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Hello, Chaos.

So I feel like I have a bit of a mixed opinion about me here, and this may come off as a pity party-esque need for approval, but I'm doing this out of my own honest curiosity and desire to know how I can improve myself. Just recently I was diagnosed with major depression and a chemical imbalance and I was discharged from a psyche ward with medication for said issues. Some of you will wonder why I'm putting this information out here, but I assure you it's not to gain sympathy or a renewed opinion in some people's minds.

Long story short, I know I've been a prick and a weird person to any who have personally talked to me or know me. I can't really just say sorry and put it behind me because I care too much about others and I'm selfish in that way. But I do want everyone that I have had communication with to know that I'm sincerely, very sorry for how I've treated you and the things I've done on this site to create a mixed reputation. Will this wipe the slate clean and make everything peachy? I doubt it. Will I be judged and possibly criticized for putting this rubbish up? Maybe. But I just ultimately feel like a sack of crap and a bit of an annoyance to most.

I just really want a lot of you to know I care about you as people and I want to mend anything I've tarnished or destroyed. This is me trying to be better than I have been, and I wanna keep things positive from here on out.
 

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