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His duty was no longer his own. He'd given it away to those more capable. He was a stepping stone in galactic history: a usurper, traitor, zealot, ungrateful son. His legacy was the ruined temple. It stared down at him like a specter, unable to influence the corporeal realm, but entirely capable of judging those who remained. The souls that perished in the bloodbath that turned Ession into the world it was today probably judged him, too. It was all he could do to avoid marching up those great steps and joining them. That release called to him every day now. A lingering sentiment in the back of his mind. He had a way out; a way to atone for his sins. He'd been too much of a coward to make that choice in the past. The errant Jedi Master had tried many times to throw himself over the brink, but to no avail.
His mother had stopped him from doing such.
Then she died.
A new power in the galaxy rose as she fell. The Galactic Alliance. Something Cyril could fight for. It was not a purpose. It was not a home. He was far gone from that which he once was. The Republic was no longer his home. Naboo was a host of bad memories; his sisters' mutual hate for him only perpetuating the disdain of his mother's home. The only refuge Cyril Grayson, once Graxin Rade, could find now was in Ession. It was here he'd called the Jedi Lords to unite. It was here they had died due to his inaction. Their souls weighed him down. The thought of continuing was overwhelming.
Still, he called himself a Jedi, and his life had been service since birth. First to the Graug overlords. Then the Empire. Then the Jedi, the Republic, his family and so forth. Now the galaxy would need his blade more than ever, though it would never welcome him. He had no home, save for this hallowed temple. When the One Sith finally fell, and if he did not break during the battles that followed, this temple would be his grave.
Shaking his head, Cyril made his way down the road leading to his apartment. Many on Ession still knew him as a protector, though in his heart he knew he'd fallen short in his duties. Still, some came to him seeking assistance. His door was always open, and he often found himself advising the planet's leading council on governmental matters. Now? He needed to rest. The dark thoughts had hung over him like a thick fog today. If he dwelt on them, they would take him, and once he made that final choice, there could be no returning.
There was no information on what happened to souls who took their own lives in the old libraries. It was an interesting prospect; one he'd come to research as of late. Fortunately this Galactic Alliance would provide him a way to atone for his perceived sins on the battlefield. Felicity would not think him a coward if that was how he chose to end his life.
The door to his apartment remained unlocked. He busied himself with the news: weather forecasts mostly. If one were to find need of him, then they could find him here with relative ease.
[member="Janina Jaxx"]
His mother had stopped him from doing such.
Then she died.
A new power in the galaxy rose as she fell. The Galactic Alliance. Something Cyril could fight for. It was not a purpose. It was not a home. He was far gone from that which he once was. The Republic was no longer his home. Naboo was a host of bad memories; his sisters' mutual hate for him only perpetuating the disdain of his mother's home. The only refuge Cyril Grayson, once Graxin Rade, could find now was in Ession. It was here he'd called the Jedi Lords to unite. It was here they had died due to his inaction. Their souls weighed him down. The thought of continuing was overwhelming.
Still, he called himself a Jedi, and his life had been service since birth. First to the Graug overlords. Then the Empire. Then the Jedi, the Republic, his family and so forth. Now the galaxy would need his blade more than ever, though it would never welcome him. He had no home, save for this hallowed temple. When the One Sith finally fell, and if he did not break during the battles that followed, this temple would be his grave.
Shaking his head, Cyril made his way down the road leading to his apartment. Many on Ession still knew him as a protector, though in his heart he knew he'd fallen short in his duties. Still, some came to him seeking assistance. His door was always open, and he often found himself advising the planet's leading council on governmental matters. Now? He needed to rest. The dark thoughts had hung over him like a thick fog today. If he dwelt on them, they would take him, and once he made that final choice, there could be no returning.
There was no information on what happened to souls who took their own lives in the old libraries. It was an interesting prospect; one he'd come to research as of late. Fortunately this Galactic Alliance would provide him a way to atone for his perceived sins on the battlefield. Felicity would not think him a coward if that was how he chose to end his life.
The door to his apartment remained unlocked. He busied himself with the news: weather forecasts mostly. If one were to find need of him, then they could find him here with relative ease.
[member="Janina Jaxx"]