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At the time it had felt like a wise decision to return to Coruscant. The place held difficult memories for the young Jedi, but it had always been his home. He had been born here, he had been raised here. Sixteen of his eighteen years spent for the most part on this world. Yet thoughts of his last years on Coruscant had often brought anxieties. He'd looked it up on the holonet, instead of seeking out any advice, and found that returning to the cause could help. Repeated exposure to lessen the impact and all that. It didn't feel like it was helping.
On Sullust it had been easy to focus on the cause of the Alliance, on the war with the First Order. His raw abilities needed to be honed, there were padawans to be trained. Jacen had always placed the emphasis on the former, citing that Trextan had far more potential than he ever had but possessed just a fraction of the control. It wasn't easy to forget what has transpired here, but being far away with important duties seemed to place the memories behind a veil.
Looking up at the block where he had grown up placed those memories at the forefront of his mind. The One Sith had trampled all over his life by starting their war here. The Alliance had done the same by finishing theirs at the same place.
It was a nice apartment block. The man he had come to think of as his father - above the absent Jacen - had been well off. It was his now, inherited after they had both died. Yet instead he lived in a small, empty room at the new temple. Trextan suddenly noticed his surroundings beyond the windows of the apartment above he was focussed on. Airspeeders whined as they rushed overhead. The mid-morning sun that cut through the tower buildings cast fleeting shadows as they passed by. Coruscant moved quickly, but Trextan stayed fixed in place.
He couldn't bring himself to enter the building. Instead he was already setting himself on a different course without leaving that spot. He could - at a push - convince himself that he was just intending to do his duty for the rest of the day. To be a Justicar looking after the people. He knew that wasn't his motivation. As he turned and walked away he was doing one thing he didn't want to do and planning to do another that he wasn't supposed to. Trextan was running away whilst looking to start a different fight.
The light down here seemed lethargic. As if making the journey through the upper layers of Coruscant had drained it of its energy. It streaked through the misty air, fingers reaching for purchase on the grimy floors below. The mist was no natural weather, just a byproduct of the atmospheric control systems. It never seemed to truly clear on this district. It was perpetually murky, but the mist hugged the ground closely in the morning and evening. This was a district that law enforcement only entered in large numbers. Trextan walked through it alone, his lightsaber on brazen display, hanging from his belt. A small group at a street corner noticed it. One of the group ran off ahead.
[member="Irina Volkov"]
On Sullust it had been easy to focus on the cause of the Alliance, on the war with the First Order. His raw abilities needed to be honed, there were padawans to be trained. Jacen had always placed the emphasis on the former, citing that Trextan had far more potential than he ever had but possessed just a fraction of the control. It wasn't easy to forget what has transpired here, but being far away with important duties seemed to place the memories behind a veil.
Looking up at the block where he had grown up placed those memories at the forefront of his mind. The One Sith had trampled all over his life by starting their war here. The Alliance had done the same by finishing theirs at the same place.
It was a nice apartment block. The man he had come to think of as his father - above the absent Jacen - had been well off. It was his now, inherited after they had both died. Yet instead he lived in a small, empty room at the new temple. Trextan suddenly noticed his surroundings beyond the windows of the apartment above he was focussed on. Airspeeders whined as they rushed overhead. The mid-morning sun that cut through the tower buildings cast fleeting shadows as they passed by. Coruscant moved quickly, but Trextan stayed fixed in place.
He couldn't bring himself to enter the building. Instead he was already setting himself on a different course without leaving that spot. He could - at a push - convince himself that he was just intending to do his duty for the rest of the day. To be a Justicar looking after the people. He knew that wasn't his motivation. As he turned and walked away he was doing one thing he didn't want to do and planning to do another that he wasn't supposed to. Trextan was running away whilst looking to start a different fight.
The light down here seemed lethargic. As if making the journey through the upper layers of Coruscant had drained it of its energy. It streaked through the misty air, fingers reaching for purchase on the grimy floors below. The mist was no natural weather, just a byproduct of the atmospheric control systems. It never seemed to truly clear on this district. It was perpetually murky, but the mist hugged the ground closely in the morning and evening. This was a district that law enforcement only entered in large numbers. Trextan walked through it alone, his lightsaber on brazen display, hanging from his belt. A small group at a street corner noticed it. One of the group ran off ahead.
[member="Irina Volkov"]