CT-312 listened. Attentively. Every word General Lirka Ka spoke was weighed, measured, and filed. Her visor never wavered, though behind it her eyes shifted subtly with each vocal inflection. Every micro-pause. This interview, assessment, whatever this is. It was one CT-312 that refused to fail. But it wasn’t about her performance…Then what?
There was truth in the words that Lirka was speaking. Grime and dirt won wars. Those who refuse to believe that, clearly lived in ignorant bliss and never once truly understood war. The wars fought ‘cleanly’ rarely make it to the end. It was the unwanted, the broken, the ones who knew how to disappear into the cracks. Those are the ones that lasted. Those are the ones that tip the scale and change the tide of the wars and battles fought. Those willing to dirty their hands and soul.
Her mind flickered through brief memories of underhanded missions. Missions classified beyond black. CT-312 hadn’t just survived. She adapted. Improvised. Done what needed to be done. There was no glory. No report. Just results.
She stayed silent as the General continued. It felt like Likra was probing something deeper. Studying the tone. There was something too smooth about it. Like a vibroblade sheathed in silk. It came off as friendly, but laced with something colder.
Interesting
Potentiality
Tugged at something dormant in CT-312. She blinked twice, processing the words. Feeling her brow twitch beneath the helmet.
‘Interesting, was it?’ The Camouflage Scout Trooper knew she drew looks. People noticed her. Not out of admiration, but in confusion. Her armor didn’t match, not the standard colors of the Sith Empire. Sticking out like a sore thumb. The matte, storm-washed charcoal. Jagged stripes of muted earth-tones layered over. Armor with scratches and dents, it wasn’t pristine. It came off as unsettling. Mismatched. It was not designed for the clean walls of the ships or the marble of the Empire’s polished installations, but for warzones.
‘Potentiality?’ That one made her pause a little bit longer. CT-312’s rank hadn’t meant much before the DeathDrop. Low. Unspectacular. A shadow in a squad that barely knew her designation. Just another file in the background. But now that she thought about it… since joining the DeathDrop and being deployed to multiple Sith operated missions. The missions itself started to get darker, deeper, and bloodier. CT-312 supposed she had been climbing the ranks. Silently, without ceremony. She didn’t keep track. Never had.
Now Lirka was here. Calling her a
potentiality. CT-312 didn’t like that either.
It meant being
seen.
The comparison to a droid grated at her. Something small, but sharp.
‘Talks like one… wears a name like one…’ CT-312’s silence deepened. What was the difference between a droid and a clone anyway? Built, programmed, numbered, and disposable. Technically… not much. Except, maybe…
choice. Or at least the illusion of it. That sliver of rebellion that whispered when orders didn’t feel quite right.
Both brows raised in a slight amusement of the thought of the Empire being proud.
‘Funny.’ General Lirka Ka was darkly amusing. CT-312 was a number. One in an ocean of numbers. The Empire wouldn’t blink if she vanished. Cogs didn’t get eulogies.
Nobody is Listening today, warrior. It is just you and me.
CT-312 didn’t believe that for a second. There was
always someone listening. Call it paranoia. Or maybe training.
‘Same difference.’ Something in the General’s words gave her a pause. She too was a
thing that was made. Curious.
What is it that you want? What does the mind compel beyond what they grow and train?"
CT-312 stiffened.
Instantly her mind reacted, polished responses that were drilled into her tongue. That left no room for doubt or error.
‘To serve.’
‘To fight.’
‘To finish the mission...’
‘...For this karking meeting to be done and over with.’
But even CT-312
knew better. Fists curled slightly at her side.
‘Of all the damned questions to ask.’
The Camo Scout didn’t respond at first. The silence between them stretched. It wasn’t empty, but taut. Like the pause before CT-312 pulled the sniper rifle’s trigger on a target. Her breath was slow and even behind the mask, her face betrayed nothing. Keenly observing her target. No twitch of the finger, no glancing away. She was still as stone.
But inside?
Inside, something shifted.
What do you want?
Echoed in her mind. The question gnawed at her. It was not what the mission needed. Nor what the Empire required. But what
she wanted? Her mind blanked. What was there without the mission? What filled the silence?
General Lirka Ka wasn’t asking as a part of the Ministry of Order. She was a presence that might want to rip open the Scout to see what spilled out. Her question came out dangerous. Provoking the whispers of self-awareness that CT-312 had spent years suppressing and burying.
“Want… is not of protocol.” She said finally, her voice low and flat. Metal against metal. It was a shield. Flimsy and Transparent. CT-312 kept her voice level.
“I was made to follow. Built to bleed. Wanting… was not supposed to be part of it, General.” Letting the moment pass just long enough to seem thoughtful and not evasive.
Tilting her helmet slightly,
“...What about you, General? You said you were made too… What do you want?” CT-312 was now curious about General Lirka Ka, being something made just like her. But want? She didn’t have answers. But she can still ask questions.