The Night - 1988 Deathrock Version
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Lethia had read in her books that the use of the Dark Side was tantalizing - that it was addicting. For some, it was about power - the sensation that you could crush and kill and destroy anything that stood in your way. For others, it was about pleasure - the experience, as she'd read it, was to some even better than the best sex. And still others, like the Witches of Dathomir and some Sith, saw it as a religious experience - as if by tapping into the Darkness, they were brought closer to holiness.
It wasn't like that for Lethia.
On that singular occasion that she had chosen to tap into the Dark Side, it felt wrong. Worms crawled beneath her skin, unseen and immaterial but all too real. The scents of rot and decay filled her nose, the chittering of insects filled her ears. It was unnatural on a fundamental level.
Immoral. Disgusting. Depraved. Shameful.
Euphoric.
Her first experience with the Dark hadn’t been particularly extravagant. She hadn’t killed massive numbers of people. She hadn’t twisted minds and souls to her will. No – she shocked someone. Not even seriously. She was sixteen and stupid and angry, and he had angered her. It wasn’t intentional, what she did, but that didn’t matter. In exchange for that indiscretion, the Dark Side rewarded her, inundated her with the filth and decay and death that she was so infatuated with.
After only two months under the tutelage of [member="Bethany Kismet"] – a wonderful woman, and one of the few people that Lethia called friend – the Padawan had, to her disgust, discovered the truth about herself. She wanted more. More depravity, more disgust. More rot.
She could never tell Miss Kismet. It wasn’t that Lethia wanted to hurt people, of course not. But Bethany wouldn’t understand that. How could she? No one as pure as she possibly could.
Which brought the Padawan to her current situation. Sat in the middle of a necropolis, bodies abound in various stages of decay, was Lethia. It wasn’t much, it wasn’t truly Dark, but such minor indulgence of her proclivities every now and again brought the trouble young woman some measure of peace.
It was a pity that that peace was soon to be interrupted. Lethia so preferred solitude to socialization.
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[member="The Rusted Queen"]
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Lethia had read in her books that the use of the Dark Side was tantalizing - that it was addicting. For some, it was about power - the sensation that you could crush and kill and destroy anything that stood in your way. For others, it was about pleasure - the experience, as she'd read it, was to some even better than the best sex. And still others, like the Witches of Dathomir and some Sith, saw it as a religious experience - as if by tapping into the Darkness, they were brought closer to holiness.
It wasn't like that for Lethia.
On that singular occasion that she had chosen to tap into the Dark Side, it felt wrong. Worms crawled beneath her skin, unseen and immaterial but all too real. The scents of rot and decay filled her nose, the chittering of insects filled her ears. It was unnatural on a fundamental level.
Immoral. Disgusting. Depraved. Shameful.
Euphoric.
Her first experience with the Dark hadn’t been particularly extravagant. She hadn’t killed massive numbers of people. She hadn’t twisted minds and souls to her will. No – she shocked someone. Not even seriously. She was sixteen and stupid and angry, and he had angered her. It wasn’t intentional, what she did, but that didn’t matter. In exchange for that indiscretion, the Dark Side rewarded her, inundated her with the filth and decay and death that she was so infatuated with.
After only two months under the tutelage of [member="Bethany Kismet"] – a wonderful woman, and one of the few people that Lethia called friend – the Padawan had, to her disgust, discovered the truth about herself. She wanted more. More depravity, more disgust. More rot.
She could never tell Miss Kismet. It wasn’t that Lethia wanted to hurt people, of course not. But Bethany wouldn’t understand that. How could she? No one as pure as she possibly could.
Which brought the Padawan to her current situation. Sat in the middle of a necropolis, bodies abound in various stages of decay, was Lethia. It wasn’t much, it wasn’t truly Dark, but such minor indulgence of her proclivities every now and again brought the trouble young woman some measure of peace.
It was a pity that that peace was soon to be interrupted. Lethia so preferred solitude to socialization.
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[member="The Rusted Queen"]