The ride in the turbolift had been silent in that it was devoid of words, but Adelle could feel a bit of the tumult Virelia so carefully kept a lid on. She hadn't been pulled into the turbolift, hadn't been commanded to follow, but the Force felt like it demanded her to see whatever was going on through. Adelle leaned against the curve of transparisteel, careful not to lean her head against it lest she get oils on the glass and smudge the view. The ocean extended far and away, boundless, fading where it met the horizon. Gold light of the dying day sparkled on the silvery waves as the sun drew closer to the edge of the world. She'd been right when she guessed the qualities of this turbolift earlier. It was an impressive view.
The doors sighed open and Virelia left with purpose, keying open a door and entering as silently as she had the turbolift. Smells of fresh construction flooded out from the spartan suite, sterile and new. Adelle took two steps out of the turbolift before the fog in her brain cleared just enough for revelation.
This was Virelia's--Serina's?--suite. Her
home.
Osik.
If there was ever one line Adelle never wanted to cross, it was intrusion. She hated imposing on people, hated the idea that she could be a burden--even if old friends had reassured her it was a burden they
wanted to carry. This . . . This was too far. Even for someone like Virelia.
Especially with someone like Virelia.
Adelle opened her mouth to object and make her excuses, but the sound of Virelia's voice cut her off.
"Two doors on the right," she said finally, her voice low, almost mechanical. "First aid kit's in the cabinet."
Phantom's cold nose touched her cheek and she got an impression of something sharp in her left palm.
<<Paw hurt.>>
Well, that settled it. It was as good an invitation as she could expect from Virelia in whatever mood she was caught up in and Phantom had somehow injured herself. Adelle sucked a breath in through her teeth, steeling herself, and walked through the door. The scent of new construction hadn't been a misread on her part: the suite looked brand new. Odd, considering the building itself didn't seem new. Sparse furnishings stood scattered about, giving the impression of a project only just begun. More and more, Adelle felt like an intruder. Right, heal and get the kriff out.
Doors sealed shut with a hiss behind Virelia, further in the apartment.
Okay, this was fine. Adelle found the first aid kit where Virelia had said it was and retreated to the chair by the viewport. Phantom gingerly eased herself down from her perch, not using her front left paw. Carefully, Adelle rolled her over onto her back and gently took the limb in hand to examine the paw. A small shard of glass lay embedded in the soft pad, dark red blood leaking out around it.
"Oh, I'm so sorry," she said quietly, the words still sounding loud in the empty apartment.
"We'll get you patched up, then I'll take care of my ribs, and we'll leave."
Phantom's tail flicked.
<<Nap.>>
"Yeah, we'll nap when we get to our hotel." Adelle found the bacta spray then focused on the tiny piece of glass, pulling it cleanly from the paw.
The tiny black tail flicked again, more insistent.
<<Nap now.>>
Adelle spritzed a bit of the bacta onto the paw and held the limb still while the healing agent went to work.
"We are not sleeping here."
Phantom blinked and Adelle got a hazy image of herself sitting in a meditative position except her head was fully tilted catty-corner while Phantom slept curled up in her lap.
<<Want nap later, will nap now. Tired. Need nap.>>
"Ten minutes and I'm walking out that door," she said tensely, still keeping her voice low. No need to bother the suite's other occupant. The
actual resident. The skin of the pad had sealed under the bacta's ministrations, even if the paw would still be a bit tender for a bit. Adelle set Phantom on the ground and replaced the first aid kit, not bothering to use more resources when she could do it herself.
She settled cross-legged in the chair again, keeping her spine ramrod straight, arms relaxed and resting on her knees. A quick healing trance, fix half the ribs, and she'd be on her way. Phantom hopped up into her lap, favoring the newly healed paw, and curled up with a smug certainty. Adelle rolled her eyes and steadied her breathing. It was just knitting a few fractures back together, nothing that should exhaust her so completely that she fell asleep.
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The room fell silent, like nothing had happened and no one was present. Phantom turned an ear back as she felt the shift in breathing, the subtle slacking of muscles. Of course her human had forgotten about the sleepless nights when she'd talked about timing. Phantom purred once, immensely satisfied with herself, then tucked her nose into her tail.
<<Nap now.>>
The bite of blood in the air woke Phantom first. The acrid breathlessness of smoke followed shortly. She opened her eyes, ears swivelling and alert. The barren room she and her human slept in looked the same. Her paw was healed and the shiny thorn that had wounded her had been dealt with. Adelle's fingers twitched. The ghosts. Phantom uncoiled herself and braced her front paws against her human's chest in a sudden spurt that was both surprise and grace. Echoes of screams whispered in the space under her ears, a not sound coming from her human's mind. The ghosts were back again. She butted her head hard against Adelle's jaw, rubbing and purring loudly, then licked her raspy tongue over the skin in an attempt to wake the human up. When that didn't work, she brought a paw up to the sensitive mouth and lightly flexed her claws, pricking the soft skin.
Phantom had to keep the ghosts away.
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She was drowning in a sea of blood. Adelle fought against the creature pulling her down, fought to breathe. She broke the surface and dragged herself out of the red waves, only to find a dimly lit room, sterile and devoid of anything resembling furniture save for a cylindrical tank.
Not again.
She'd been here before. Last time, it had been Rizzala, a Lethan Twi'lek--a dancer, a confidant, and lover from her past. Before that, it had been a padawan, Morrigan, that she'd bonded with in her old Order. Adelle would have rather drowned but the sea she'd struggled in had disappeared again. The face in the tank revealed itself: Karre Noba, the weathered matriarch of the farming compound Adelle had lived in with Na'an and Leigh. Acid started to fill the tank and the screams began. Adelle's hands flew to her head as she shut her eyes against what she'd already seen, and found unyielding duraplast.
The mask. The
armor.
They made sure she heard every horrifying sound. And electrocuted her if she failed to do as told.
The nightmare continued, twisting memories together. Bright red piranha beetles consumed Na'an instead of her mother. Sometimes a man made of shadow shattered her body and let her flop about in agony, sometimes not. The bomb lay implanted in Leigh's chassis instead of Master It'Kla. Fire blossomed outward, blinding, pushing her over the edge and into the abyss where the blood waited.
Over and over and
over.
Claws pricked at her lips and Adelle's eyes flew open with a sudden gasp. A small weight climbed up onto her shuddering chest and settled there, rumbling loudly.
Phantom. A strange room surrounded her, clean, empty, and smelling of construction and bacta.
Virelia. Slowly, her heartrate slowed but the tremble in her hands didn't still. That would take more time. If she'd been in her apartment, or even her ship, she'd have poured herself a cup of caf or whiskey.
Adelle buried her fingers in Phantom's thick coat, trying to force the shaking to stop.
"Soon as I can, we're leaving," she whispered hoarsely. She hated to think
Virelia could have even gotten a whiff of her nightmares.
No one could see those. Not ever.
Darth Virelia