to visit a planet without it being 'official' is... nice." The mission they were on was unofficial; she hadn't walked into the city in full armor with a rifle in her hand. That alone was enough to make this a singular experience. She looked up as she set food on her plate, still waffling over how much to say. "It's nicer to do it with someone, too."
[member="Darth Mephirium"]